This thing about me becoming a girl

At this time, she was also looking at the ocean inside the glass plate in front of her. The blue-black light fell on her white face, and her eyes did not move. She was obviously surprised no matter how she looked... But for some reason, her eyes were full of calm, even calmer than before.

And even though there were crowds all around, the North Island Crow seemed to be standing in an uninhabited passage, alienated, ethereal, and quiet.

She just stood quietly in front of the glass panel, looking up, but it seemed that she was not looking at the ocean, but something else.

For some reason, Yuna Takenouchi felt a kind of uncomfortable feeling in her heart, she couldn't explain it clearly, but suddenly, she didn't understand why.

Immediately, Yuna Takenouchi adjusted this inexplicable feeling, stepped forward, and asked.

"Does Bei Dao-student go to the aquarium very often? I see that you have always seemed very calm."

Hearing this, Bei Dao Ya finally retracted his gaze and turned his head to talk.

"My first time here."

Arima Takenouchi froze for a moment, then asked again.

"That's because I've been living by the sea and often see the sea, so aren't you surprised by this?"

Hearing this, Bei Dao Ya shook his head.

"This is the second time."

Yuna Takenouchi was stunned again, and said.

"Is it because you don't like it?"

Bei Dao Ya heard the words and thought about the sea surface on Tokyo 744 when he saw the sea for the first time, and the place covered by the river where he lived in his previous life. The river and the sea may be similar.

"do not like."

she said so.

Hearing that Yuna Takenouchi was really taken aback this time, and didn't know what to say.

Because this is the first time that Bei Dao students have expressed their emotions on their own initiative. No matter in school or in the past few days together, everything seems to her to be done or not to do, and it will always be so cold , is always so plain, without any concern.

It's as if she doesn't have the source of her own will to like or dislike, nor does she have any feelings.

But now, she has said that she doesn't like the sea.

A blue-black light fell on her snow-white side face, and she didn't know what emotion was in her heart. The expression was obviously the same as before, but Yuna Takenouchi felt inexplicably that there was a difference in Bei Dao's classmate at this time.

The usual indifference was finally different.

Yuna Takenouchi didn't know how to respond, but for the first time, she really felt that Bei Dao was standing in front of her.

For some reason, her heart began beating abnormally.

It was at this time that a joyous call suddenly came from not far away.

"Little Beidao!?"

Yuna Takenouchi suddenly recovered from the state just now when she heard the words, subconsciously covered her beating heart, and the blush on her face was also extremely obvious, but fortunately, the surrounding light was dim, so no one noticed it.

When Kitajima turned around, he saw Mari Aoi Sawamura and Nanako Morishita.

Nanako Morishita was obviously very happy, but before she could speak, another voice came from behind her.

"Miss Aoi, good morning."

It is a big killing stone.

ps: 4500 words in two chapters.

357. A different world

Kobayashi Jun was still looking at the beautiful scenery around him, frantically pressing the camera back and forth to take pictures, and suddenly he was photographed behind his back.

She said impatiently at first: "Don't bother me, I'm doing big things."

Then I heard Takenouchi Yuna's voice.

"Sensei Morishita is here."

Kobayashi Jun was taken aback when he heard that, Mr. Morishita?Is she also on a school trip?Didn't she say that she was going to take the class of the third year of high school, so she didn't participate this time? I saw her in the water group yesterday, and said that she really wanted to take a vacation.

Kobayashi Jun didn't believe it subconsciously, but when he turned his head, he really found Nanako Morishita waving her hand and looking at her with a smile.

"Morishita-sensei? Huh!? And Miss Knight?"

Jun Xiaolin didn't react too much. Didn't the two of them participate in this school trip? When they collectively counted the number of people, they didn't see Miss Knight either.

But before she could ask, she saw someone again.

"This is the... who is it? Dabao classmate?"

She looked at Yuna Takenouchi and Kitajima Jawa with puzzled eyes. What's the matter with you two? Why did you bring three people back when you went out? Miss Knight and Mr. Morishita are fine, but Jun Xiaolin just wonders if they didn't participate in this training Traveling, but what's the matter with this big bag classmate?Isn't she a student of Zhenggongcho, I don't know her either.

Just as Xiaolin Run was thinking about this, he suddenly realized something, and his face immediately became alert.

Wait a minute, did this person have the audacity to try to have physical contact (dance) with Mr. Bei Dao last night!

Why is she here!Could it be!It's tracking!

You also said that you are not plotting evil!

Kobayashi Jun looked at the big bag of killing stone vigilantly, and hurriedly prepared to say that when Master Bei Dao came to my side, he was hit on the head by Yuna Takenouchi, which was neither light nor heavy.

"Student Dabao, it's classmate Dagu, don't be too rude."

Immediately, Jun Kobayashi let out a cry of pain, covered his head and looked at Yuna Takenouchi with dissatisfaction.

From her point of view, this woman was completely seduced by someone else's face.

This superficial woman!

As for Yuna Takenouchi, he didn't know what was going on, so he turned around and saw Mari Aoi Sawamura and Nanako Morishita. Before he could say hello, another big killing stone appeared immediately.

It was very sudden, as if these three people had made an appointment to appear together, and it was too coincidental.

Moreover, the Dagu killing life stone can actually explain it. After all, people who come to Okinawa will basically come to the Kuroshio Sea, and it is not impossible to meet them by chance.

But Morishita-sensei and Sawamura-san didn't even participate in this school trip, why did they suddenly appear here?

Could it be that they actually participated, but didn't show up?But why not show up.

In short, Yuna Takenouchi was also in a daze, she didn't understand the situation, and she didn't have time to ask.

However, in fact, the reason why she didn't ask why the two of them appeared here was because she was too flustered at the time, and subconsciously didn't think about it.

And the reason why she was so flustered, only she knew.

Even now...haven't recovered.

At that moment, she really felt that the existence of the North Island Crow was standing in front of her, not like in the past, even if it was face to face, there seemed to be a long distance that could not be crossed.

Like the clouds and the wind, being within reach is always an illusion.

But at that moment just now, Yuna Takenochi felt for the first time that Bei Dao and her live in the same world, and they are also "human beings" with human emotions and human preferences. .

That's right, how can a person have no emotions and preferences? It was me who was too blind before.

Although Yuna Takenouchi is working hard to become friends with the Kitajima and seems to take care of her, in fact, she has always kept a clever distance from the Kitajima.

It will not be too close, nor too far away, that is, you can have fun together, but it is absolutely impossible to be sad together, and friends who confide in each other.

Just sharing happiness, but sharing adversity is not enough. This is how she gets along with most people.

Yuna Takenouchi is very good at communication, probably a social butterfly, so she can quickly figure out a person's personality after a period of contact, and then come up with a reasonable way to deal with it.

It seems that she has a good relationship with everyone, and everyone gets along very happily with her, but only she knows that this is a way of getting along that she deliberately created after trying to figure out the character of the other party.

Only she knows these things.

She is the same for the North Island Crow.

Yes, the embarrassment of meeting in the locker room at the beginning brought her a little bit of unexplained throbbing, but this throbbing gradually disappeared as they got along with each other.

Because she understands that Bei Dao Ya is the kind of person that you can never get into her heart. It has nothing to do with how you know if you have not tried hard, but it is the truth.

From the short time they got along, she felt the calm indifference of the North Island Crow.

She really doesn't care about anyone in front of her eyes.

Perhaps to her, there is no difference between her and Run, both are just classmates, and both are just human beings.

This is more chilling than any indifference, because one's own uniqueness is denied, even the individual is not counted, and only a word like "classmate" can express and summarize it.

Yuna Takenouchi has never met such a person before, this is the first time, and the reason why she can describe this feeling is not because she can see through a person's inner being so much, her ability is limited to being with ordinary classmates After getting along, you can guess her personality and hobbies.

And being able to see these things on the North Island Crow is only because... the North Island Crow has never gone to hide.

She lives like that naturally, she doesn't think there will be any communication with other people's life, she just stands by and looks at it indifferently, and doesn't care what anyone thinks of her.

To put it simply, it is impersonal, completely impersonal.

Just looking at her makes her uncomfortable, because it seems that you are not an individual in her eyes, but a group.

Probably a forest has many, many trees, each tree is different, but you won’t remember all of them, you can only use forest to describe it, that’s enough.

She doesn't want to know about your past, or what happened to you, or your strengths and weaknesses.

You are just one of the crowd, nothing special.

This is true indifference.

And Bei Dao Ya's not hiding, also made Takenochi Yuna feel this, and she didn't think she could make people like Bei Dao Ya care about this kind of person, no matter how hard you try, if you go close to this kind of person, you will always be there You won't get a response, even if you hit your head badly.

But the rest of the school trip had to be spent in the same room again.

So she thinks that this way of getting along is fine now, neither close nor far away nor awkward, nor afraid of getting hurt.

And after the school trip, probably the two of them will never have any communication again.

Yuna Takenouchi has always thought this way.

But the situation just now caused her to refute her thoughts all along.

Because she felt the difference of Bei Dao Ya.

It's different from Bei Dao's classmate who won't fluctuate because of anything.

It wasn't an illusion, she felt it clearly, at that moment, it seemed to be the deepest emotion deeper than this ocean.

She couldn't understand what emotion it was, what it meant, whether it was sadness, joy, or anger, she didn't know.