Back to girlhood years

I hope I won't be sad for a long time, I hope you don't look back at me, I hope you have a lot of sunny days, I hope you can sleep well every day, I hope I miss you occasionally, but I can resist not to greet you again, I hope you can go far and have better scenery, finally, I hope you are all well and let me know nothing.

The longer Qin song left, the more she missed her. She could only comfort herself with these words again and again.

However, Ding Ying got cancer. Today, she saw a person's death with her own eyes. She began to be afraid. She thought there was still a lot of time left to make herself excellent. She was so excellent that no one would come to her to say that she was hard to listen to. She was so excellent that she could stand with him. However, if one of them had an accident, all the insistence would turn into a joke. Who would she cry for.

Such emotions continue to spread in the chest, until Ding Ying went to the door of the ward to stop, she laughed at herself, really scared herself.

Ding Ying's mother is feeding Ding Ying water, see ye Fei come in, reluctantly smile, "have you eaten?"

"After eating my aunt", ye Fei stands in front of Ding Ying's bed and looks at her straightly.

"Take another look, maybe you won't see it one day. If you want to see me again, you can only see my photos.".

"Pa", Ding Ying's mother slapped her in the face, "I've told you a few times, don't say such words, don't say such words, do you want to die soon..."

Mother Ding was angry and painful, and then she burst into tears. Her hair stuck to her face.

Ding Ying sneered, "who are you going to show me? Don't you want me to die every day? Don't you often say that I'm out of sight and out of mind?"

Ye Fei pressed Ding Ying's arm and said, "you can't say that, auntie. There is no mother who doesn't care for her child.".

"She loves me? I'm just a bottle of oil. If she loves her, she also loves her. What's the relationship with me? "

Mother Ding's chest heaved violently: "you have no conscience, compare with Beibei every day, she is only a few years old, you are eighteen."

Ding Ying is very energetic. When she quarrels with her mother, she is very energetic. She sits up straight, picks the corner of her eye, and opens her mouth to refute. Ye Fei covers her mouth. "OK, if you want to live a few more days, lie down for me.".

Ding Ying glared angrily, "Wu Wu Wu..."

The doctor pushed the door and came in. Seeing the scene, he asked with a smile, "what's this for, playing the game of no talking?"

Ye Fei loosens Ding Ying's mouth and says that the doctor is quite humorous.

"Miss Ding, there is good news and bad news. Which one do you want to hear?" The young doctor grinned at Ding Ying.

Ding Ying rolled her eyes. "You don't want to say that the good news is that I can live two months longer, but the bad news is that I will eventually die young?"

The doctor waved his hand: "I'm a professional doctor. How can I say that?"

"Come on, who said that if you are two years younger, you must soak me, where there is the appearance of a professional doctor.".

The doctor looked at Ding Ying's mother and ye Fei. He coughed softly, "ha ha, I didn't see you crying and making you happy."

"Who is crying? Are you nearsighted? "Ding Ying sat up straight, more energetic than just fighting with her mother.

Sorry, I have two eyes at five o'clock.

Ding Ying's mother couldn't read it any more. She asked, "Dr. Zhao, what's the news, please tell me."

Dr. Zhao has a positive face. "According to the examination results, the drug still has a certain effect. Many cancerous cells have been killed, but the diseased cells are also growing constantly.".

The room was quiet for a few seconds, and mother Ding seemed to have no reaction. Ye Fei took the lead in saying, "then, how to treat it?"

"Chemotherapy!" Dr. Zhao suddenly spared no words

"I know what good news you can tell from your mouth," Ding Ying said in a stuffy voice, and then looked out of the window.

"Good, chemotherapy is chemotherapy, we listen to you," mother Ding said.

"Well, my aunt and I will go to the office to sign a letter later, but let me first explain that Ding Ying has acute leukemia. If the chemotherapy effect is not ideal, we should arrange bone marrow transplantation as soon as possible. I will help you pay attention to the suitable bone marrow. These days, the family members will check whether there is a suitable one for their parents, brothers and sisters.".

Mother Ding nodded while listening, "OK, OK.".

"What a fart! My father died long ago, and my sister is half father. As for my mother, we are not compatible, and the probability of matching is almost zero." Ding Ying's face is full of sarcasm.

Mother Ding's complexion is complex. Looking at Ding Ying's desire to talk, she sighs and says to the doctor, "let's go to the office first.".

Dr. Zhao nodded. Even if he was eloquent, he couldn't say any consolation at the moment. The little beauty's life experience was very poor.

When there were only two of them left in the room, Yefei asked, "did you tell thunder?"

Ding Ying seems to have expected that she would ask this question, saying: "tell him why, we haven't contacted him for a month. He is training in a closed air force base, but if he wants to contact us, he can't contact us.".

Ye Fei sighs, if you really want to contact, how can there be no way, thunder his family must have his contact information.

"So you keep it from me?"

"It can't be said to be a lie. Let it be." Ding Ying's tone is gentle and her tone is light. "He is different from Qin song. He is still a child. If he thinks about it, he may forget it one day. If I tell him, both of them will suffer.".

When it comes to Qin song, ye Fei stops talking. Ding Ying always knows how to close her mouth. After a while, she says, "I'm afraid you'll regret it.".

In the most difficult time, the person you like knows nothing about it. If you die, you will die in your eyes. To believe in the power of love, with that person around, the pain of the body seems not so painful.

Ding Ying glanced at her, "are you sorry?"

Ye Fei pursed her lips and didn't speak. She regretted it almost every once in a while. Fortunately, her reason still existed. She said, "I call it bearing humiliation and saving the country.".

"That's you. If you were someone else, you would have collapsed.".

Yefenu mouth, "don't praise me, I will be proud.".

"Ha ha, so I told you that I didn't tell anyone about my cancer. You didn't disappoint me. It's cold-blooded." Ding Ying's face was very white, and her smile was frightening. It should be said that her smile was bitter. "Ye Fei, I'm like you. If it's not the wrong time, I'll choose to throw myself into other people's arms, so that thunder can leave without worry or burden, If the thunder family forces us to break up after they know, I'm afraid I'll smash his family. I'd better leave a good memory for each other. ".

"But your situation is different, you still have a chance to recover Qin song, unlike me.".

Ye Fei sat beside Ding Ying's bed, quietly looking at her with tears streaming down her face, holding her hand and saying gently, "if you can't bear it, don't give up.".