Back to girlhood years

At the beginning of September, ye Fei went to B university with Yu Huilan. Ye Fei wanted to go alone, but Yu Huilan's reason made her unable to refuse. She said, your mother only saw this national famous school on TV. Now that my daughter is admitted to this school, I must go to see it myself.

They went by plane. Ye Fei's yearning for Qin song suddenly overflowed in the waiting room. She thought of the situation when they went to Hainan, the embrace of Qin song, and the way he protected his calf. She lowered her baseball cap and secretly wiped a handful of tears. When she looked up again, it was already light and windy.

Ye Fei lives a quiet and innocuous university life. She adapts very well. When the National Day holiday comes, she has already become one with the people in her dormitory. She can go to the commercial street next to her hand in hand to find cheap foreign trade clothes.

When she was thinking about whether to go home on national day, she received a phone call from Ding Ying. On the phone, Ding Ying said, ye Fei, I'm dying. You come back to see me for the last time. Then she heard Ding Ying's mother's cry and voice. I let you talk nonsense, let you talk nonsense

Ding Ying got cancer, blood cancer, also known as leukemia.

After she came back from Xishuangbanna, she always felt headache and weak. After a few days, she began to have a fever. At first, she thought it was a cold. She took some cold medicine and antipyretic, but the fever never subsided. Her mother felt that something was wrong, so she took her to the hospital for examination, and found out such a disease. When the results came out, no one believed that the hospital was misdiagnosed. Ding Ying joked that I was as strong as a cow. How could I get cancer? Should the equipment in your hospital be upgraded? At that time, the little nurse's face turned green.

"As like as two peas, I started to nose bleeding, which was exactly the same as the TV show. I forgot what I was doing. My nose was dripping on the back of my hand. I thought at the time, I wouldn't be so lucky. It turns out that's what luck is like! "

Ding Ying is dressed in a hospital uniform and lying on the bed. She looks like a singer with a white face. After listening for a long time, ye Fei puts down her bag and says, "I'll peel an apple for you. Isn't that the way it is on TV?

"Well, don't be busy. Go home and see your mother. I can't die for a while."

Ye Fei throws the bag in her hand. Ding Ying laughs to avoid it, but the smile is uglier than crying. She said, Yefei, what do you want me to do? Do you want me to cry, or do you want me to be a fool like you? I don't think Ding Ying is that good.

Ye Fei picked up the apple on the table and smashed it again. The direction was askew. Without touching the sickbed, she fell on the ground and rolled away on the ground.

Ye Fei sneers, yes, I was a counsellor, but at least I'm still alive.

"Who doesn't want to live, but if God doesn't give me this chance, what can I do? Even if I cry to death, he just pretends not to see. "

"You don't have to die. How many people are scared to death when they hear that they have a terminal disease? This disease mainly depends on their mentality. If they have a good mentality, they may not have cancer. Don't they always report such cases on TV? In terms of mentality, who can match you? I think it's a drama. "

Ye Fei's voice is soft and waxy, and her tone has eased a lot. She was also anxious when she said that just now. No one in the world can bear the sudden cancer of her good friend. Even after she has lived two lives, she still can't face it.

Ding Ying grinned, raised her head high and said with pride that it was.

Ye Fei felt that she had a lot to say, but for a moment she didn't know where to start. Just as the doctor pushed the door in and said what examination to do, ye Fei picked up her bag and returned it. When she was waiting on the chair at the door, the two little nurses next to her looked here from time to time and sighed. What a pity that the little girl was so young and beautiful that she had this disease.

Ye Feixin said, you are also very pitiful. You run up and down every day, helping patients get injections and change dressings. You can't even drink a mouthful of water. You still have time to pity others.

I don't know what kind of examination the doctor is doing inside, but she hasn't come out for a long time. Ye Fei's buttocks are sore. She stands up and her stomach growls twice. Then she remembers that she has been flying early in the morning, and now she hasn't drunk a mouthful of water, and she's in the mood to talk about others.

Ye Fei ate a bowl of ramen downstairs and wept as she ate. Just now, in front of Ding Ying, she didn't dare to cry. She was afraid that Ding Ying would be even more unbearable when she cried. Now she was the only one. She was finally able to cry openly. How could she not feel uncomfortable? It was Ding Ying, not a passer-by, but her best friend in this life.

When paying the bill, the boss looked at him and asked, little sister, is someone in the family seriously ill?

Ye Fei smiles bitterly, "how do you see that?"

"My restaurant is beside the hospital. I see many people like you. I tell you, there's nothing to be afraid of. If it can be cured, it's necessary to break the pot and sell iron, or you'll have to regret it later. If it can't be cured, don't cry every day. Sooner or later, people will die, and it's not necessarily a bad thing. You'll spend the last stage of your life with her.".

Everyone knows this simple truth, but who can really do it? Ye Fei whispered, "but she's only 18 years old.".

"Yesterday there was a three-year-old boy who didn't survive in the intensive care unit." the boss's eyes were full of vicissitudes, "but people who are alive don't have to live. God damn it, they haven't opened their eyes.".

Ye Fei quietly out of the restaurant, there is a saying is very good, we have heard a lot of truth, but still have a bad life, no matter how much comfort words can not calm her mood, she is really very sad.

There are many people waiting for the elevator. Ye Fei's hands are in his pockets, and the old God is there. With a Ding sound, the elevator comes, but the people who are about to squeeze in step back and make way. Several middle-aged people come out with a stretcher. On it lies an old woman with a breathing tube in her mouth, followed by several middle-aged women. They look sad and sad. It seems that the old man is dead.

The family situation of the old people's children should not be very good. Those people are wearing very cheap clothes and their hair is in a mess. One of them is even wearing blue overalls. Their expressions are numb and they don't cry. They just say "let's go" in a low voice. Fearing to avoid it, a couple in front of Yefei retreated and almost stepped on Yefei. Yefei was pushed to the corner of the wall. She watched the group of people leave, feeling so sad that she could hardly breathe.

She was thinking, was she doing something wrong?

Natural and man-made disasters, birth and death, are irresistible, if one day she or he encountered these, those did not say the words, those separate days, she will regret the original decision?