This thing about me becoming a girl

The world outside the window was still filled with drizzling sounds, and Bei Daojiu rested on the sofa, resting her chin, with a dazed look on her fair little face.

She looked at the spacious and well-decorated apartment at this time. She had never dared to think about all of this, but now, she got it so easily, as if in a dream.

In the current life, what Bei Daojiu can realize most clearly is that he is no longer short of money.

Originally, she was still worrying about Xiaoya's high school tuition, and wanted to work overtime to earn money, but now, thinking that the apartment Xiaoya bought was an astronomical apartment in her eyes, she couldn't help but feel even more worried. Preoccupied.

Little Crow, it has really become so powerful now, it has done things that mother could never do, so easily.

Before it was clear, he had always thought about earning money so that Xiaoya could live a better life.

Bei Daojiu is neither stupid nor stupid, but just pretends not to know and doesn't care.

After the 744 shipwreck last time, she knew that Xiaoya was actually hiding many things from herself.

But as long as Xiao Ya didn't take the initiative to speak up, she wouldn't ask.

Because she doesn't care about anything, she just cares about Bei Dao Ya.

And this time, it was the same, Bei Daoya didn't say anything, so she didn't ask.

Although she couldn't help worrying, she didn't want to bring Xiaoya any negative emotions or conflicts because of herself.

I don't know if I should say it, but she is sensible and makes people feel distressed.

However, this is also the corner where childhood shadows spread. Her father always told her not to ask anything, not to say anything, just be obedient. If you say so, you will be treated violently.

So this naturally creates her ostrich character, she doesn't interfere with other people's thoughts, and doesn't take the initiative to express her own opinions. Even if she suffers any grievances, she still keeps it in her stomach and silently bears and digests it.

Of course, this is also a sign that she cares a lot about Bei Dao Ya, and she is afraid that if she asks something that shouldn't be asked, what if the little crow doesn't like her.

Although she knew that this was impossible, she had always suffered from anxiety attacks. Although she no longer needed to take medicine and her symptoms were gradually improving, she still couldn't help feeling worried.

Because she really cares too much, after all, there is only Bei Dao Crow left in her world, if Xiao Crow doesn't want her anymore, then she doesn't know the meaning of life at all.

It was enough for her to stay with the crow, and she didn't care about anything else.

Although she knew that her daughter was hiding a lot of things from herself, she didn't ask about it. Maybe it could be said that she was an incompetent mother, but no one could question her love for Bei Dao Ya.

Even if Little Crow does something bad, when the price has to be paid in the end, it will be up to me, my mother, to bear it!

Thinking of this, Bei Daojiu suddenly smiled, and then in the living room of the apartment where she was alone, compared the non-existent biceps on Bi Baibai's small arms.

Yes, this is a happy thing for her, even if she has to sacrifice her life, she will never escape or regret it, because at least in the end, she is still paying for the little crow, and as long as she can She is very happy when the little crow pays!

If the North Island Crow really did something bad, and it got to that point, then she really wouldn't feel the slightest pain, and she wouldn't complain about the North Island Crow at all, and she wouldn't feel that the North Island Crow deserved what she did. She rushed to bear it, and although she would be extremely reluctant to see Xiaoya in the future, at least at the last moment, she still protected Xiaoya!

Years of suffering and dark experience, although it is rare that Bei Daojiu still has a kind heart, but this does not mean that her three views are the same as normal people.

Just like her current thoughts, ordinary people find it difficult to understand, but she thinks it is normal.

After all, the link that keeps her world running is the North Island Crow.

And it's only natural for a mother to protect her daughter!

In short, these days, Bei Daojiu has slowly regarded this apartment as her new home. Although she is still very reluctant to part with the old apartment with 16 years of memory, it is still her home where Bei Daoya lives.

And because she was in a new environment, although she never showed it on her face, the unfamiliar place still made her feel a little uneasy and cramped subconsciously, so she also relied more on Bei Dao Ya.

Just like now, he doesn't watch TV or do anything, just sits on the sofa in a daze and waits for Bei Dao Ya to come home.

And the only thing that makes her feel a little happy about the new home is the huge and well-equipped kitchen that she had dreamed of before.

After all, the old apartment used to be so big, and the kitchen was naturally small, so it was a bit difficult to let go of her fists, but now the kitchen can finally let her show her talents, and she has to cook super meaty dishes for the little crow Come!

The little crow is too skinny now!Madama!Not enough!At least 120 is barely enough!

But after a few days of flexing her muscles like this, Bei Daojiu found that...it seems that the big kitchen is just like that. Although it is indeed much more convenient and quicker, it does not have the feeling that she thought the dishes made in the big kitchen would shine. Seriously speaking, the cooking process seems to be no different from before.

Moreover, the expensive cooking ingredients sometimes make her not know how to cook, and she needs to click Yahoo.

Maybe if she got it, the novelty she didn't have before would pass away. After a few days, she would no longer spend all day in the kitchen.

After all, cooking is only motivated by the person who wants to cook for her.

Oh, by the way, not only Bei Dao Crow but also Bei Dao Jiu moved here. Of course, there are also two cats, Baimian and Grape, who have been forgotten for some time, as if they were lost and no one cares about them.

Whoooo!It's the sound of them crying after such a long time!

Now the grapes are more than half the size of her mother!And she is not as gentle and quiet as White Noodles, but is always jumping up and down, just like now, she is completely black, rolling crazily on the clean floor like a small coal ball.

Their beds are also separated from the cardboard boxes with layers of cotton cloth as the bottom. Instead, they have a special room with cat climbing frames, soft nests, toys, etc., as long as you can think of it, everything is available.

The two cats have also stepped into the class of high-class cats from a poor situation. The food for a day is unimaginably extravagant.

In the high-end apartment, Bai Mian nestled on the sofa and licked his hair, Putao couldn't stop for a moment, and Bei Dao Jiu was lost in thought.

In short, these days, when Bei Daoya was not at home, Bei Daojiu spent most of the day just sitting on the sofa in a daze, waiting for Xiaoya to return home.

Looking at the cold rain outside the window, she couldn't help thinking about what reason she would use to sleep with the crow tonight.

After all, after moving, the two no longer have to sleep next to each other on the floor, and have their own bedrooms, and Bei Daojiu naturally loses her traditional unique skill at night, sleepwalking and changing nests, but these days, Bei Daojiu Also, when it was almost time to go to bed, she would linger in Beidaoya's room, because she had been used to it for so many years, and she couldn't fall asleep if she couldn't feel the familiar body temperature.

Perhaps in order to maintain the dignity of being one of the few mothers, and not wanting Bei Daoya to know that he can't sleep without sleeping with her like a child, Bei Daojiu always finds all kinds of excuses, Come and sleep in the North Island Crow's room.

And Bei Daoya, however, never exposed it, and patiently listened to Bei Daojiu's excuses that he thought were ridiculously clumsy, and then nodded slightly, agreeing.

Today, Bei Daojiu is still obediently waiting for the little crow to come back at home.

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On a rainy day, on the road, in a black vehicle, Bei Daoya sat in the back row, looking at the rain outside the window, thinking about the things in his mind.

In the front seat are Jiu Xinzun and the driver Koizumi.

It has been two weeks since Bei Dao Ya decided to participate in the reserve competition, and the surname Bei Dao naturally entered everyone's eyes.

Or they ridiculed and ridiculed her as another person who tried to reach the sky in one step, or tried to win her over, but in short, most people hid in the dark and watched quietly.

As for Koizumi, he was the first person from Lily Chuanouchi to visit.

And his purpose of coming here is to be loyal, to become Bei Dao's retainer, and by the way, there is also Ping He Ya Xiang.

People who knew him were puzzled by his decision, and they didn't understand why he would bet on a person who had nothing but a family name at this time.

After all, for people like them, if they are not sure at this time, it is best to choose neutrality.

After all, once you stand in line, there is no way out.

Even if he wants to bet, he should not choose this kind of inferior horse. Although choosing an inferior horse may indeed be reused, the reason why an inferior horse is an inferior horse means that the chance of standing out is too small. What's the point of reuse?In the end, there will be a liquidation ending.

That's what most people who know Koizumi's bones think.

After all, although Koizumi is not considered the top in the eighth part, he can still be regarded as the upper middle and lower reaches. He has his own tribe and obviously has better choices, but he is still just fighting for reserves or just beginning. Everyone During the wait-and-see stage, he quickly left the original faction and joined the low-ranking Bei Dao.

No one knows what he thinks, perhaps the only reason that can be explained is that he is betting like a dog, making a gamble that must be lost.

Similarly, including Bei Daoya, I don't know what Koizumi's heart is thinking, but this does not prevent her from accepting it readily.

After all, the dilemma she needs to solve most now is the lack of available people.

Perhaps it was not a period of storage disputes, if the fact of Bei Daoya's separation was admitted by the head of Baihechuan, then she would not need to solve it at all, and countless people would rush to support her.

But the current situation does not allow this to happen.

The rules of reserve competition are very fair, at least relatively speaking, very fair, after all, everyone, at the beginning, stood on the same starting line.

Because those who participated in the reserve struggle were not allowed to borrow their original power, not only that, but the entire power class in Baihechuan, except for the eighth part, was not allowed to appear.

In other words, once you participate in the reserve competition, you have to bid farewell to the power you once had and start all over again.

And in this process, you can't use any power in Lily Chuannei. The only place where Baihe Chuanuchi can borrow power is the eighth part.

But this is also limited to the forces or people outside Lily River, as long as there is no problem with the other party's life experience after investigation, then you can take them into your command or gain their support without any scruples.

Compared with those people or forces who don't know what to do outside of Baihechuan, the first choice of most people participating in the reserve struggle is of course the eighth part of their own family.

Therefore, this naturally led to the existence of the eighth part in every reserve dispute.

As the saying goes, as long as you get the support of most people in the eighth part, it means that half of your foot is on the threshold of the prince.

Although usually, the eighth department is not as powerful as the previous seven departments, but at least in the stage of reserve competition, the support obtained in the eighth department is enough to be the key to victory.

So in this case, the people in the eighth part will naturally have more choices, and they will also bet more cautiously. After all, if the bet is wrong, it will be cleaned.

And if the bet is correct, they will naturally enter the 5th to 7th departments directly under the prince, and their status will rise. When the prince becomes the chief, they will enter the 1st to 4th department, and truly enter the powerful class.

The end of each reserve battle is not only for the eighth part, but also for the first seven parts, and there will be a reshuffle.

Therefore, the people in the eighth part often search for candidates a month before the reserve competition, while those who are really capable are often on the sidelines, waiting for the middle and late stages of the reserve competition to make a choice, or waiting for the timely help. Chance.

As for people like Bei Daoya who have no connections, no influence, and even don't know how capable they are, they enter the reserve battle field, they are called inferior horses, and they are basically people who will be eliminated in the early stage.

So naturally, no one would bet on her.

This is also the biggest predicament Bei Daoya is facing now. Apart from Koizumi Gu and Jiu Xinzun, he has no other people available.

To put it bluntly, it is a competitive arena for comparing abilities. Everyone has the same start, but it can also be said that the start is not the same. After all, although everyone cannot use the previous power, it does not mean that the previous status With no connections, this kind of factor will still make some people take the lead directly from the beginning.

So strictly speaking, for those who used to be humble, that is, people who are called inferior horses, they really start from scratch with nothing.

But is this really unfair?No, in this world, it is already very fair to have such a destiny-changing arena, incomparably fair.

At least where is the way.

Chu Zheng can be described in one sentence, no matter what you are good at, whether you are involved in politics and business, or you are good at making money in your career, or you specialize in snatching other people's achievements, even if you start farming and developing farmers, as long as you save and fight The farther you go, the more you get.

Or to put it this way, I can't appreciate how cruel it is, but it can be understood in another way.

Everyone's efforts are just to make a wedding dress for one person.

Moreover, most of the means in this arena can be described as omnipotent.

As for the elimination of all the people, the one who reached the end is the crown prince.

Bei Daoya looked at the rain outside the window, his dark eyes were dull and full of calm.

There are no taboos, everything is allowed, to achieve the goal, use any means.

412. Monster

In the moving vehicle, it was very quiet, only the sound of rainwater pattering on the roof of the car.

Bei Dao Crow thought.

Although the two weeks since the battle for storage has started, Baihechuan is still peaceful, as if there is no waves like a pool of stagnant water, which makes people subconsciously feel that this represents a feast of power change in Baihechuan, which does not seem to be as expected. The movement is so intense, it is not worthy of the word "arena".