This thing about me becoming a girl

It is a very smart move, because even if it is not explained, as long as Baihechuan Wanhua has a purpose for Bei Daoya, Bei Daojiu will definitely appear in Baihechuan Wanhua's sight, and maybe he will make another move at that time Let's test her status in Bei Dao Ya's heart.

Although it is also possible that Baihechuan Wanhua will not notice Bei Daojiu, but there are too many uncertainties. If something happens, Bei Daoya can't imagine the consequences.

In fact, it doesn't count to be smart, it's just a last resort, after all, the most deadly thing is exposed, and this weakness cannot be hidden.

Because it is impossible for her to let Bei Daojiu go and hide in Tibet because of her own reasons.

This made Baihechuan Wanhua feel that she was more interesting.

Although it was only a few days ago that Sakano, who was not firm enough in revenge, was bored, but today he changed his mind.

In fact, it can't be regarded as a change of heart. After all, Sakano can only give up revenge, but is not sensible enough. He thinks that hiding can be done well, but in fact, it's just that Baihechuan Wanhua is not interested in who can cause him to give up revenge.

But Bei Dao Ya can give up everything, and also destroy everything.

Although it is not certain that Bei Daojiu is the smoke bomb released by the elementary school girl, Baihechuan Wanhua is not interested in this, including Bei Daojiu.

Since the elementary school girls know each other well, if they don't know how to praise them, then they will fall behind in this game, and it will lose the fun.

After all, it may be a very satisfying thing to grasp the weakness of people with equal status, but if you want to use your weaknesses to make people with far less equal status give in, you will lose both emotionally and rationally. From this point of view, he is a very competitive person, because victory can lead to conquest, and doing so is too vulgar and not very interesting.

After all, conquest in exchange for weakness is quite unpleasant, and it also lost a lot of fun in the process for her.

What Baihechuan Wanhua likes is fun, and what he pursues is conquest. Since it is a pursuit, he will be picky.

Kitaja was interesting to her now.

She wanted to see how far Beidaoya could do all of this.

That's why she's more interested.

Crows, I remember, are relatively docile animals. They rarely attack people actively, but they also fight back very strongly.

"Go to Shanmu as soon as possible. I want to see why she has such a strong counterattack."

Nakaju Xing said, "Hi!"

Baihechuan Wanhua said again: "By the way, remember to remind me often, don't let me forget like last time."

After she finished speaking, she picked up the documents on the desk about the Yiquan faction in the Jixiu Temple family. This is the obstacle that will affect the smoothness of enjoying the staple food, and this is the really important thing to her.

Nakai Xing in the driver's seat looked at Yurikawa Wanhua who was looking down at the document in the rearview mirror.

The face of Baihechuan Wanhua who was thinking was less charming, and more beautiful and peaceful.

Every time at this time, Zhongju Xing would seem to see that Uranaki Wanhua in a trance.

That gentle Uragi Wanhua.

In fact, Kitajima Crow and Satohara Mu Wanhua are quite similar, which is why Nakaju Xing asked so many abnormal questions today.

Because in all aspects, they are actually quite alike, including their mother.

Auntie, why did you let the eldest lady make such a choice in the first place?

Nakai Apricot wanted to know the answer, but knew it was impossible.

After all, Urihara Mujiu was already dead.

145. Freedom

"Do you know that a flying bird is free, even though it will expose itself to attack in flight, it will still fly to the blue sky without hesitation, because it has nothing but freedom."

Standing in a street with people coming and going, a girl in a high school uniform stood on a simple bench, looking ahead, her voice was trembling, but she still tried to keep calm and recited these words.

"Freedom! It is what it longs for! Even if you climb over the city wall and reach the end of the mountain, it is worth pursuing!"

Her voice was still trembling slightly uncontrollably. Perhaps the sentence itself had the power to inspire people, but her tone was too lacking in emotional input, which prevented the sentence from showing its own brilliance.

Moreover, in fact, this sentence is not contagious.

Most people sneer when they hear it, freedom, does Asuka really understand the meaning of human beings’ cognition of freedom?

People were very tired, and they were already on the run for their own desires, so in this bustling city street with people coming and going, no one stopped to listen to the girl's speech.

The girl pursed her lips. Standing on the stool, her body was somewhat taller than the walking crowd, but she continued to speak with a trembling voice that represented the tension in her heart.

The people coming and going passed by her without stopping or watching, and left in a hurry.

Although the girl seemed to be floating in the sea of ​​people at this time, no one was paying attention, but in fact, there was still a person who heard her voice in the noisy street with traffic rushing by.

It's just that she was facing the front and couldn't see it.

Bei Dao Ya sat on the bench not far behind the girl for pedestrians to rest. She was wearing the school sports uniform, with a dull expression, sitting quietly on the fast-paced rushing street full of people.

She listened to the speech in front of her, but in fact, Bei Dao Crow didn't know this girl who spoke poorly, but after sitting here for a long time, she appeared in front of her with a bench, hesitated for a long time, and then restrained herself Standing on the bench, he took the manuscript and read it.

She has already read these words four or five times, but she has not made much progress. She is still too nervous, easily pauses, and lacks emotion.

But because the voice was relatively loud, the North Island Crow listened.

It seems that they should be practicing speeches. Although this kind of thing is not common, there are times. For example, when you are about to speak in front of the audience at the venue, but because of lack of experience in big scenes, you are easy to get nervous, and this speech is very important. , I thought about practicing in a crowded place in advance.

This may be the case with the young girl. The same speech has been repeated many times. It seems that she should have memorized it long ago, but she often forgets the words because of nervousness, and when she takes out the speech again, she becomes even more nervous.

Bei Dao Crow listened to her speech about freedom, and was silent in the street where people came and went in a hurry.

She didn't go home, and she didn't want to go home, so she stopped at a station and sat there until it was getting dark.

At this time, she will slightly regret her decision to quit smoking.

Bei Daoya didn't know if he did the right thing, but what else could he do?

There was no way, so she blamed herself for the reason.

What kind of self-confidence is it that makes me take it for granted that there are no traces left, my identity is not exposed, and I have been active all the time.

Could it be that I am the only smart person, why can't I be more careful, and now I have exposed myself to the bright side, and my mother has also been exposed to the bright side.

After all, I was still arrogant. After changing the environment and experiencing the beauty, I forgot the days of the sewer and relaxed my vigilance.

After the environment is no longer dangerous, perhaps the North Island Crow has a small advantage. He feels that these people live in a place that is too happy to enjoy themselves. He feels that he is smarter than these people and can firmly calculate them.

But it's just being smart.

Looking back on the past now, in fact, many times there were safer ways, and there was no need to show up, but I still did it myself.

It's nothing more than feeling that there is no threat, that I can handle it, and that everything is under control.

In fact, Bei Dao Ya has seen many stupid people who died because of unaware arrogance, and reminded himself to be a warning every time, but he did not expect that he still made such a mistake unconsciously.

I should have thought of it a long time ago, when I thought 100% that there was no identity leak, and when I thought that the person being calculated had no power to resist, I should have realized it.

I also made the stupidest mistake I ever thought.

The consequence of not realizing it, is what it is now.

Baihechuan Wanhua, it happened to be her.

Bei Daoya didn't know her purpose, but at the moment his identity was exposed, he was only one step away from losing the game.

Mom also fell into a dangerous situation. Although she made up for it by herself, she still couldn't change this fact.

Moreover, Bei Dao Crow didn't know if he was doing the right thing, using this method to protect Bei Dao Jiu, but that's how Bei Dao Jiu really came into Baihechuan Wanhua's sight.

Even though it was a matter of time before Bei Dao Jiu entered Baihechuan Wanhua's sight, and he couldn't escape, Bei Dao Ya would still suffer.

I was just protecting Bei Daojiu in the way I took for granted.

It has always been like this.

Thinking about it now, I'm actually quite selfish, I never asked my mother's opinion, I just thought it was for my mother's happiness.

But in fact, I never considered my mother's feelings, and used the gimmick for my mother's happiness to do things that dragged my mother into danger.

From the very beginning, I should have thought about what my mother would face if my identity was exposed, but I was always arrogant and felt that there would be no mistakes.

But that's just an opinion.

In doing so, mother will be happy and self-righteous.

But in doing so, will mother really be happy?

I am really selfish.

So Bei Dao Ya didn't go home, even though Bei Dao Jiu had sent a lot of text messages to ask where he was and made phone calls, Bei Dao Ya ignored him.

She didn't know how to face Bei Dao Jiu, nor did she dare to face Bei Dao Jiu.

Looking at Bei Daojiu's text messages filled with worries and inquiries on his phone, Bei Daoya pursed his lips and closed his eyes.

Even now, he is only doing things that hurt his mother.

The girl standing on the bench on the street is still giving a speech. She seems to have found her state, and she seems to have talked about her favorite place.

"Freedom should not be added to the ideas of others! It is the true mind with wings without distractions, the freedom of the true self."

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The brim of the North Island Crow's hat was very low, with his head lowered, covering most of his face, and he was silent.

Are you really doing something that will make your mother happy?

I'm just doing what I think will make my mother happy.

But what kind of happiness is it to do what you think will make your mother happy, but put your unknowing mother in danger.

Bei Daoya was a little confused, and she knew very well that this kind of emotion could not appear on her in the current situation, and she should abandon it, and concentrate on thinking about the next step and how to deal with Baihechuan Wanhua.

But Bei Dao Ya still couldn't help feeling a little confused.

Because she found that, in fact, she had been doing things that contradicted making her mother happy.

Bei Dao Crow lowered his head, covered his face with his hands, and took a deep breath.

I can't have such emotions now, my mother and myself are in danger now, and we can't be distracted by other things.

Just an hour, go home in an hour, don't let mom worry, and think about ways to deal with the situation.

Just rest for an hour and get rid of these unnecessary distractions.

146. Faint sheep

Standing in front of the door of his apartment, Bei Dao Ya held the key and turned the door. After adjusting his mentality, he slowly opened the door.