This thing about me becoming a girl

It has now been two weeks since the "miracle snow," the night the wildfires broke out.

In the past two weeks, the reality has not undergone much turmoil or change. For many people, it is still calm, but at the same time, for some people, many things have happened.

At least, for Bei Dao Ya, life has changed.

She moved from the small apartment where she was born, grew up, and accompanied her to this day, and it also runs through her entire memory.

And the reason, of course, is that since she made that decision, she can no longer live there.

No matter how she looked at it, she couldn't live there anymore.

Where is life, too transparent.

The new home is still in Tokyo. It is very spacious, especially spacious. It is a high-rise, high-end apartment. There are no noisy neighbors at night, and there are no salesmen who will visit the door. Also, no one is allowed to come in and out at will. Here you can see Everyone here belongs to the kind of high-class people who are either jealous or envious of ordinary people. They are very polite and their clothes are extraordinarily bright. It seems that the smiles on their faces are full of happiness.

Everything is so clean and bright, compared to the small and old apartment before, it is a world of difference.

And this is just a temporary residence for the North Island Crow.

After all, the new house belonging to Bei Dao in the Baihechuan residential area is still under construction.

As for the death of Dagu Killing Stone, it didn't cause any trouble to Bei Daoya, maybe it caused trouble, but it was dealt with by Lily Chuan Wusheng.

In short, the current Bei Dao Crow has a new identity, which also means that it is completely opposite to the way of life in the past.

The plan she had planned to study hard and get admitted to an excellent university as a stepping stone for future development was useless in her current situation, so she naturally turned it into useless and was abandoned by her.

Dropping out of school halfway is not a pity or anything, but she will only make choices that are beneficial to her current situation.

Her current situation no longer supports her continuing to study at school as an investment in her future.

Now, she doesn't have so much time to waste.

It was still raining, and jays in black vertical coats of expensive fabric stopped.

She looked at the glass covered with traces of raindrops, her face was even colder than the rain.

After a while, she started to walk slowly towards the outside of the building.

All the people I met on the road bowed and bowed to her.

It wasn't until she walked away that faint whispers sounded.

"Is that the new branch of Baihechuan, the head of Bei Dao?"

"It looks so young! It should be about the same age as my daughter, but there is an inexplicable pressure that makes people dare not breathe loudly!"

Outside the building, Jiu Xinzun had been waiting for a long time.

After seeing Bei Dao Ya, he immediately bowed with great respect. Even though he was in front of a girl whose age could only be regarded as his grandchild, his attitude was extremely respectful.

"You have worked hard."

After saying this, he opened the black umbrella, one body behind Bei Dao Ya.

And ahead, there is a black car parked in the rain.

Holding an umbrella, Koizumi stood outside the car and slowly opened the passenger door.

Then Bei Daoya walked into the rain curtain, and Jiu Xinzun held an umbrella for her and followed behind, always bending slightly.

Winter is already here, when will spring come?

ps: I went to a dinner party tonight, drank a little too much, and felt very dizzy, so let’s just leave it at that today. I owe one more chapter, and I always owe one more chapter at present. I will make it up in two days, and I will continue to update normally tomorrow.

ps2: Also, have you seen the girl's big horizontal tweet at the top of the app homepage!The picture is so beautiful!I think it's really pretty!Too beautiful!It was found by YuKi in the book friend group, thank you! !It's so beautiful!I also think it fits the feeling that Xiaoya brings to people!great!

410. The Ostrich Who Wants to Know Nothing

On the top floor of a high-rise building, in the spacious and clean apartment, it seems that every inch of space is filled with light.

There was a cold drizzle outside the window, and another gust of cold wind blew by. The pedestrians holding umbrellas on the street shivered subconsciously, tightened their skirts, and quickened their pace, wanting to go back indoors earlier.

It was still raining and the wind was blowing, all very indifferent, but the apartment was filled with warm, soft and slanting light, which completely isolated the outside temperature.

This place is no longer like the old apartment in the past. Every winter, the house will immediately become cold, and it can only be spent by turning on the air conditioner or spreading warm quilts on the table.

No matter how cold the outside world is now, it can't invade the house at all, and even wearing a sweater will feel a little hot.

Moreover, there is no more old furniture. Every piece of furniture is an expensive brand that Bei Daojiu could only see on TV. She used to think that things were so expensive, and she has been working hard to earn money and hope that one day I bought everything, and now I have all the things that I want Xiaoya to live a better life.

Similarly, there is no longer the slightly crowded feeling of the previous apartment, the storage room is not full, and there is no need to deliberately avoid the furniture that may be encountered when walking. It is too big, just a living room. It was even bigger than the apartment she had lived in for fifteen or sixteen years.

When Bei Daojiu first entered this apartment, the first thought that popped up in his mind was probably that cleaning would take several times longer than before..

But soon, it proved that her idea was wrong.

Because there will be special cleaning staff coming to the door to clean up.

She no longer has to go to the supermarket every afternoon to make cooking for today, and hesitate to buy food ingredients, because someone will deliver them, and those expensive food ingredients even make her not know how to cook them, even though she I have been learning cooking for nearly 20 years.

There is no need to get up early and stay late to avoid contact with too many people, and take the tram with the least number of people, because she doesn't have to go to work.

Thinking of this, Bei Daojiu remembered the unit where he had worked for 16 years.

I don't know about my sudden resignation. What will my colleagues think?Although strictly speaking, I rarely communicate with them, but after all, I have been colleagues for so many years.

There is also Ms. Morishita, who has taken care of me a lot at work for so many years, knowing that I don't like to interact with people, so she specially transferred me to a position where I rarely deal with people...

It's a pity that I couldn't say goodbye to her personally and thank you.

It's not that Bei Daojiu didn't want to say goodbye and thank you, but it was too sudden, everything was too sudden.

A second ago, he was preparing dinner for Xiaoya who returned safely from a school trip, but then he seemed sleepy, so he thought about resting on the sofa for a while, and then he fell asleep for a long, long time.

When I woke up, I was dizzy and my thinking seemed to be a little sluggish. After a few seconds, I found that I was lying in the hospital, and then I was hungry.

She seemed to have slept for a long time, but she didn't know exactly how long.

Bei Daojiu also didn't know what happened during this drowsy period.

So in an unfamiliar environment, she was very uneasy and scared, subconsciously looking for her own support and backbone.

Then, in the double ward, she saw the North Island crow lying on the bed beside her.

After finding Bei Dao Ya, her anxious heart calmed down subconsciously. Although the current state is still unknown, as long as Bei Dao Ya is by her side, she will feel at ease.

But after she called a few times, the North Island Crow did not move.

At this time, her head was a little stiff, and she suddenly realized that she was in the hospital!

Xiao Ya was also lying on the hospital bed.

Immediately she became agitated, and panickedly prepared to get out of bed to check on the situation of the North Island Crow, but perhaps she hadn't moved for a long time, and her legs were weak and she fell to the ground again.

At this time, the nurse walked into the ward after hearing the movement.

That is to say, from the nurse's words, Bei Daojiu knew that he had been comatose for more than three days.

The little crow was having a high fever, but it wasn't that serious at first. It was just a combination of menstruation and low-grade fever, plus the drowsiness caused by excessive exhaustion, but he woke up only one day, that is, two days ago.

But for some reason, she left again on the way, and when she returned to the hospital, she was completely drenched, as if she had been drenched in rain for a long time.

Seeing this, the nurse quickly sent her back to the ward, and there was also a bathroom in the double ward. After telling her to take a hot bath quickly, she went to get dry clothes and towels.

But when the nurse came back, she found that she had fallen on the ground next to Bei Daojiu's hospital bed and fell into a coma.

The low-grade fever hadn't gone away, and the menstrual period hadn't completely passed, which naturally aggravated the situation, turning it into a high fever and infection.

But now the situation has generally stabilized, but her body is weaker than ordinary people, so it may take a long time for her to improve.

Speaking of this, the nurse seemed to remember something and added some things. After all, many people are more concerned about privacy, so she said.

Miss Bei Dao's changing clothes and other matters were handled by the maid sent by Miss Nakaju.

At that time, Bei Daojiu, after hearing Xiaoya's condition, naturally didn't care about other things, including why he appeared in the hospital, and what happened in the past three days, he also didn't care.

She just carefully took care of the comatose Bei Dao Ya.

Looking at Xiao Ya's face frowning in a coma, as if enduring pain, Bei Dao Ya only felt distressed.

Then, just a week later, Bei Dao Ya's condition improved, and he was able to leave the hospital and go home to recuperate.

And then, everything about moving.

There are other men in black suits that Bei Dao Jiu doesn't know. If he saw it in the past, he would be afraid and detour. He bowed respectfully to her and said humbly, "Master Jiu."

Seeing this, Bei Daojiu was terrified, and his small body bowed back and forth hastily.

And looking at Bei Daojiu's appearance, Jiu Xinzun seemed to be more scared than her, and knelt on the ground directly, talking in his mouth.

"I am a retainer of Bei Dao, as I should."

Then, there is a life that seems to only appear in dreams.

Back to the present, in the spacious and bright apartment, Bei Daojiu sat on the sofa, dazed and dazed.

She knew that everything that happened now was because of the little crow.

But she didn't ask, she didn't mention anything about it, as if she didn't want to know anything.

As always, Bei Daojiu maintained this ostrich attitude, resigned to everything.

Because she was afraid that her own inquiries and knowing too much would separate herself from the little crow...

So as long as the little crow doesn't say anything, she won't ask. In this way, she can keep going.

However, Xiaoya feels so far away now, even though Xiaoya still goes home every day, she is still so gentle, and her occasional smile is still so warm, as if nothing has changed from before.

But the little crow now... still makes Bei Daojiu feel so far away, really so far away.

It's not that there is any gap between the two, nor is there any conflict, even during this period of time, Xiaoya will spend more time taking care of her own feelings, fearing that she will not adapt to the unfamiliar environment, and will try her best to spend as much time as possible every day. Bei Dao Jiu also knows about accompanying himself.

However, she felt that the little crow had now gone to a place far away, a place she could never reach, like a bird, soaring in the vast sky, but she could only look at her from the ground, unable to Live with her in that sky, because that's where she can't reach.

It was as if... she was getting farther and farther away, and she was flying higher and higher. One day, I would no longer be able to see her figure, and at that time, although the two were in pain, they had to part .

Unexpectedly, Bei Daojiu would bow his head when he thought of this.

So she didn't ask Xiaoya what happened, because she was afraid that once she found out, she would change her current life again.

She doesn't want to change, at least in this way, the time together can be made longer, longer.

411. Unscrupulous