All Aspects Are Kneeling and Begging the Villain Heroine To Be a Person

   Chapter 1875 Suddenly becoming a big sister (1)

   "I've been kidnapped all my life, kidnapped by my parents' nurturing grace, and kidnapped by the identity of my eldest sister."

"I can't see my parents working so hard, I always want to share the burden for them. After all, they gave birth to me. My parents who are getting old and poor, and my younger brothers and sisters, make me unable to ignore them. Trap, self-sacrifice and dedication all my life. Even if I suddenly wake up occasionally, I will be oppressed by the trivial things of life and forget it. I can’t be cruel in the face of them.”

   "Everyone around me said that my parents gave birth to me, and I will repay my parents for the rest of my life."

   "My parents said that I am the eldest sister, so I should take care of my younger siblings. My younger siblings will definitely repay me when they grow up, and they will never forget me as an older sister."

"I also showed reluctance at the beginning, but I was not filial in all directions, my parents raised me in vain, and my parents had pitiful faces. I was bound and surrounded by these accusations, and I was slowly transformed by them. Become the hard worker."

   "When my younger brothers and sisters grow up, what my parents say is that I, the eldest sister, will take care of them more. When they are dying, they also tell them like this, as if I owe them a natural debt."

   "Looking back on my life, what did I get?"

   "In this life, I'm too tired to live."

"In the days before I died, I hated myself a little bit, so why couldn't I be more cruel? Obviously no one cared about me, they didn't really care about me, they just pretended to be pitiful, kidnapped me with family affection, and oppressed me. Why didn't I resist, Why can't you go far away?"

  Qianyan: "In the game, if you can't see the whole picture, you will inevitably be confused and deceived by all the illusions."

The sad expression on the face of the white-haired woman holding the teacup froze, she slowly raised her head, her eyes were a little puzzled, and after a while, she buried her head again, and her voice was softer and calmer than before: "I thought you would say pity. There must be something hateful about people like me, who will spurn people like me, who will feel that I deserve it, or drive me out, and will not help me realize my wish."

Qianyan took a sip from the teacup and said, "Those who know the truth and are still obsessed will be driven out if their wishes conflict with my ideas. If your wish is to make your parents, younger siblings understand you and treat you well, Family reunion, this conflicts with my philosophy and will drive you out."

   "This is not your wish, is it?"

   The white-haired woman hurriedly shook her head: "I was kidnapped all my life, and it is really hopeless to have such a stupid wish."

"Then why should I spurn you? You are not a god, you are just a very ordinary person. You are controlled by a group of people's minds, and you are stuck in the quagmire and cannot struggle out. How many people can keep their minds awake all the time in the floating world? They used to be both Your relatives, you are soft-hearted, and you can’t see them suffering. This is normal human beings. Besides, they will pretend to be pitiful, brainwashing you all the time, and no one will remind you that you are so busy that you can’t even eat a bite of hot food and just put your head down. You can fall asleep on the pillow, where is there so much time to think. When you come back to your senses, your life will be over."

  The white-haired woman cried out loudly, yes, her most awake time was the two days before she died.

   Lying on the hospital bed, looking at the ceiling, reminiscing about her whole life, because these few days are the most free, she finally understands.

  But, it's too late.

   "You can say your wish."

   (end of this chapter)