Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

Now that she has regained her senses, she is full of guilt and self-blame for the fact that she almost killed Shen Yi, but this does not mean that others can criticize her harshly.

After knocking off Shen Yan's clenched hand, she forced herself to stand up and sat down at the side of the corridor.

He just closed his eyes and didn't care about what the other girls said, because he didn't want others to see his tears.

No matter how you say it, I really did something wrong, I hurt the most important person, and I clearly said to let him rely on me more.

Wu Kexin remained silent all the time, and Jin Xiaotao didn't care about anything except the light sign at the door of the emergency room.

Everyone knows what the matter is like, so what's the point of talking nonsense?

It's just that everyone's interests are different, and this situation of each having their own ghosts has temporarily stabilized the current situation.

Some people were thinking about how to use this incident to get rid of some bedbugs from Shen Yi's side, how could they be worthy of Shen Yi's suffering if they didn't make good use of it.

And some people imagined how to get closer to Shen Yi.

Up to now, the only one who really cares about Shen Yi's safety is the most violent Shen Yan.

The girl seemed to be on fire, kicked over the trash can next to her, and stretched out her hand to meditate on Zou Guqing, who was sitting on the chair, but was stopped by the nurse at the side.

"Be quiet!"

Wu Kexin finally spoke, her voice was resounding, her eyes were already filled with tears, but in front of these wolves, she must remain strong and calm.

Otherwise, she would be the first to be kicked out.

She was very worried about Shen Yi, and the moment she heard the news, she collapsed on the ground and climbed into a taxi with all her strength to get here.

It shouldn't be like this, but she still couldn't deny the joy in her heart.

She might have been waiting for an opportunity, an opportunity to prove herself in front of Shen Yi.

She was a hunter, waiting for her prey to take the bait, but some stupid carnivores pounced directly on her prey. The hunter didn't move, just watched quietly, clutching the gun in her hand tightly.

But now, when the opportunity came, she could shoot and kill those villains, and the prey would be grateful to herself after being rescued, and she could return with a full harvest.

"Everyone is worried, stop arguing now, and stop causing trouble for Yi."

As Wu Kexin said so, she turned her head and glanced at the three girls, everyone was so annoying, if she wasn't afraid of Shen Yi's sadness, she really wanted to do some cruel things.

But now, Shen Yi should have seen clearly that he is the only one who treats him well, and everyone else is plotting evil and cannot be trusted.

Shen Yan was bluffing, furious, but there was no good way to do it, she sat on the chair beside her angrily, and simply closed her eyes.

Jin Xiaotao didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, but she had already made a decision, she could no longer stay with Zou Guqing, and she had to stay away from her.

After an unknown amount of time, the doctor came out of the emergency department and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

It was already early morning in the hospital, and the entire corridor was quiet, but none of the girls closed their eyes, and they surrounded the doctor the moment he came out.

"The patient is out of danger, but he needs to recuperate for a while, please don't disturb him."

The doctor's eyes were tired, and he motioned for the girls to be quiet. Behind him, several nurses pushed a bed and walked towards the reserved ward.

The person on the hospital bed closed his eyes, as if he had fallen asleep, but now with the help of the light, everyone can see Shen Yi's miserable state.

As if being eaten by a ghoul, the boy's face was covered with bruises, and his lips were completely torn apart. It would take no one knows how long it would take to heal.

Like a smashed statue, the incomplete feeling makes people admire, but it also increases the anger towards the vandals.

Zou Guqing was startled when she saw Shen Yi like this, and covered her mouth with her hands, she couldn't believe that this was something she did.

"Now you're pretending to be innocent again?"

Shen Yan glanced at Zou Guqing disdainfully, not wanting to hear what she had to say, and followed the bed to the ward.

Wu Kexin and Jin Xiaotao's eyes were also extremely angry. Zou Guqing could see their patience. In their hearts, she must have committed an unforgivable crime.

The sound of pulleys sounded, and Shen Yi was pushed towards the ward, followed by the girl closely behind, not leaving a single step.

But Zou Guqing lost the courage to keep up, the instigator of this incident was herself, can she keep up?

She was a little lost, and slowly sat on the chair behind her, but it was more like falling on it.

What exactly did I do, didn't I love Shen Yi?

After calming down, the previous madness made her feel scary and strange. Did she really do that kind of thing by herself?

After the fear was over, the girl fell into panic. She looked at her hands, which were the ones that strangled Shen Yi's neck before.

How would Shen Yi think of him, he would definitely hate himself.

Will you say "die" to yourself?

I just want to get more love, why everything has been messed up like this.

"sorry Sorry..."

The light at the door of the operating room finally went dark, and the darkness swallowed up both restlessness and desire, but regret was more suitable for the atmosphere of the night.

The girl sobbed softly, hiding her face in her thighs, to prevent others from seeing her fear.

Shen Yi said that as long as they did this, it would be impossible for the two of them to go back to the past.

In the past, she couldn't accept it, she was fed up with Shen Yi's no more and no less love, and was dazzled by desire.

And where will the future, the future that I have created by myself, go?

She doesn't know, and no one will.

Chapter 125

It was already noon of the next day when Shen Yi woke up, the doctor had already said that there was nothing serious, but the girls were obviously still worried, and guarded Shen Yi all night without closing their eyes.

Jin Xiaotao, Wu Kexin and Shen Yan reached a tacit understanding.

Everyone moved a stool and sat in front of Shen Yi's hospital bed, quietly waiting for him to wake up.

No one made excessive moves, no one even dared to approach Shen Yi easily.

The intrigue is to get more love, but if everyone leaves, how can love exist?

No matter who it is now, even Shen Yan, who was the most angry and troublesome before, no longer has such thoughts.

Zou Guqing didn't enter the room. Panting in the dark, she sat on the long bench in the corridor outside with her eyes wide open all night.

Suffering, endless suffering and regret in the dark night.

It's hard to get over the water, and no one knows how to go in the future.

"Well, water..."

It was almost noon, Shen Yi finally opened his eyes in a daze.

The girls who had been watching him stood up immediately from their chairs, and when Shen Yi's eyelashes trembled, they rushed in front of Shen Yi.

Shen Yan held Shen Yi's hand, her big eyes blinked, and there were crystal tears in them.

Jin Xiaotao brought a glass of water from the side, and Wu Kexin supported Shen Yi to straighten his upper body.

This kind of treatment makes Shen Yi feel flattered, of course, the premise is that if he is in the mood to make a joke.

The neck is still burning hot, and the simple thing of speaking seems to be a difficult problem at this time.

"do not Cry."

Shen Yi cleared his throat, but there seemed to be something stuck in his Adam's apple, his voice was hoarse, as if the branches of a dead tree were passing through a dry blackboard.

Shen Yan was stunned, forgot to cry for a moment, she covered her small mouth, and looked at Shen Yi in disbelief.

The rest of the people also frowned, Jin Xiaotao's hand holding the water trembled a little, the water spilled out of the quilt and wet the snow-white quilt.

"My voice? Weird?"

Shen Yi also noticed the problem, his voice didn't seem to be his own, and he tried his best just to speak.

As for his voice, it was a bit too different from before.

When something is done, there will be a result, there will be a price, and there is no one who will not be hurt.

"Brother, it's okay, I think your voice sounds nice now."

Shen Yan tightly grasped Shen Yi's big hand, but from the trembling of the girl's hand, she could feel her struggle.

Forced to pull out a smile, Shen Yi rubbed Shen Yan's little head, and the other two reacted similarly, they both forced their smiles.

Shen Yi scanned the ward, trying to find a figure, but failed.

Outside the door, Zou Guqing quietly listened to the communication in the room, she was very happy when Shen Yi woke up, but she didn't have the courage to stand in front of Shen Yi again.

"Are you a family member of the patient?"

The girl sat powerlessly on the bench, her beautiful face was withered like a flower at this moment, her shoulders were raised high, but her whole body collapsed.

A voice sounded beside her ears, Zou Guqing raised her head in a daze, and in front of her was a doctor in a white coat.

When Shen Yi woke up, he would naturally rush to the patient immediately, but he couldn't say some things in front of the patient.

"I... sort of..."

Zou Guqing lowered her eyes, not daring to see a doctor, and the conversation in the room behind her made her unable to intervene. At this moment, she seemed to be abandoned by the world.

"The patient's mood may be unstable, you need to take care of him more."

"Also, one more thing he should be aware of is that his vocal cords have been compressed and irreversibly damaged."

"Let him accept as soon as possible..."

Accept early on, accept what, accept your own imperfections?

Although Zou Guqing didn't care about Shen Yi's flaws, but it was caused by herself, and she left Shen Yi with regrets for the rest of her life.

How can I tell him about this kind of thing?

Listening to the doctor's words, Zou Guqing felt as if a needle was being pricked in her heart.

The heart was punctured mercilessly, leaving a bloody hole in the end, rotting inside and completely empty.

"If you are a family member, let him come out as soon as possible, and you must notify the police about this matter. You should have already done so."

The doctor sighed regretfully, and then walked into the room with Shen Yi's medical records, leaving Zou Guqing alone outside with cold hands and feet.

Tell the police?I am the murderer, if the police find out, I may never see Shen Yi again.

No, this matter cannot be known by more people, it must stop here.