This thing about me becoming a girl

But what she can know is that this emotion is very shallow, very subtle, but extremely strong.

Just at that moment, Yuna Takenouchi suddenly had an abnormal heartbeat.

Bei Daoya looked at the ocean world in the glass plate in front of her, and the blue-black light fell on her quiet face. In front of her, a huge whale shark was slowly swimming past.

And Yuna Takenouchi seemed to feel it too, the leaked emotions of the Kitajima crow surrounded her.

She felt that her breathing was intermittent, it was so inexplicable, she was a little flustered, and she didn't know what was wrong with her.

It's just that the noisy crowd around her suddenly lost their voices in her ears, and everyone disappeared, only the student Bei Dao in front of her was left, and she answered the sentence "I don't like it" with a clear and clear voice. The shallow emotions made her lose all autonomy, as if it were an illusion, very magical.

At that moment, she felt that she had entered the world of the North Island Crow. Whether it was in school or now, the North Island Crow seemed to be in a different world from others, another world.

Belonging to the world of Bei Dao students alone.

Feeling her emotions, she looked at the only Beidao crow left in front of her eyes, thinking.

Have I entered the world of classmate Bei Dao now, and am I the first person to feel the emotion of classmate Bei Dao? And in this world, am I the first guest? Have you ever had other guests?

She felt that she and Bei Dao Ya were really close at this moment, and they were really within reach.

And she really wanted to reach out and hold this cloud that she once thought was far away and could never be reached.

But after that, she was woken up by Nanako Morishita's voice, and similarly, the usual differences in Bei Dao disappeared, and she was separated from her world again.

And she also started to panic, not knowing what she was thinking just now, and she also felt very lost and reluctant for the disappearance of that feeling, and even had something wrong in her heart, blaming Mr. Morishita for suddenly interrupting her.

So naturally, she didn't bother to ask why Nanako Morishita and Mari Aoi Sawamura appeared here together.

I only know that Mr. Morishita said that since we met, let's go out together today, including the Dakuu Killing Stone in Zhenggong Town.

Then, dizzy and out of mind, he walked with them to Xiaolin Run's side.

It wasn't until now that she finally came back to her senses and regained her sobriety.

She was originally a very rational girl, and it was extremely rare for her to be unconscious like before.

However, she pretended not to care and glanced at Bei Daoya again.

At this time, the North Island Crow didn't speak, but just started to take pictures of the fish in the glass plate with the camera.

And the feeling that made Takenouchi Yuna feel different has completely disappeared, and she is still the same as usual, as if she is in a different world from others and belongs to her own world.

And I... don't know if I have a chance to enter that world again.

"Little Takenouchi? Little Takenouchi?"

Nanako Morishita looked at Yuna Takenouchi who was in a daze and called out twice, then reached out and waved her hand in front of her eyes.

And Yuna Takenouchi also quickly woke up, and said after blinking.

"What's wrong, Morishita-sensei."

Hearing this, Nanako Morishita frowned slightly, and said worriedly.

"It's okay, it's just that since we met just now, you have been acting out of your mind. I called you a few times and you didn't respond, so I'm just a little worried. What's wrong?"

Yuna Takenouchi smiled embarrassedly at this.

"Ah, I'm sorry, Mr. Morishita, I made you worry. No, it's just that I was a little shocked when I saw the scene in the aquarium. I just marveled at the beauty and tolerance of the sea. I was subconsciously distracted. I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Hearing this, Nanako Morishita nodded and spoke.

"That's right, the teacher also thinks it's too powerful. No matter when I watch it, I can't avoid the magical impact on my mind and nature."

And Yuna Takenouchi also showed a generous smile, as if she had completely returned to normal, at least pretending to be normal.

She also forcibly restrained the unavoidable feeling of unwelcome towards the three of them. After all, the time like before...may never happen again.

Whenever she thinks of this, she doesn't know why she has mixed feelings in her heart.

But in short, this is not Morishita-sensei's fault, she advised herself like this, and said with a smile.

"By the way, Morishita-sensei and Sawamura-san didn't come to this school trip, why did they appear here?"

While Yuna Takenouchi was talking, she couldn't help but observe Bei Dao Ya from the corner of her eyes.

She was still taking pictures seriously, and she didn't seem to participate in the communication of everyone.

Looking at this appearance, and then thinking about getting along with classmate Bei Dao before, I realized something I hadn't noticed before.

Bei Dao seems to be like this all the time. Even if she is in the same group, she will marginalize herself, or it can't be said that she deliberately, but no one can understand her intentions and integrate into her world.

Not participating in the conversation, not generating communication, not approaching, and not going away, just standing alone on the edge doing her own thing, making it easy for people to ignore her.

Perhaps... this is also a manifestation of her not caring about us.

Thinking of this, Takenouchi Yuna suddenly felt a little empty.

Then, he was awakened by Nanako Morishita again.

Nanako Morishita raised her eyebrows and said with some doubts.

"Xiao Takenouchi, today...you seem to be a little different from usual, eh...? It's the feeling that your attention is always distracted."

Hearing this, Yuna Takenouchi found another excuse to deal with it.

Then the group of six continued to visit the aquarium.

As for Mari Aoi Sawamura, with her head down, she has been more silent than usual since the rendezvous, not even taking a look at the surrounding showcases.

And the only outsider in that team, Dagu Killing Stone, has never said anything, just a peaceful smile on his face uninterrupted.

And Takenouchi Yuna, who was still paying attention to Bei Dao Ya who was taking pictures from the corner of her eye.

Bei Dao seems to do the most things these two days, taking pictures, and she also said before that she wants to record this trip...does she want to take the photos back to show someone?

For some reason, Nanako Morishita was a little concerned about this Bei Dao classmate who took photos seriously and took the records back for her to see.

358. Illusion in Reality

The small team changed from three people to six people at this time. Fortunately, Nanako Morishita, a teacher who is very good at activating the atmosphere, was there, so there was no embarrassment. The group of six people continued to visit the Kuroshio Sea.

Although along the way, she and Yuna Takenochi were basically chatting, while Jun Kobayashi yelled at every turn, making people feel helpless like a child.

As for the rest of Kitajima Crow, Sawamura Mari Aoi, and Daguo Killing Stone, of course they just kept silent and went about their own business.

Nanako Morishita wanted to complain about this situation, so forget about Ozawa Village and Xiao Beijima!After all, their personalities are always like this, but why is this male classmate from Zhenggongcho who suddenly appeared and asked for a companion?

Now that it's all over!Then why did you say companionship in the first place!

Yes, at the beginning it was Daguo Shashengishi who took the initiative to propose to be together, not because of Nanako Morishita's invitation.

Although he was not a student of our school, this male student seemed to be an old acquaintance with Ozawamura, so Nanako Morishita had no reason to refuse, so he agreed.

But I didn't expect that this male classmate would never speak again since then!Although he always had a clear and generous smile on his face, he was also silent all the time, making people wonder why he took the initiative to choose to be a companion. In this case, wouldn't it be better to visit alone from the beginning.

Hey Hey hey!Boy, you can't do this!There are four beautiful girls in front of you!You are so silent!It will definitely not be liked by girls!Will be alone forever!Obviously looks good!But why are you so stupid!

Nanako Morishita looked at Dagu Shashengshi who was only looking at the fish and ignored the things around him, thinking like this.

But in fact, it's just words. If Dagu Shashengshi really showed that he wanted to pick up his students, Nanako Morishita would definitely say, "I don't agree!"

How could it be possible to make cute students!Taken away in front of me!What an abominable N! TR!

Nanako Morishita's mental activities are quite rich, but she has not forgotten the real purpose of coming here today.

That is to start from the small and let Ozawa village get out of its own predicament.

Although the change caused by just going out is not big, at least there are other things to distract attention, and staying in the room all the time will not change anything, but will only become more and more trapped in the imagination of my own construction. Can't break free.

So no matter how you say it, there is absolutely no harm in letting Ozawamura go out, especially on the days of school trips, how can he stay in the hotel by himself.

And indeed, Nanako Morishita spent a lot of time trying to get Mariko Sawamura to go out in the morning.

It was temptation, kind persuasion, and semi-toughness, but the unified answer they got was that Mariko Sawamura responded with silence.

So in the end, Nanako Morishita even hugged Mariko Sawamura directly and did not let go, trying to resist her in the room. If it wasn't for Mariko Sawamura who was taller than her and it was too difficult for her to move, she would really do this.

But no matter what, the results are all good. Seeing the teacher struggling to resist himself on the shoulders, his legs trembling, and his expression flushed and distorted, as if he wanted to let him go out no matter what, in the end, Mari Aoi Sawamura agreed. up.

Although it's a bit cheap to say, and this is what Morishita Nanako hoped from the beginning, but she still finds it a little strange.

After all, in fact, from the very beginning, she was prepared for Ozawamura to get angry, or get impatient, or drive herself out, and continue to be ashamed.

Because Morishita Nanako also understands that what she did, strictly speaking, is self-righteous.

When others are in pain, they obviously cannot empathize with each other, but they must participate in it, trying to do things that they think can help the other party when they are completely unable to understand the other party.

Isn't that presumptuous...

Nanako Morishita understands all this, she can't exactly empathize with what happened to Ozawa Village, but she really wants to do something... At least don't let her be so lonely when she is in pain.

And indeed, she didn't just talk about it. During the two months when Uesugi passed away and Mari Aoi Sawamura trapped herself in the house, Nanako Morishita thought of many ways to meet her and bear the burden. Bear her grief, but there is nowhere to turn for help.

After all, she is just a teacher.

In the case of Liquan Festival, it was only her parents who had some relationship with Sawamura Isuzu, so they could be added at that time.

Therefore, Nanako Morishita was naturally prepared to be treated coldly, or even driven away, but unexpectedly, none of this happened.

To be honest, logically speaking, this is a good thing, and Nanako Morishita should also feel happy, but she couldn't be happy.

Because Ozawamura... doesn't care about these anymore.

It's like a person has passed the stage of giving up on himself and gradually calmed down.

As for self-abandonment, on the other hand, the possibility of this person being saved is still very high, because since they have all given up on themselves, it means that this person cannot accept what he has encountered. Deep down, longing for help.

And Ozawamura... seems to have accepted this.

This is not a good sign, because it is just a sign of a more closed heart.

Moreover, when an idea is born at this time, it is often impossible for anyone to change it.

Good ideas are fine, but if it's bad... many people will be tortured throughout their lives, and if it's serious, they will want to seek relief.

It would be okay if Sawamura Mari Aoi showed anger, but this kind of calm really worried Morishita Nanako.

Because this also means that Sawamura Mari Aoi has already decided on something in her heart, and she will no longer be enlightened by anyone, and she can only look at herself.

She didn't know whether Osawamura had encountered other things besides the death of her father, but even if she didn't know anything, she still wanted to help Mariko Sawamura, even if it was just a little help.

At this time, Sawamura Mari Aoi was looking at the world in the ocean inside the glass plate in front of her.

Vast, tolerant, yet deep, cold, bottomless.