This thing about me becoming a girl

Forget it, my mother will probably go crazy.

But despite her simple clothes, her tall and slender figure and her white and clean cheeks made her the center of sight in the street.

Sad... I didn't get the hospitality food from the hospital, so I was looking forward to it.

She wanted to eat sweets today, because she felt a little depressed, but also because she was running out of pocket money, and when she was hesitating whether to spend the last bit, she suddenly remembered that the desserts served in the hospital where she donated blood were delicious. , the key is unlimited supply.

So Sawamura Mari Aoi ran over in a hurry, but unfortunately, she misremembered the interval time of blood donation.

disappointing...

She stopped and looked at the exquisite cakes with rich and distinct layers in the window of the dessert shop on the street.

Sawamura Mari Aoi's face was cold and rigid, but her heart was throbbing.

She looked at the slogan on the window, saying that every dessert has a story~ What story do you want?

At this time, a child in front of the store took the packaging bag handed to him by the clerk, and when he was about to taste it with a smile on his face, he turned around and found Mari Sawamura staring at him with a cold face.

The child was so frightened that he almost lost the packing bag and dropped it on the ground.

Immediately, as if he had encountered some strange person, he hurriedly ran away with short legs.

Mari Aoi Sawamura thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to reluctantly buy one after considering the remaining financial strength this month.

She walked to the window and squatted down, choosing carefully.

Although in the eyes of outsiders, Mari Aoi Sawamura's status is very noble, but in fact her life is not as exaggerated as imagined.

For example, there is a fixed pocket money every month, no more, no less, and it will be gone when it is used up.

In fact, under the values ​​education of the samurai system, most of the children of the Sawamura family are not as free as their ordinary peers in childhood, because there are many rules.

In particular, Mari Aoi Sawamura is still the most up-to-date one in her generation, with more eyesight and stricter requirements.

She chose carefully, because she didn't have much money left, so she had to choose one that was both delicious and affordable.

Although her monthly pocket money is indeed above the average level, it is not too little, especially when she has to keep satisfying her appetite, it will basically disappear soon.

Soon is really fast.

For example, today is only the 3rd, and there is not much money left.

It was all because of her overeating in the previous two days.

This situation usually happens every month, but Mari Aoi Sawamura also wants to restrain herself!But whenever she saw those foods beckoning to her, she forgot about restraint.

Then the next month was a tight one.

She looked at the cakes in the window, as if looking for the sweetest one, to relieve the depression in her heart.

As for the reason for the depression, it seems that my father made a mistake...

She shook her head slightly, temporarily putting the thought out of her mind, then pointed to the chocolate mousse in the window and asked the clerk.

"Um... what, story?"

Take a day off.

After running around for a day, I went to a few companies to find out and feel the doorway. After all, there are two of them that I will interview on Monday. My feet are so tired. I just took a shower not long ago, and I don’t know Why, I felt like I was hit by a tomato soup pot. After eating, I took a train. After getting off the train, my head felt very tired and dizzy, and a little stiff.

In short, I will take a day off, and I don’t have to go out tomorrow. I will wait for the interview on Monday, so I will be able to code when I wake up in the morning!

And the name of the volume, my friends should be able to sense something (laughing)

Please take a day off, forgive me!Sass!

95. I don’t want to see weak tears

Inside the dessert shop, the clerk in staff uniform blinked and looked at the expressionless girl squatting outside the window.

Sawamura Mari Aoi's story confused her a bit, and it took a while for her to remember the slogan of the dessert shop.

no!I'm just a part-time job, so I don't know this!

And didn't the slogan say it, is it a legend!The meaning of the legend is not necessarily true!

The clerk has been working here for the past few days, and this is the first time he has met a serious customer, pointing at the dessert and asking for a story.

This is all a gimmick!It's a gimmick for merchants to attract customers!

But although the boss never told her what the story behind this chocolate mousse was, the clerk still thought of one.

Because she considers herself a staff member with good service literacy!It's not that if you sell it, you will get a commission!

In short, it is a spring story. The boss in the trough period finally completed this unique chocolate mousse under the healing of a series of feelings and friendship.

Sawamura Mari Aoi listened seriously, so she paid the money readily.

Although it didn't take long to pay the money readily, it ushered in a heartache.

The little pocket money left was reduced again, which made Mari Aoi Sawamura even worse.

But with the entrance of the mousse, feeling the particularly smooth and soft taste of the mousse, coupled with the mellow chocolate taste, Sawamura Mari Aoi reaped a lot of happiness, and the previous pain disappeared.

She was walking on the street, taking small sips and slowly tasting the happiness that she might not get in the next month.

Sawamura Mari Aoi likes to eat very much, and is curious about everything that can be called food but has never been tried.

This is one of the things she has always pursued persistently in her life.

With the slow entrance of the mousse, Mari Aoi Sawamura's inner depression was relieved.

For the past two days, she has been a little depressed, because she doesn't quite understand, it's obviously the robber's fault, why should her father take this responsibility.

However, the grandfather did not punish the father, which is a good thing in the eyes of Mariko Sawamura.

Anyway, father is fine.

However, the rumors from the two days' clan made her feel that the consequences of this lack of substantive punishment seemed quite serious.

Because the family has been discussing her father's matter, the more friendly thing is that Shang Shanmu is over this time, and if he didn't seize the opportunity, it is probably impossible to be granted his real surname again, but it's good that he is fine.

And the more malicious thing is, a person with a foreign surname who has not been granted his real surname still wants to climb up?This is a fool's dream, now it has been beaten back to its original shape.

There are also many peers in the clan who have expressed condolences after seeing Sawamura Mari Aoi, telling her not to be affected by her father's affairs.

This made Sawamura Mari Aoi a little confused, isn't his father okay?What is there to be affected.

Regarding the question of surnames, Sawamura divides them into "original surnames" and "foreign surnames".

"Original surname" refers to Sawamura, while "foreign surname" refers to the surnames in the clan other than Sawamura.

Sawamura is a very exclusive family, and most of the members with "original surnames" do not recognize "foreign surnames".

Because "foreign surnames" are basically not members who grew up in Sawamura. Except for "original surnames" who made a big mistake and were deprived of their surnames, or were expelled from the clan, they generally made some contributions, or had outstanding talents in a certain aspect. of foreigners.

However, members of the "original surname" who received the spiritual education of Bushido Ye Yin from a young age could not recognize the "foreign surname".

One is that they feel that they are not loyal enough, and outsiders mean that they do not have the consciousness to "serve the public" with death, and may leave again at any time.

The second is that they feel that they do not have their own honor.

In addition, there are many reasons, all in all, the different values ​​​​of the two parties cannot be integrated together.

Therefore, "foreign surnames" have always belonged to peripheral personnel in Sawamura, and the only way to enter the inner circle is to be granted "original surnames".

It is because of this that the members of "Ben Xing" have a particularly strong sense of honor for their surname.

Mari Aoi Sawamura also knows that her father's goal has always been to be awarded the "original surname", and this time when his father took office as the governor, people in the clan are saying that this is an opportunity given by his grandfather, and if he does well, he will be awarded the "original surname". .”

But it seems that his father has failed, but Mari Aoi Sawamura also thinks it's okay, as long as people are fine.

And his father is so good, there must be a chance.

But my father locked himself at home for two days... Others are also saying that my father said there is no chance.

Although Mari Aoi Sawamura doesn't know what exactly happened, and the people in the clan are saying that his father has no chance, but it should be true.

So she was very worried. After all, this was the goal her father had pursued for more than ten years, but now it failed.

After going to her father's house but being treated behind closed doors, Mariko Sawamura was even more worried, because her father was a very gentle and cheerful person, and he would not be depressed no matter what happened to him.

And this attitude of locking himself at home and not seeing anyone can only prove that his current situation is very bad.

So she thought of her mother, because the only one who can solve this situation at the moment is the grandfather.

Mother's persuasion may make grandfather give father another chance.

The reason why she didn't go by herself was because her grandfather was very strict with her on weekdays.

And although the mother and grandfather had a big conflict before, it has melted over the years. After all, the grandfather loves the mother the most, and now the relationship has returned to the way it used to be.

So if my mother tried to persuade her, my grandfather would definitely soften his heart.

But the mother refused... Let yourself not mind these things...

Thinking of this, the mousse in Mari Aoi Sawamura's hands seemed to be no longer sweet, she couldn't help but took a big bite, and then felt the sense of happiness in her mouth again.

Mari Aoi Sawamura knew about the discord between father and mother, but she didn't expect that at this time... mother would not help father..

Sawamura Mari Aoi's father and mother have been separated, and it is said that they separated on the second day after marriage.

Sawamura Mari Aoi has been like this since she can remember, living with her mother all the time, but her father taught her more.

When she was a child, she thought this was normal, but after she started to meet her peers, she realized that it was not normal.

Ask your parents, they don't answer the question in essence, they just change the subject.

Over time, I got used to it.

Anyway, it's just a feeling of discord, and I can't think of any other reasons besides Mari Aoi Sawamura.

But I still didn't expect it to be so bad... Now that my father is so depressed, my mother doesn't help him.

To be honest, Sawamura Mari Aoi is still a little disappointed with her mother.

Moreover, some malicious words from the clan made her even more worried about her father's current situation.

"If you can't even protect your own honor, let's go for seppuku, Uesugi, with dignity."

Mari Aoi Sawamura has blocked several people who made such remarks.

In fact, she couldn't understand why the clansman could say "death" so lightly.