This thing about me becoming a girl

Speaking of it, it seems that she has never been to the sea area where her father sank, nor asked anyone about the whereabouts of her father's body, and she doesn't know whether she dared not really see the scene of his body, or she didn't want to see it.

Just let him drift like that all the time, without even a place to bury him...not at all.

This is also my own unfilial piety.

In her mind, she imagined the appearance of the cedar tree drifting with the waves, and at the same time, an object slowly floated over from the distance of the Kuroshio Sea inside the glass.

Like a silk scarf, soft and drifting with the tide, it was almost washed away by the sea several times.

But in the end, it still stopped in front of her.

It was Uesugi, his appearance at this time was exactly the same as that of Sawamura Mari Aoi's father who was drifting in the sea.

Still wearing the black suit he loves, he is neat and tidy, but the exposed parts of his body, his handsome face and slender fingers, have already turned white and swollen, which makes people look disgusted and feel disgusted. Gruesome nausea.

In any case, this is a very strange and frightening scene, which makes people's hair stand on end.

But Mari Aoi Sawamura didn't panic or feel embarrassed, just looked at him calmly.

Because she knew it was a hallucination, and it had happened many times these days.

Maybe she is mentally ill, Sawamura Mari Aoi thought.

Speaking of it this way, maybe I have always been mentally ill. After all, my life from childhood to adulthood is full of such falsehoods.

"Father" was tightly attached to the glass, separated from her by a wall.

he opened his mouth.

"How about it, does it look very cold? I've been sinking here like this, and there will never be a bright future."

Listening to the gentle voice in his impression, Mariko Sawamura was speechless.

And "Father" said again.

"It seems that you have completely forgotten about me. Even though the enemy who killed my father is right next to you, you can walk in harmony with her like this, and you don't have any intention of revenge."

Sawamura Mari Aoi didn't retort excitedly, nor did she feel guilty, she just answered inwardly.

"Father is the one, why do you do so many bad things, so that I can't even do the last filial thing like revenge."

She thought of Aunt Bei Dao's words that she was only tolerant of the suffering and didn't blame herself or her father, and the hurt that Bei Dao's classmates had suffered, and her determination to protect her mother.

This...how can I hate them?

After thinking about it, it seems that the only one who should really hate is himself, because of his cowardice, because of his evasion, his own existence, his own birth, maybe it is the reason that caused all this to happen.

If he didn't have himself, his father would be just an ordinary person, but he wouldn't be what he is now, he wouldn't have so much hatred in his heart, and he wouldn't have thoughts that he shouldn't have.

He will only be an ordinary person, and likewise, Aunt Bei Dao will not be hurt like that.

It seems that in the end, I can only blame myself. After all, my own birth is the beginning of all mistakes.

At this time, the father said again.

"Is it painful?"

Sawamura Mari Aoi lowered her eyebrows and remained silent.

Even if she is in pain, she will not tell anyone, even if it is just a hallucination, she will not.

After all, this is a habit I have developed since I was a child. There is no one who will listen to her troubles, and there is no one who has treated her sincerely.

To be honest, her social circle is pitifully small. She used to do kendo every day, go to school, go home, and never communicate with anyone.

With everyone, we will always just meet by chance.

"Then let it go."

"Father" said this softly.

Sawamura Mari Aoi asked inwardly: "Relief?"

"Yes, relief, since there is no point in going on, why not release.

It's not an escape, it's not cowardice, it's just the end of the journey, something that anyone goes through, the end of oneself. "

Sawamura Mari Aoi and floated inside, only a glass plate separated "father" and looked at each other.

It is obviously a distance that should never be reached, but at this moment it seems so close.

One world is next to another world, and that world is liberation.

To be honest, Mari Aoi Sawamura is a little confused about what is an illusion and what is real.

At this time, "father" has disappeared, leaving only the gentle words lingering in Sawamura Mariko's ears.

"I will wait for you."

Mariko Sawamura stood in the dimly lit passage, a faint blue light fell on her expressionless face, and she looked at the ocean where "father" had disappeared.

Solution..Take it off.

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It was noon, and after coming out of the aquarium, everyone discussed where to go next time.

At this time, Takenouchi Yuna once again advanced the idea of ​​a public beach.

It's not that she wants to go. To be honest, she hates this kind of place. After all, since junior high school, she has stopped going to the beach and indoor swimming pool.

Because every time I go there, there will be a lot of people who will look at her chest, some who just admire her, and some who reveal dirty thoughts in their eyes, just strike up a conversation, there will be an endless stream, and from time to time, people passing by will brag about her. whistle.

So she is very annoying, and she will not go to this kind of occasion.

But now, from a rational point of view, it is indeed a good choice to come to Okinawa and go to the public beach. After all, there are many things to play and eat there, and the diversity is enough to satisfy everyone.

Therefore, Yuna Takenouchi couldn't let other friends accommodate her because of her own reasons.

And when the time comes, Takenouchi Yuna will also wear a sun protection jacket so that she won't reveal her swimsuit and won't go into the water.

At this time, they had all finished their lunch together, of course Nanako Morishita paid the bill, and then went to the public beach.

Oh, by the way, for some reason, the Dagu Killing Stone followed up again.

But since the morning, apart from the fact that Nanako Morishita would occasionally say a few words to him for fear of being left out of this foreign school student, and he would answer, he didn't say a word the whole time.

I don't know, what is the purpose of following up.

However, his eyes would often fall on the back of Sawamura Mariko, and occasionally he would look at the Kitajima crow, and then smile meaningfully.

But after arriving at the beach, the group didn't change into their swimsuits. One was because they didn't bring them with them, and they were too lazy to buy them on the spot. The other was that everyone didn't have the habit of wearing swimsuits in front of so many people.

After all, the three Zhichun girls are all pure gold students. They have been with girls since they were young. It is a bit unnatural to suddenly face so many shirtless men on the public beach, so let them change into swimsuits , Naturally, it was something embarrassing, so I didn't buy it.

And Kitajima Crow, of course, is not interested. As for Morishita Nanako, she just followed the students' opinions.

So the most important thing for a group of people is to eat.

After eating food from various shops on the beach, in the afternoon, except for Mari Aoi Sawamura, basically everyone was full.

The time soon came to the afternoon, and it was time to leave.

At this time, Bei Dao Crow thought of one thing. After considering that the place of camp was not too far from here, he planned to go back and come again.

She was going to go back and bring back Sawamura Mariko's pair of canvas shoes and return them to her, after all, this was what her mother told her to do.

And by looking at it, it is clear that Nanako Morishita forcibly brought Sawamura Mari Aoi out. If she does not return it now, it is not certain whether she will be able to see her in the rest of the time.

So she told Nanako Morishita that she would be back soon, and left first.

The sunlight is still relatively strong at this time, so everyone is wearing casual clothes, talking and laughing on a few rocking chairs under the folded umbrella, and is going to go back together when it is almost dusk.

But at this moment, Sawamura Mari Aoi, who was going to buy a bottle of water, ran into Daguo Killing Stone who was obviously following her to find her on the road.

"Miss Zhenkui, I don't have a chance to chat alone all day. Shall we have a conversation?"

Ask for leave.

I asked for a day off, and I just got home now, I owe more than +1, and I still owe 4 chapters at present, I will find time to make it up.

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359. It's a custom before the war!Speak harshly!

Although the season has reached mid-October, the climate on the beaches of Okinawa at this time is actually no different from that in summer, and the ultraviolet rays are even stronger.

The beach, the scorching sun, the sea, parasols, sunglasses, and pretty girls, this is summer.

Xiaolin Jun was lying on the recliner. Although the sunshade was covering her head to block the glare of the sun, she still wore sunglasses and sipped a glass of iced drink, talking lazily.

"This is the life you should live in summer."

And Yuna Takenouchi and Nanako Morishita, who were lying on the recliners beside them, couldn't help but let out the same exclamation.

"Yes."

"That's right, the teacher hasn't had a vacation for a long time, I really want to be like this every day."

"I think so too! So is there such a seaside in the world that is always in summer no matter what time of the year it is?"

"Should I ask Morishita-sensei about this?"

"It's hard for me, after all, I've almost forgotten all the geography I learned when I was a student."

"In this way, if one day travels to a deserted island in another world, but can live such a life every day, it is not unacceptable."

"Yes."

Just like this, the three of them lay on the deck chairs lined up in a row on the beach full of swimsuits, wearing casual clothes, and sighed about life.

It was at this time that Xiaolin Run suddenly remembered something, and then looked around.

"By the way, where is Master Bei Dao?"

Hearing this, Nanako Morishita didn't ask why Kobayashi Jun suddenly called Kitajima Jako an adult, but took a sip of iced drink.

"I don't know. After I said I'd be back soon, I walked towards the seaside, but if it's Little Beidao, I shouldn't worry about it. After all, that child is really worry-free. "

Kobayashi Run was a little bit disappointed when he heard the words, as if he felt a little regretful that he couldn't share such a beautiful scenery with Mr. Bei Dao.

And at this moment, Nanako Morishita also looked around.

"By the way, what about Ozawa Village, didn't you go to buy water, why haven't you come back yet?"