Back to girlhood years

On the second day of the lunar new year, ye Fei wakes up at noon. She feels much lighter. She can't help thinking of the saying that people are in a good mood at happy events. She is really happy and happy for Meng Yiyi.

When she was born again, she had three goals: one was to protect the happiness of her family; the other was to try to change herself; the third was to make up for the regret of the last life. The first one failed, but the last two succeeded.

In her last life, she knew that Meng Yiyi had committed suicide and blamed herself for a long time. Now that Meng Yiyi has such a home, she wants to go to Shangxiang to repay her wish.

After a simple meal, ye Fei plans to go out to buy something. Last night, after being swept away by those foreign friends, there is nothing in the refrigerator.

There is a convenience store near Yefei's house. It has a complete range of things. Yefei often patronizes it. After buying things, Yefei walks slowly with a bag of things. Today, it's not windy and sunny. It's very suitable for walking.

After a narrow alley, the light suddenly darkened down, ye Fei walked and felt that something was wrong, someone followed her.

She thought it was her own illusion. Maybe it was passers-by. She stopped on purpose and listened. The sound of footsteps behind her also stopped. It was no doubt that she was following her.

Ye Fei's heart thumped. When she was at home, she heard that the public security in the United States was not good. She thought it was OK after she came here. Both white and black people were very friendly. She didn't expect that she was so lucky that she was followed.

Ye Fei's brain is turning rapidly, thinking that in broad daylight, the other party is not likely to rob sex. Most likely, she comes out of the supermarket and is a lonely and weak woman. She wants some pocket money. She read the safety manual. At this time, she must not care about money. Anyway, life is more important than money.

She looked at the length of the lane and thought that it was impossible for her to escape. After thinking about it, she turned around and yelled in English, "I only have so much money. I'll give it all to you. I'll give it all to you."

There was a moment of silence in the alley. Ye Fei waited for a few seconds, but didn't respond. He secretly looked up and saw a face in a panic.

Yefei blinked, put the money back in his pocket, and then turned away.

The people behind followed a few steps, stopped, stood there for a long time without moving, after a while also turned away.

Waiting for ye Fei in the alley for a long time no one to follow up, folded back, empty alley, where there are trackers. Ye Fei gas fell things, "really long ability, in front of me began to talk about dignity, there is a kind of this life you don't see me.".

Some people, even if you don't see them, you can clearly feel them around you.

When Yefei first came to the United States, she was not familiar with her life and land. She encountered a lot of troubles, but she was lucky to get rid of them every time. She gradually realized that someone was helping her. As for who she was, Yefei had already made up her mind.

After that day, ye Fei has been waiting for that person to reappear. She secretly vowed that as long as he reappears, she will make him clear. Ah, you are engaged, and you think about caring for your ex girlfriend. Will it be too fraternal.

As a result, that person has never appeared. Ye Fei's anger gradually turns to be occupied by other things as time goes by, and she suddenly gets busy.

The reason was that a Chinese girl attempted suicide in her rented apartment. The girl lived above Yefei. The police car and ambulance came that day. The doctor with glasses yelled: "who will accompany her? There has to be a person, a relative or a friend.

None of the onlookers stood up, including her roommate, ye Fei. Looking at the girl with gauze on her wrist, she stepped forward and said, "I'm her friend.".

Ye Fei stayed with the girl in the hospital for one day. Yes, only one day later, the girl yelled to be discharged from the hospital. She yelled "the ambulance that was called by a thousand knives" and began to cry.

Ye Fei was confused until she saw the bill later.

In the United States, it costs US $500 to send an ambulance. Most of the local people in the United States have medical insurance, but international students don't have it. It's a lot of money for international students from ordinary families.

Zhang Chenxi, the girl who cut her wrist and committed suicide, has been studying in the United States for more than a year and suffered from severe depression. Because of her, ye Fei began to pay attention to the psychological problems of foreign students. The results of the investigation surprised her.

With the development of the times, more and more Chinese students choose to study abroad, parents spend millions, and the children have experienced a tragic "Long March": preparation, examination, application, interview, and finally succeed, and those who are envied by everyone have 48.57% suffering from different degrees of depression. This data is only for international students who are studying in universities, while those who are sent abroad early by their families to study in high school have more serious psychological problems. Many such cases have been reported in the news.

Why does Zhang Chenxi want to cut her wrist to commit suicide? Ye Fei finds out the reason from her suicide note, which is on the table. Zhang Chenxi generously asks her to open it and have a look. In her words, it's not dead anyway, and it's useless to keep it.

Zhang Chenxi has a serious sense of guilt because of her poor grades. She feels that her parents have paid high tuition fees for her, and she has high hopes for herself. If her grades are not good, it is impossible for her to face her parents and relatives, especially her parents.

Zhang Chenxi's parents have given her high expectations since childhood, blindly pushing her forward, making her feel that her parents don't care about her, don't understand her, and will only ask her for grades.

Under such pressure, her string becomes tighter and tighter, and eventually she can't bear the burden. She sleeps all night, but she doesn't dare to tell her parents that she's afraid that they'll worry and scold her. Besides her parents, there's no one around to talk to. After a long time, I feel that there is no place to talk, and finally go to extremes.

International students are not as bright as you think.

Living in a foreign country, a series of problems, such as study, life, social life, have to be faced by one person. Over time, the seeds of depression are planted.

Ye Fei accompanied Zhang Chenxi for a few days and told her from her own experience that as long as you live, there is nothing you can't get over. If you are sick, you should take medicine. Don't treat depression as a disease.

It may be that ye Fei's Enlightenment has played a role, or that Zhang Chenxi has gone from the gate of death to open her mind. She gradually becomes cheerful. She suggests that foreign students around her gather together to form a group of Chinese students, regularly carry out some activities, help each other, and hold psychological lectures from time to time.

Ye Fei stares big eyes, "I am reading psychology right, but I am not a psychologist, no clinical experience.".

Why not? I'm your patient.

Zhang Chenxi's eyes are full of trust, ye Fei ponders for a moment, nods and agrees.