Actor, Search for Hope

The cafe that arrived by car looked familiar. It's The Coffe of Coffe, the cafe Noah was visiting the other day.

“Hello, Master. ”

When I opened the door, the owner of the shop, who was old and no different from the one Sunwoo had seen before, welcomed me with a smile. And before I knew Sunwoo, I came with a pretty girl, and this time I pretended to have come with a nice gentleman.

“I'd like to take what I've been drinking. What about Sunwoo?”

The one I used to drink. I've never seen anyone actually say that before. It's supposed to appear in any movie. I thought someone was really saying that. I'd be awkward if I did. Kim Seol said it so naturally that it seemed quite plausible.

“I'm asking you the same thing. ”

Suddenly I was curious about how it looked, and Chong-woo said. After all, it was a coffee shop, and I know you like coffee quite a lot, so what you always drink, is coffee. What if it's not? It seemed to be interesting in its own way.

“Do you know what I ordered? ”

“But what kind of coffee, I think, is coffee? ”

“That's right. ”

Seong-woo Kim said that when he asked what he was going to do if it wasn't coffee, he smiled.

“Let's go in first. ”

Last time it was a few rooms. Anyway, it was a different room number than back then. What's a little bit interesting is that the design was completely different. The view of the room that had previously been entered was completely modern, if it felt like it had followed the old listening of the quiet hanok. The white marble and modern design room seemed to have opened the door of another country.

“Each room has a different design. ”

Seong-woo smiled as if it was fun to watch Sunbae go twice and twice. When we talk to Sun Woo, we often forget that he is young because he feels devastated and extraordinary.

“How was the marriage you gave me last time? ”

And the stories I couldn't tell you before. A story about poetry, poetry, literature, including poetry. Kim Seol said the most, and Sun Woo listened. Sunwoo often asks if he doesn't understand or has any questions as he blooms, Kim Seolseol answers.

The beginning was literature, but over time the story of the world began, including movies. Conversations that are unconscious, without compulsion and awkwardness, like the water flowing from top to bottom. Kim Seol did the same, and it is a fun and beneficial time as a sunbae.

“You should try it sometime. It goes back to what I said before. because it's really different from just watching and actually experiencing it. I can't say I'm wrong, but there's a really big difference. ”

What Sunwoo said about popularity while talking. Kim laughed at the story that people's eyes were quite burdened. In this sense, it really wasn't my age. Normally, you'd want it to be popular. Especially celebrities.

“On the contrary, why don't you try it? But if you don't like it, there's nothing to say. But actors are celebrities, so that's a destiny. Even if you don't want to, if you are good at acting, it will really follow naturally. ”

Can things change that were just as awkward as they were? Is it the product of ignorance or prejudice? It's just like senses and emotions. When I think about it, emotions are constantly changing, so I think they can get better, but I don't really picture myself enjoying the popularity and the gaze of people.

“Life is short, art is long, opportunity is fleeting. Experience is unreliable, judgment is hard. Experiences are a valuable asset, and there are so many things in the world that you don't know unless you've experienced them. ”

The author is a writer. He nods in admiration of his expression, smiling softly. The previous words are not words that he came up with, but words from Hippocrates' Oral Book.

“How are you feeling lately, by the way? He said it was a little overwhelming. How about now? I really think you should go to the hospital if that continues... ”

When I just came back from the past, my mind was one side. The sea of emotions was calm, but the tide was frequent. As Seol Kim said, the emotional breadth was really severe. It wasn't even a little better now to reveal it outwardly, but it was still the wind blowing in the waves.

“But I feel better. I thought acting might help. ”

On the other hand, it made things worse. Chosun swallowed the latter again. It was because I didn't want to worry more about Kim Seol speaking anxiously.

“When I look at it, Hmm."

I should say it's not like Kim Seol, but I hesitated a little and opened my mouth carefully.

“Death is a very sensitive story to Sunwoo, right? ”

Death. It wasn't that other things didn't matter, but one of the most important things to the Sun Woo was death.

In Kim Seol's eyes, such aspects seemed too dangerous. Like a little kid who looks a little better than he used to, but still put it by the water. It was very sensitive, but nevertheless, the little boy smiled and said he was fine.

“It's a very common saying, but people have different values, different lives, different circumstances. There are times when you don't understand yourself or yourself, and how difficult it is to understand others. ”

So, Seong-woo Kim smiled bitterly, saying that it was impossible to fully understand others. Strangely irritating laughter. Kim kept silent because it seemed like a self-supporting smile to himself.

“I told Sunwoo for the first time that I had already written my will. a third of my mind. ”

Along with the horse, I took the paper out of my bag and wrote something down and handed it to Chongwoo.

I don't need anything else around my tomb blood

The next tombstone.

in bold, bold text

If you don't have a handwriting device.

Don't hurt the walls of the gypsum.

Write them down with charcoal or black stone.

Then at least the memories of me

He will remain a cheerful mocker. "

“This is just before the last part of the François Villon (estimated 1431 to 1463) testament, Le Testament. As soon as I saw him, I thought, Let's make this my will. ”

You can't make yourself look like a tombstone. He smiles, saying that it's a bit of a waste. It is not an odd smile, but a soft smile that was usually directed at Sunwoo. And he said that the money he made would be given back to society. The rest of the will. Orphanages that have long been sponsored, environmental organizations that think about the planet, people with really difficult and difficult disabilities, organizations for organisms that have been abandoned by humans. I want to go if there really is a place called Heaven. He said he would consider doing something that would help society if it existed.

“If a third of it is this wonderful and pretentious, the other two-thirds are the fear of death. Does the afterlife really exist, or do they want to go to hell if they do? What happens at the end of my life? Will they naturally end their lifespan or die in an accident? ”

Accidents are so common nowadays, you can't even mention it. He used to think a lot about the subject of death. It wasn't clearly a story of passing through death, it was a story of worrying about death.

“It's impossible to get rid of death at all, but there's a lot of other things, right? Our current time. I want you to think more about life than this. ”

Death is the end of all men, but even life standing at its symmetry is the beauty all men endure. Especially since it's not permanent. It is a blessing that everyone has a different endpoint.

“Did I mention getting popular or participating in a talent program? ”

“Yes, it's very beneficial to experience a variety of things in that regard. Being popular, being exposed to people's eyes. ”

Decorating a person's endpoint is time and experience. What kind of cheer and applause you receive in the curtain call of your heroic story is ultimately up to you. And of course, it's not only because you've had a variety of experiences, but it's because you've had good results.

“I love being popular sometimes. When I opened my first autograph, I was so encouraged and encouraged that there was someone who liked me like this. Sometimes it doesn't. I ate a lot of swearing in proportion to popularity. But that's the way the world works. Usually there are disadvantages. There's nothing good about it. ”

Popularity. Maybe he was reluctant because of vague imagination engraved through media like novels and dramas that he had never experienced before. It seemed that things that had not actually been experienced and only felt burdensome and awkward came from prejudice.

“Maybe that's not such a bad idea after all. ”

Death is probably the subject that will never escape. However, it was too dense to change the subject, but it was really difficult. Maybe it comes from an experience that's actually been dead.

“Right?"

If he's not going to see you again, he may have gone crazy and spoiled it. I felt like I was thinking about me sincerely enough to like it. A secret piece that I will hold in my arms for the rest of my life until I face death again. That little cut seemed too heavy.

“But I think it's time for coffee. Is it far yet?”

When Sunwoo looks at the vibrating bells that won't ring, Seong-woo asked him not to rush.

“The nature of the coffee I ordered in drip coffee will probably take a little longer. Just give it a second. ”

I think I need a cup of coffee to feel better. I hope you get out of there soon. Suddenly, I thought there might be someone else who died and came back to life like me, and I felt nervous for some reason. I feel dizzy because of the frenzied thoughts. There's a case of you, so if you look around the world, there might be a few of you. The problem is there's no way to find him. Everyone will keep their mouths shut.

“Oh, I'll be there. Sit down."

When the vibration bell rang, Seonwoo forcefully stopped standing up and Kim went out to get coffee. It's because Sunwoo's face has faded a bit.

“Popularity. Talent. ”

I try to put it out quietly by myself. Popularity. People's gaze. and arts programs, etc. The things that only felt lazy changed into the dirty things that I might have to try at least once through conversations with Kim Seol.

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After talking to Seol Kim, I went to work for a while. Kim Seol disappeared with a goodbye, saying he had other business to attend to. Tell them to look forward to their next book. Sunwoo was on his way to the company in a van because he had to return the clothes he was wearing. Sunwoo, who was staring out the window as usual, boldly said to Kang Tae-hyun. I want to appear in the talent program once.

“... Talent? ”

In the car, Kang Tae-hyun hesitated for a long time because of Seon-woo's unexpected words. It was because I thought I heard it wrong at first.

“Yes, but I hope it's not too violent or too obvious. I heard there's a lot of talent programs that are natural nowadays. like that, because that doesn't mean we have to do it right now. I'm going to rest a little longer. ”

What kind of conversation did you have that caused the change in your heart? Until this morning, I didn't even want to know about CF, let alone talent. It was speculated that it was a conversation that was on an extension of time to get to the cafe, but I thought there might be a reason. I was really curious about what it was.