This thing about me becoming a girl

And according to their friends who knew each other in the early years, Uraharaki and his wife have been together since they were students, and they have always supported each other. Friends also envy their love in their hearts, so after finally learning the news of their marriage, Everyone took it for granted and sent their blessings.

As for what Yuan Muyingshi said about domestic violence, their early friends basically didn't believe it, saying that he would not be willing to part with it.

What's more, according to what they said, when he was a student, Kazuo Urahara hated violent men the most, even to the point of disgust, so if Eiji Urahara really had a tendency to domestic violence, it would be impossible for the two of them to be together of.

Anyway, I tried to find clues from their friends, but found nothing, and when I was at a loss, a former colleague of Hideshi Uriharaki suddenly told me something.

That is, Hideshi Uraharaki once asked him if there was any law firm that he could recommend outside the family.

At that time, this colleague did indeed recommend a law firm like Hideshi Uraharaki, but he didn't know what happened afterwards.

After learning about this incident, I quickly asked what the name of the office was, and rushed to that place.

But it is a pity that after I went to inquire, the people in the law firm said that they had no impression of the name Usaharaki Hideshi, and they really couldn’t remember it. After all, this incident happened more than two years ago. What's more, there are many people in the firm every day. If it wasn't for taking over a lawsuit or something special happened, it would be unrealistic for them to remember a certain person.

So it's normal not to be able to remember Hideshi Uriharaki. Even whether Hideshi Uriharaki has been here is unknown. What if he asked a colleague but didn't come?That's just as likely.

The clues were cut off here, but when I was at a loss, I suddenly found the business card on the table of the law firm, which was the business card of a psychological counselor. Maybe it was because of my occupation, so I read more It has two eyes.

And according to the explanation of the people in the law firm, because many people come to consult every day, and the firm will also accept a lot of cases, many of them are people with psychological problems, so the firm will always have a psychiatrist. Business cards, including the one on the table, are the same.

And from his mouth, at least before he came to work here, their firm had already established a cooperative relationship with the psychological counselor on this business card.

At that time, I had a certain guess, that is, Hideshi Usaharaki, did he also see a psychiatrist?

After all, even if I don't know him, but only from these one-sided understandings, I already know that there are more or less psychological problems in him, and the sudden domestic violence alone can prove it.

So what if he really came to this firm and saw this business card like himself?

With the idea of ​​trying, I followed the address on the business card to find the place where the counselor was.

And the final answer surprised me.

That psychological counselor, I remember Hideshi Uriharaki. "

Perhaps because his mouth was a little dry, Huashanyuan Xia Zao took a sip of tea.

And Bei Dao Ya didn't urge him, or thought he was whetting his appetite, but just patiently waited for him to continue talking.

After drinking tea, Huashanyuan Xia Zao continued.

"At the beginning, he was reluctant to tell me more, which is normal. After all, it is the professional ethics and common sense of a psychiatrist not to share the patient's privacy with outsiders.

But in the end, after I revealed my identity and told him that Hideshi Uriharaki was dead, but left behind a daughter who was extremely traumatized, and to heal the trauma of this girl, I had to know the past and prescribe the right medicine Finally, he summed up the seriousness of the matter, thought for a moment and then spoke.

According to him, Hideshi Uraharaki came to him twice for consultation.

The first time was more than two years ago.

And the reason for his clear memory is that Hideshi Uraharaki is too complicated.

He didn't know everything accurately, after all, it was impossible for Hideshi Usahara to tell him everything.

So he only knew that Hideshi Satoharaki was in a very painful marriage at that time, and his mental state was extremely poor.

According to Hideshi Uriharaki, his wife made a big, big, even unforgivable mistake...but in the end, he still chose to forgive her.

But forgiveness does not mean that this incident has never happened. Although neither of them mentioned it, this incident is still like a nail, piercing into the heart of Eiji Riharaki, causing him to suffer a lot. The torture, the pain deepened day by day.

And every time he sees his wife's face, this scar will be torn open again and again. It has never been healed for a moment. Until now, he can't bear the feeling of collapse, so he took the initiative to He applied to be transferred to another place and went on a long business trip, and he didn't know what to do.

Hearing this, the psychological counselor at the time was also a little puzzled, so he naturally expressed his doubts.

"Since it's so painful, why don't you choose to divorce? After all, judging by your appearance, this relationship should have broken beyond repair for you, otherwise it wouldn't have been so long, and you have never forgiven your wife .”

But for some reason, Hideshi Uranaki, who heard the words at the time, kept shaking his head, shaking his head constantly, and said in a daze.

"No.. can't divorce, I promised, I will never abandon her voluntarily.. This is my marriage oath.. This is my promise as a man.. I will not abandon her voluntarily."

Hearing this, the psychiatrist also found it even more strange, what an awkward relationship this must be, after all, Eiji Uranaki obviously still loves her wife, but it is so painful.

But even though he found it strange, he asked again when he saw Hideshi Uraharaki in such pain and lost his mind.

"Then, have you asked your wife's opinion?"

Hearing this, Hideshi Urahara raised his distraught face.

"What... what do you mean?"

The psychologist explained.

"After all, according to what you said, your marriage has reached such a point. Could it be that your wife also wanted to divorce a long time ago? It's just that you never asked her opinion.

Moreover, if your wife also wants to divorce, then you are not considered to have abandoned your wife on your own initiative, and naturally you are not considered to have broken your previous promise. "

Immediately, Hideshi Uraharaki said again.

"But... what if my wife... doesn't want to divorce?"

Hearing this, the counselor thought about it.

"I'm just a suggestion. Of course, it's best for you to reunite with each other. To be honest, this is also the best suggestion to repair your psychology. But if this marriage has really caused you pain to an extremely serious degree, you can't take the initiative to propose it. Divorce, let your wife understand your intentions and your attitude towards divorce.

For example, the simplest and most direct way is to make mistakes that your wife absolutely cannot tolerate, but if you divorce in this way, you will become the wrong party, which is just the most unavoidable way. "

Hearing this, Hideshi Uraharaki was stunned, and murmured in a daze.

"Make a mistake.. make a mistake.."

Then, Eiji Uraharaki left.

And when he came to look for the counselor again, it was already a year later, that is, a year before our current time.

And Hideshi Satoharagi, who came back for the second time, was significantly worse than the last time, extremely poor, and even seemed to be only one step away from collapse.

His pupils diffused unnaturally, bloodshot, as if he hadn't slept well for a long time, and his skin was also a little sallow. One cigarette after another was constantly lit, and madness seemed to flicker in his cloudy eyes.

Seeing Hideshi Satoharaki in such a state, the psychological counselor who upholds medical ethics has already advised him to go to the hospital. Although he doesn't know what happened to him, no matter how you say it, it is no longer a simple psychological consultation. It can solve the problem.

And the reason Usaharaki Hideshi came to him for the second time was because of marriage.

After leaving last time, he followed the counselor's advice...

From the initial temptation, to small mistakes, to deliberate derailment, to making mistakes that his wife could never forgive, but his wife...has never asked for a divorce...

Even though it's been more than a year like this...it's still the same...

On the contrary, his wife treated him better and tolerated him all the time.

Even the more she made mistakes, the more her wife smiled. She seemed to think that... this was making up for herself.

And his wife actually knew that he wanted a divorce, but she was always unwilling to let him go.

He didn't understand why his wife didn't want to free himself, why they tortured each other like this.

Under such double pain, Eiji Uranaki was going crazy.

Seeing Eiji Uraharaki's appearance as if he was only one step away from collapse, the psychological counselor actually didn't quite understand what to say in this situation.

After all, according to Hideshi Usaharaki, his wife actually knew that he wanted a divorce, but she just didn't want to divorce, and Hideshi Usaharaki was unwilling to take the initiative to ask for a divorce, and the two sides were torturing each other like this.

It's just... weird.

So in the end, the psychological counselor said.

"I remember you once said that you and your wife became like this because she made a big mistake, so do you have convincing evidence?

In other words, do you know what mistakes your wife has made, the kind of mistakes that can no longer sustain the marriage. Get divorced. "

Immediately, Hideshi Usahara left, and this was the last meeting between the counselor and him.

Xia Zao of Huashan Courtyard said while drinking the tea that the waitress brought for him.

"Until then, everything was connected, and I finally got a general idea of ​​what happened to Uraharaki's family back then."

573. Sick family

In the tea room, Huashanyuan Xia Zao sipped the tea in the cup in front of her, looked at the opposite Bei Dao Ya who looked neither happy nor sad, and said slowly.

"After listening to this, combined with the things I have investigated before, the fog in my heart was cleared away, and many doubts were suddenly cleared up, and I finally had a corresponding inference about the past of Uraharaki's family.

In fact, it can no longer be said to be an inference. After all, these are all well-organized and based on facts.

So at this point, the past of Uraharaki's family is finally placed in front of me. "

Huashanyuan Xia Zao is like a eloquent storyteller, combining all the news in an orderly manner, and finally explaining the truth of the matter.

he said again.

"The Li Yuanmu couple once had a big crisis in their marriage, which was accurately recorded in the previous materials of the Li Yuanmu family. Based on all the known information, it can be understood that everything happened from the beginning. This crisis started.

Because of that crisis, Uraharagi Yuhiko, the parent and son of the Uraharaki couple, died unexpectedly, and Uraharaki Ku, who was supposed to take care of him at home, was not at home that day, and more importantly, he was suspected of cheating.

Normally speaking, apart from the pain and trauma this incident caused to the Uriharagi couple, the marriage alone would no longer be sustainable.

Although it was only a suspected derailment, whether it was derailed or not has not been confirmed until today, but the fact that she didn't know where she went when she was supposed to take care of her son at home is enough to be a reason for their divorce.

Not to mention all, but I believe that most men will not forgive this kind of thing, especially if it is caused by cheating. Although it is only a suspicion, there must always be a relative reason to become a suspicion.

However, Hideshi Uriharaki did not choose to divorce. Perhaps, as he and the counselor said, his promise was not to voluntarily abandon Uriharagi Jiu, or maybe it was self-blame in the face of Uriharamu Jiu’s collapse. , let his heart soften, in short, he did not choose to divorce Urahara Mujiu.

According to the psychological counselor, later Hideshi Usahara felt extremely tortured by this marriage, and this was also the main reason why he went to a psychological counselor.

Hideshi Uriharaki was tortured because of his forgiveness. "

In the tea room, Xia Zao of Huashanyuan on the cloth group was talking unhurriedly.

"Actually, I can't guess the specific reason. Thinking in another way, I can understand some of his feelings from his standpoint. After all, many things cannot be changed with a single forgiveness.

The word forgiveness can be uttered just by opening the mouth, but the pain will always remain in the heart and cannot be erased.

The death of his own son, Haraki Yuhiko, is a fact, and it is also a fact that his wife was not at home that day, causing his son's death, and it is still suspected of having an affair.

In fact, maybe if it was just his son's negligence that caused the accidental death, then he could barely persuade himself to accept it, but the key point was that his wife...was suspected of cheating on that day.

These things have been shrouded in Hideshi Uriharaki's heart, making him live under such a shadow every day, every moment, but he can't show it. After all, he...has said to forgive his wife, And he still loves his wife.

Therefore, he can only bury these things deeper in his heart, but unfortunately, this does not mean that they disappear, it just waits for a deeper rebound. "

Seeing that Xia Zao's teacup in Huashanyuan was bottomed out, the waitress respectfully refilled him with tea, and he also nodded his thanks, and continued.

"According to the counselor, Wanhua Uriharagi came to see him for the first time two and a half years ago, so it happened to be about a year after Yuhiko Uriharagi died.

At this time, Hideshi Uraharagi was already in pain both physically and mentally, which also meant that this year hadn't relieved his pain by half.

He really couldn't bear this kind of torture anymore. He couldn't forget it no matter what, but he had to pretend not to care about it all the time, and whenever he saw his wife's face, he couldn't help himself to think of those things, and the scars repeated again and again. was torn apart.