Actor, Search for Hope

We talked lightly for a while. Movie screening started soon. A brief moment. I recalled a page from the past that was buried in the passage of time. Sunwoo was so unfamiliar and happy to see his face.

Kim Yi-jin.

He seemed to have been a great and pure love among the people he had experienced. It's just that the direction was a little different. It was love looking in one direction, given the frenzy and obsession beyond common sense.

So the figure that came with him was Male B. It was pure love, too. My beloved Sunbae. Man B asked his lover to forget, and to think like a passing wind.

Kim Yi Jin, on the other hand, asked me to remember. You told me never to forget.

The two forms of extreme love clearly intersected. The sound of a train running on a rail, starting at the same point and meeting at an intersection momentarily, and then carrying a love you may never meet again. I wonder if it sometimes crossed paths.

What kind of love do I want?

What would I say if I were in that situation?

Did he ask you not to forget or to remember?

Or maybe even a laddoo.

Um, I don't know. Even in that situation, I don't think it would be that extreme. I know it's a mix of emotions, but I'd rather you remember it than forget it.

I just want you to remember it a little. I don't know if that's the case. At this time, I feel that the observation phenomenon can only be communicated indirectly.

Kim Yi-jin appeared at the beginning. After that, the story flowed funny, but in one corner, there is still a story about love in my mind. And then a poem popped up. I could have seen it someday, but it was blurry exactly when and where I saw it.

I wouldn't feel this way if I were you.

Don't forget me

When I'm not there.

When you're away in the land of solitude and you're not there

You can no longer hold my hand.

When I can't go back to leave....

Don't forget me.

No more every day.

When you can't tell me our future,

Just remember...

It's too late to talk, to pray.

You'll see.

But even if you forget me for a moment,

Don't be sad. Remember me later.

With memories of me

If there is sadness and pain,

It's much better to forget and laugh.

Excerpt from Rossetti Christina G, 1830-1894

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After the movie, everyone stands up and applauds. And then I go onstage and I give them a virtue. The landscape of the common demo flowed that way. It is a place to golden each other's faces.

“Is everything all right? ”

After the premiere ended, I left with Seon Seul Kim.

“Yeah, it's really nothing. ”

I thought it would be something, but it was really nothing. The reason Sun Woo was there was because of Kim Seol and Lee Seung Joon, and the company's view was a little bit public. It's called mysticism, but we still needed a little exposure. Overly perfect mysticism doesn't work these days. The reason why Seonwoo reflected his face in the premiere of "I believe", which is not necessarily required to attend, is because we understand each other well.

“The cafe near Sunwoo's house. The coffee was delicious, but I don't think I can go with you anymore, but it's become so popular. That's too bad. ”

“I didn't think so. Take off your makeup, put on your hat and glasses, and you're good to go. ”

After the premiere, I was wondering where I could finish my story. I came from a regular cafeyaki. Seonwoo was like that, but Kim Seolseol seemed to like the cafe quite well.

“He's fully armed right now, and it's hard to miss him if you go now. ”

Full makeup on expensive suits to attend the premiere. Because Kim Yu-ri deliberately followed the image in Time Attack, it was a situation that anyone who saw the drama could see and recognize.

“But isn't there a schedule after this? You've been busy lately. ”

Suddenly, Seong-seong asked a question, and Seong-woo puzzledly replied.

“Not at all. I'm very free. ”

A slightly suspicious atmosphere arose from what Sunwoo said, but soon that feeling disappeared. If you're free, I'd like to introduce you to a cafe that you frequent. He said he was a little further away from here, but he wouldn't be wasting his time.

“Sunwoo, I've been looking all over for you. ”

As I was talking, I suddenly heard a voice. This is Kang Tae-hyeon, the manager of Sunwoo.

“Oh, I'm sorry. I forgot to concentrate too much on the story. ”

“It's okay. You could do that. Anyway, I'm glad it's okay. ”

“This must be a big deal. ”

When I saw the attitude of Sunwoo's normal life, I felt extraordinary. I should say I'm not greedy except when I'm acting. And when he focused on one thing, he showed that he couldn't care less about the other. People, things. Especially when it comes to acting. So, Kang Tae Hyun was not particularly angry or angry. It's because I know that Sunwoo didn't do it on purpose.

“Excuse me, but who are you with? ”

“This is Writer Seol Kim. This is Kang Tae Hyun, my manager. ”

In Sunwoo's introduction, we simply greeted each other and left. It was a Sunwoo vehicle because Kim Seol took public transportation, took a taxi, and did not drive a separate car.

“But I'm surprised you're free. These days, it's so clear you get a lot of offers like this. CF, craftsmanship. ”

“I'm a little tired of emotions, so I'm resting. And I don't care about that. I don't want to sell laughter. ”

Seong-woo answered, Kim said with a soft smile like the first time.

“Are you feeling better? ”

“Almost? It's not a hundred percent, but I think it's about ninety percent. ”

I felt a strange feeling about the doctor named Lee Si-hyun for quite a long time. The emotion Kim Lee Jin saw today was so intense that if he was engulfed in that emotion, Lee Shi-hyun's emotion was shaken to a point that he could not catch his own thirst. So it seemed like it lasted quite a long time.

“Is Sunwoo twenty-three this year? ”

“Twenty-four.”

Seonwoo Kim looked at it very unusual in this regard. Usually I wanted to earn money, fame, and popularity that was worth fighting over. I knew that part because I was talking about a short but quite dense story. What I don't understand a little bit is that there must be some reason, and I don't know it. If you were twenty-four, you'd be young. What happened?

“Remember the day we first met? ”

“Of course. It's an unforgettable day. ”

The day I went back and experienced my first observation. In a way, it was Kim Seol who created the motivation to be an actor now. I'm not sure if I would have been an actor or not if it wasn't for Kim Seol. Maybe he was playing Kim Jong-jin just like he was before he died, or maybe he was doing a simple extra. Even if he was Kim Yijin, he would have just been kneeling down, wondering what kind of memories would have flowed in. Even though the observation itself would have happened, he might have been an actor, but things would not have gone smoothly as they are now.

“If you don't try, there's a lot you don't know. CF filming, talent. You haven't tried it yet, have you? ”

There may be no reason why you don't want to drive a car. Let's just put a reason on it. Likewise, Seonwoo might not have just been interested in money, reputation, and popularity.

“Why don't you give it a try? If you don't do it yourself, there's a lot you don't know. ”

However, it is very different from what I try and dislike myself. The same is true of interest. Despite the fact that it's just a deserter, it's too different without experience. Kim said that because he knew it well. We've been told so far that Sunwoo doesn't have that experience. Although it was a long way to go, Seong-woo Kim hoped that he would have experienced it once.

“CF is a bit of a talent, though. ”

“Is there a reason? ”

“I don't like it because it sells laughter. ”

“I don't think selling laughter is a bad thing. So, what do you think of the gagman? ”

A typical job selling laughter is the gagman. Making people laugh, either through their bodies or through their mouths. A smile is usually not a bad thing to smile at.

“I don't think it's bad. ”

“If it's not bad, don't you like it? ”

I thought twice about picking on Kim Seol's continuous question. I just thought about it inadvertently, but after considering it in many ways, it became vague why I didn't like him so much. But that doesn't change how you feel. There seems to be no clear reason.

“But I still don't like it. ”

“Do you still not understand the character Kim Yi Jin? ”

Seon Woo said that, and Kim Seol suddenly brought up Kim's story.

“I think I know a little bit now. I can't say I fully understand. Love was a top priority for Lee Jin Kim. ”

I didn't care about the dream that looked so dazzling in Sunwoo's eyes. At first, it was completely unconvincing, and I felt Kim Yi-jin's emotions, and I felt like I knew a little. I have that kind of love, and I'm just stuck on priorities. I'm still curious, but there's still something I don't understand. It must be because it is not his own love. It's impossible to fully understand others.

“That and this are a little different. But I want to tell you to give it a shot. because there's a lot of possibility that if you try something you're not willing to do, it's going to change. ”

I didn't even understand Kim Yijin's love at first. It was an unacceptable situation for Sun Wu at the time. Of course, I still wouldn't understand if I were acting normally! I don't know if you said,

“That's all I'm saying. because if I keep talking about it, it's going to be nagging or coercion. Just think about the bear, and don't do it if you don't want to. For the record, nowadays, art doesn't just deliberately create laughter, it also happens naturally. Not all talents are the same. ”

Talent. I just didn't want to be vague.

What would be different if I tried it on my own?