Amber and her wolves

Alec has been avoiding me since I left the hospital two days ago. Honestly, it was great. I stayed in my room unless I had to eat and most of the time Danial came up with food for me. I heard him arguing with Alec today. Something about Danial making me hate Alec and ruining his chances with me. Alec also said something about Danial loving me. Danial laughed and said that I was his sister not by blood but by choice. I loved Danial like a brother too. He was so protective when we were growing up. I remember the first time that we met. Back in year R, I was playing with my favourite teddy. Baby bear went everywhere with me. Some girl came over and said that she wanted to play with my teddy. I said no and she tried to take it. Danial came over and told the girl to back off or else he would tell the teacher. I was a crying mess and he comforted me. I loved baby bear but one day he disappeared. My parents had no idea what had happened. I was at school and came home to find that baby bear wasn't on my bed like he should have been. I was thirteen and my parents said they would buy a new one. I said no and that I was fine. Secretly, I was crying because I loved him so much. My parents had given it to me when I was born and I had had him ever since. Fast forward to when I first meet Alec. I was five and Danial was having a birthday party at his house. That's when I had first met Alec. Alec just thought I was an annoying groupie and dismissed me. He said I was annoying. I kicked him and he refused to tell anyone that a little girl had hurt him. His ego was big even back then. The next memory was at Alec's 16th birthday party. Danial had brought me and we had a couple of drinks. I was dancing with some older guys and I remember one of them giving me more alcohol that was laced with something. Next thing I remember of that night was Alec chucking the guys out of a room they took me to and taking me home. He kissed me at the door and explained what happened to my parents. My parents were really understanding and told me that it was ok. I slept badly for a few weeks after always thinking that someone could get me. My dad started to train me to help me get a piece of mind. Just a few self defence moves. Where have these memories been? Why did they appear now? I remember the fear of walking to bin which was less then ten seconds from my door. I remember having to call in sick and call Danial to pick me up. I remember how scared I was when my dad first started to teach me. Suddenly, the flood gates opened and all my bad memories came running back in.