This thing about me becoming a girl

In short, it was too late, his life had already been destroyed, and there was no chance to change it.

Aso Xiongdou covered his mouth desperately, trying not to cry out. Although he was only close to 40 years old, his face was already covered with mottled lines, and his hair was messy and gray.

After holding back his tears for more than ten minutes, he raised his head, his cloudy eyes were bloodshot, and his expression was a little crazy.

No!It's not too late!At least I can still choose to die vigorously!

The heart that has been dead for more than ten years seems to be suddenly thrown into dry firewood.

At least... at least get this done!

Yuuto Aso was panting heavily, he was going to die anyway, everything didn't matter, this sudden thought filled his heart.

He didn't want to die quietly and in obscurity like this.

In addition, I have been in prison for more than 20 years, and I have not lived what I want to be, at least in the last period of time!In this last period!Be the person you dreamed of being when you were a child!

He stood up abruptly, with a mad face, opened the door and left the room.

Half an hour later, he carried a petrol can and a lighter to a crowded gambling hall, ready to burn down with the place in the fire.

But before entering the door, the security guard at the entrance looked at him with a grim expression, and stopped him as if he was carrying something like making trouble.

Aso Yuuto was stopped and wanted to rush over, which also made the security more sure that he was here to make trouble, so several people pressed him to the ground, found gasoline in the barrel, and dragged him to the back alley after holding a lighter Li taught me a lesson.

The security guards here are not good people. They are basically low-class bastards with a criminal history who can't find a job, so they don't have any worries, just clean up when they encounter trouble.

A few minutes later, Aso Yuto was lying on the ground with sewage flowing, his body was covered with footprints, he was panting heavily, with blood dripping from his nose and mouth,

Two men stood in front of him, one with a tattooed arm, unscrewing the lid of a gasoline can and pouring gasoline on him.

"One more time I see you and I'll break your leg."

After speaking, he smashed the empty gasoline can on his head, spit out a mouthful of phlegm, and the two left.

Yuto Aso was lying on the ground, gasping for breath, but there was a strong smell of gasoline when he breathed out, and he coughed.

It's really not who I used to be, even when I was hit on the head with a wooden stick when I was young, I didn't respond.

He was lying on the ground, the walls on both sides of the narrow alley were towering, he looked at the brightest star in the galaxy above him, and tears flowed slowly.

It's too late, no matter how hard you try, you can't change it, even if you die vigorously, you can't do it.

His consciousness became more and more hazy, and when he closed his eyes, the brightest star in the galaxy in his mind gradually began to dim.

A cool wind blew through the alley, slightly taking away the filth and stench, allowing people to breathe.

At this time, the sound of hard soles stepping on the ground sounded, and it stopped in front of him, as if he had squatted down.

Aso Yuuto was too lazy to open his eyes, and he didn't want to think about who it was, it didn't matter.

"Are you interested in voting with me?"

It is a mechanical male voice full of three-dimensionality but hoarse and deep. The interval between words in the words seems to be resonating mechanically, and it seems to be attracted by gravity.

Yuuto Aso, whose consciousness was hazy, couldn't hear clearly, and didn't want to open his eyes.

"what..?"

"Like robbing a bank or something."

68. Drivers and electricians

"Please sit down..." Yuuto Aso subconsciously pushed open the door, but saw that his room was less than three square meters, except for the bedding and household garbage, and there was no place to sit down.

He still had dried blood stains on his face, which seemed to be an adult embarrassment, and he had forgotten how long no one had been a guest at his place, which was regarded as his home, and the specific process of how to treat guests had long been forgotten.

He didn't know what to say, but he just swept the plastic bags and cans that had been piled up beside the bedding with his feet, and pushed them in.

The North Island Crow, who was following him, closed the door, with a black noise-absorbing mask with diamond-shaped protrusions on the snout and nose of the dreadlocked skull.

She looked around the room, then said.

"It's a pity that there is no inflatable doll hanging on the balcony, otherwise I really thought I was home."

A hoarse but transparent mechanical male voice came out from Kitajima Crow's waist through the jacket. After she finished speaking, she sat down against the wall in the only empty area of ​​the room that Aso Yuuto had just cleaned with his feet. .

After Bei Daoya's words, the oppressive atmosphere in the narrow room eased a lot, and Aso Yuuto was not so nervous anymore.

He leaned against the opposite wall and sat down on the quilt, as if he was amused by Bei Daoya's words, a smile was slowly squeezed out on his haggard and thin face stained with some dried blood, and he didn't care whether the other party's words were true or not, so he continued. road.

"Go to a brothel if you need it. You can't vent your anger over an inflatable doll. Maybe it's a first-time brother who has a good idea and wants to give it to his girlfriend for the first time."

"You guessed it right, don't look down on young people with a mental cleanliness."

"I'll just listen seriously." Aso Yuto shook his head and smiled, took out a cigarette case and took out a cigarette, then asked Bei Daoya if he needed it.

Bei Dao Crow bent up with one leg and put one hand on it: "You are not in good health, quit."

Hearing this, Aso Yudou put the cigarette case back, lit the cigarette in his mouth, and took a deep breath.

"Quit." The thick smoke surged out of his mouth and nose as he spoke, and he didn't know what expression was on his face.

North Island Crow looked at his drooping cheeks surrounded by faint smoke.

"Hey, although I really don't want to interrupt you when you're reminiscing about the past, I still want to remind you, are you sure? You should know that once you come up, unless you go your separate ways with a lot of money after the end, there is only one way to quit halfway. Lu, there is no other choice, think carefully before answering me."

Aso Yuuto had already agreed in the alley before, without even thinking about it, he agreed.

Bei Dao Crow observed and searched on Komachi Street for half a month. He was the only initial candidate who fit his team's prerequisites in every way, so Bei Dao Crow wanted to make sure again.

Aso Yuuto nodded: "Ah, I've thought it through, I'm sure."

On the lifelike headgear of the North Island Crow, a hollow skull with a thin layer of black lenses sunken into it stared at him, as if examining him.

"If you don't mind, please express your determination."

Hearing this, Yuto Aso raised his head and took a sharp puff of the cigarette, as if he had swallowed it directly. He didn't breathe out for a long time, and when he spoke again, there was no white gas gushing out.

"determination?"

He lowered his head to look at Bei Dao Ya, and suddenly a slightly ferocious, fearless and ferocious smile appeared on his haggard, blood-stained face.

"Listen, maybe my indifferent tone just now misunderstood you a bit, and you thought I was joking. I am telling you seriously now that I have advanced lung cancer and I will die soon, so there is nothing that can be done for a mortal person. The thing to be afraid of, whether it's the fucking cops or the fucking prison or that gang of vengeful gangsters, I don't care about anything.

The only thing I want to do is to go crazy once before I die, and put a fireworks at the end for my 20 years of useless garbage life.

I don't need you, it's just that you just came with the purpose of satisfying my wishes. Even without you, I would use other ways to satisfy my last madness, such as arson, blowing up buildings, but you gave me a suggestion Wake up, you can still rob the bank, in short, I will do my best to plant a bomb when my life is about to end, I will not continue to be useless, if I die vigorously without regret, I will kill anyone who dares to block the way drop him.

understand?Is this reason enough? "

Aso Yuuto's expression was a little crazy, as he said, he has had enough uselessness, woke up, and looking back on the past 20 years is full of despicableness.

If he continues to do nothing until he dies silently in the garbage dump like now, he may be so angry that he will not be able to close his eyes until he dies.

Looking at his appearance, Bei Daoya slowly clapped his hands with tactical gloves: "Understood, there is no more perfect reason than this."

Aso Yuto shook the soot on the yellowed quilt: "What about you? And why did you come to me?"

Bei Dao Ya pointed to the tobacco in his hand: "You just mentioned one."

Aso Yuuto was stunned for a moment, then he realized that it was because he was about to die.

He smiled, and there is no more perfect reason than this.

"One? What about the rest?"

Bei Dao Crow looked at him: "You will know about it later."

"Okay." Aso Yuuto didn't bother to ask, as long as he could meet his own needs, as for the other party's schemes, should he worry about it even if he is not afraid of death.

"Then what should we do, don't tell me just the two of us swaggered into a certain bank to grab the money and then swaggered away."

Bei Daoya scratched the various dreadlocks hanging down his face, "Of course not, I want you to find an electrician on Komachi Street who is very good at wiring, a driver who grew up in Tokyo and is familiar with road conditions, this is me. Another reason to find you. The former may be a bit difficult, but you have been in Xiaomachi Street for more than ten years, you must know such people, and the latter is everywhere here."

Aso Yudou extinguished the cigarette and lit another one, he was very addicted to cigarettes.

"Are there any conditions?"

"For example, if you need money urgently and want to earn some extra money, or to find some fun for a boring life, dare to risk your life, be fierce, think about your current situation, and you should also understand what kind of person I am looking for."

In the small room, the two sat opposite each other against the wall, not far apart.

"Can it be done?"

Aso Yuuto grinned slowly and nodded: "Of course."

69. Thank you brother

In the afternoon, in the small Chinese restaurant called Mapo Cuisine, it was already approaching meal time, and the number of people gradually increased.

Bei Dao Ya is doing chores. Although her work is only delivery, but when she is busy but there is no order, she will help greet the guests, order dishes, clean the table and other chores.

This also made the simple couple who run the restaurant love her even more, and it is common to get an extra hour of hourly wages.

As soon as the guests at the table left, the innocent Bei Dao Ya came forward to clean up the tableware and wipe the table. Many diners glanced at her delicate side face intentionally or unintentionally.

Bei Daoya bent down and wiped the table with a clean towel, while the not too old proprietress at the bar smiled and looked at her with maternal love in her eyes.

Ah, how well behaved!

She said: "Bei Dao sauce, don't worry about it, just put it anywhere."

Hearing that Bei Dao Ya raised her head, the mottled warm sun came in through the green leaves of the maple tree at the door and shone on her slender eyelashes, and the entire eye area seemed to be covered with a layer of fine spots like a river of stars.With the palm of her hand, she slightly pushed back the black hair hanging from her ears, and there was a kind of pure beauty on her tranquil face.

"It's okay, I'm idle anyway."

The diners not far away happened to see this scene, so they turned their heads quickly, and their hearts beat faster.

Foul! Foul!Sure enough, the working people are the most beautiful!

The proprietress was stunned when she saw a layer of light spots around Bei Dao's crow's eyes, and then took out her mobile phone with lightning speed.

A new screensaver is here!

She hugged the phone and giggled for a moment, but immediately put the phone back in her bag as if nothing had happened, coughed a few times, and said.

"Sit down and rest when you are free. Don't do this with the little girl's hands. Just leave it to your uncle. By the way, what about others? Why are they missing again!"

Sure enough, she started to complain about her husband again, this is an indispensable procedure every day, thinking left and right, thinking this and that, it seems that her husband has endless minor problems.

Although the boss was so busy just now that she was sweating profusely, she couldn't hold it anymore and went to the toilet to smoke a cigarette and disappeared for a while, but she said that she couldn't see others anymore.

Even though he was talking, he couldn't help laughing again, his brows and eyes were full of sweetness.