This thing about me becoming a girl

After each comparison, it is found that some places may be the same, but it is absolutely impossible to surpass.

Sawamura-san is still really perfect, it's just that his face is paralyzed and he doesn't speak, but in fact, this is also considered cute!And it's also a super good-looking facial paralyzed, even more points! "

Pleasure appeared on her face again, which was hard to describe. She frowned as if thinking of something uncomfortable, but she kept laughing silly.

"Anyway, Sawamura-san is really perfect! Like an angel!"

Bei Dao Ya heard the words and looked at the closed nursing room door, thinking to himself.

Yeah, unreal perfection.

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At 10 o'clock in the evening, Bei Daoya replied to Bei Daojiu several messages in a row on the tram. At around [-] o'clock, Bei Daojiu would basically send a message about going home every [-] minutes.

Not too much, not too little, exactly 10 minutes, as if I have been watching the time, I want to post but I am afraid of disturbing someone, so I can only look at the time eagerly.

It is estimated that 10 minutes is the message interval set by Bei Daojiu.

"I'll be home soon, I'm in the car." Bei Daoya replied.

In less than ten seconds, the message came back.

"Mom is waiting for you! Go home and eat!"

"Ah."

Kitajima put the mobile phone back into the single gray cloth bag, and Mari Aoi Sawamura sat on the seat beside her.

It was past seven o'clock at this time, and the two had already changed their clothes and came out of the pension agency, got on the tram, and prepared to go home.

The two were in the same car for one part of the drive for the same reason.

Bei Daoya looked down at the English entry as always while on the tram.

At this time, a clean hand stretched out to the top of the entry, and Mari Aoi Sawamura spread it out, and there was a piece of note paper lying inside.

"Are you tired?"

Bei Dao Ya didn't look up either, but just shook his head.

Seeing this, he took it back, and handed it back after a while.

"That's good, I'll call you next time."

......

Immediately, he moved his hand away, as if he was worried about disturbing Bei Dao to memorize the entry.

Bei Dao Ya raised her head and looked at her, but the girl didn't seem to know how thick-skinned what she just said just now, she turned her head and looked at Bei Dao Ya in a daze.

After a while, Bei Dao Ya looked back and continued to look at the entry.

"Isn't there an easier way?"

She looked at the entry without looking up, just said this.

Hearing that Sawamura Mari Aoi tilted her head in confusion, she scribbled something on the note paper, and handed it to Kitajima Ya.

"What an easier way."

Bei Daoya said again: "You are from the Sawamura family, right?"

"Ah."

Sawamura Mari Aoi did not hesitate, and admitted it openly, with a natural demeanor, and still cast a puzzled look at Kitajima Crow.

Maybe she was the only one who didn't pay much attention to this identity.

"Didn't you ask your family for help?"

Sawamura Mari Aoi didn't write on the note paper at the first time, as if she didn't understand it, but she realized it after a while.

"Is it money? I'm not yet an adult, and I can only be financially free after I become an adult."

Bei Daoya didn't reply, it wasn't actually money, sometimes a word was enough, and it didn't need to be said to the family.

It seems that Sawamura Mari Aoi has not realized the convenience that this identity can bring her.

The tram was driving in Tokyo at night, and a neon light flashed through the window from time to time. Bei Daoya turned the page of entries with a peaceful face.

"Why do you do this? It's an activity in your club."

A moment later, the note appeared in front of my eyes.

"Isn't it natural?"

Seemingly feeling that the expression was not clear enough, Mari Aoi Sawamura took the note back and added on a new note.

"The right thing should be adhered to!"

She rarely added an exclamation point after the font, obviously agreeing with this sentence.

Bei Dao Ya lowered his eyes, his hair on both sides fell from his ears, and he returned after a long time.

"maybe."

After she finished speaking, she closed the entry, and looked up at Sawamura Mari Aoi's cold and emotionless delicate face, which was even somewhat numb.

She seemed to understand why she felt that this person was exuding abnormalities all over his body.

The reason that urges human beings to do something that they could not have done at all must be the gain or satisfaction in some aspects, or the trouble caused by the reason that they have to do it.

This harvest does not necessarily have to be in any substantive aspect, it may also be spiritual, spiritual, or other aspects. This harvest includes a lot, in short, it is a general content.

Just like many things in life, there must be a reason behind doing it, which comes from the reason you need to do it.

Of course, this is not absolute, there are always things that don't need a reason.

But there must be a reason for doing something that could have been avoided for a long time.

Just like Sawamura Mari Aoi’s volunteer activities, doing these things is either for the satisfaction of justice, or for spiritual sublimation, or because of civic responsibility and strong love, even if it is moral constraints, they are all reasons.

Once or twice can be said to be a whim, but if it is carried out for a long time, there must be a reason to persist.

Sawamura Mari Aoi is abnormal, and it is in this place.

Eyes are not deceiving. Sawamura Mari Aoi’s eyes in Yosuke before had no purpose and nothingness. Even when eating snacks, the eyes would change slightly, but in Yosuke there was no fluctuation, even a little numb. It's just doing something without emotion.

Perhaps her words can explain that she is doing the right thing, because the right thing should be adhered to.

This kind of thing is very abnormal, because if it is really what you think is the right thing, then when you do it, you will definitely get the satisfaction from the right heart, not the kind of emotionless numbness.

But it can't be determined just like this, there may be other reasons, after all, the North Island crow can't understand, it's just a guess.

But if you're right...

A certain guess emerged in Kitajima Crow's heart. To confirm, she looked at Sawamura Mari Aoi.

"What's the right thing to do."

Hearing this, Mari Aoi Sawamura immediately took the pen to write, but when the tip of the pen fell on the note paper, she suddenly hesitated.

She was stunned, thinking, what she wanted to say probably seemed to be in her heart, but she couldn't express it no matter what.

For some reason, she rubbed her hair anxiously, but her face was still cold.

Seeing this, Bei Daoya reminded: "Is it right to go to the pension agency to do volunteer work?"

Hearing this, Mari Aoi Sawamura nodded.

"Is it correct to help the old lady cross the road?"

Sawamura Mari Aoi nodded.

Bei Daoya said a lot of moral kidnapping and even excessive words, and finally said: "These are all correct, right?"

Sawamura Mari Aoi still nodded.

Bei Daoya looked at the emptiness that appeared in her eyes again, and understood a little.

In fact, there is no answer to Bei Daoya's question, because what she asked is correct, not justice. Justice is very general, but the right thing basically has a way in everyone's mind.

In fact, the people who are asked this question basically feel in their hearts, I think the right thing is the right thing.

But Mari Aoi Sawamura hesitated, she couldn't say anything, she couldn't even say one thing, she had to rely on Kitajima Ya to remind and talk, and she would nod.

It feels like her self-judgment depends on her ability, and a greater proportion depends on onlookers.

She does these things for the reason of doing the right thing, just like Bei Daojiu, who has come to this day by relying on the reason of raising Bei Dao crows.

But unlike Kitajima, Kitajima is a self-generated will, and Sawamura Mariko is likely to be influenced by the sidelines.

There are two reasons for the formation of such a character that are best understood.

The first one is that a certain matter has serious consequences due to the reason you decide, and you have received serious bruises, so you doubt your own judgment. If you fail to come out for a long time, you will not dare to make a decision and lose your judgment.

And the second is that when the values ​​​​were not formed when I was a child, I was induced by some kind of induction. It does not necessarily come from people, but it may also be a movie, something, or a sentence, which leads to values ​​going astray. If it is not corrected, it will form the current lack of self character.

If so, that would also explain her anomaly.

Actions that fail to be irrigated by self-will are naturally numb.

In her consciousness, some kind of bystander factor may account for a large proportion.

Maybe even she doesn't know this.

And if it's the second reason, then she must have someone who absolutely believes in teaching her the right thing, and she is likely to be doing what this person thinks is the right thing.

Because even she herself can't say the right thing, but she can do the right thing.

Perhaps by now, this kind of correctness has long since become her own correctness and has become real.

become its own will.

Bei Dao Ya looked at her who was cold and tall beside her.

But some are easy to destroy.

very sad.

111. You will remember this name deeply

As the tram was driving, Kitajima Crow looked at the darkened Tokyo night view outside the window, while Sawamura Mari Aoi propped her hands on the seat and looked up at the top boredly.

Looking at the night scene of neon lights flying by outside the window, Bei Daoya's dark eyes were cold.