Surrounded by sickness, I just want to live in daily life

She peeked in through the door for a few times, the situation in the room made her feel at a loss, Shen Yi smiled and answered some questions from the doctor, while the doctor had a sad face.

"Do you remember who killed you?"

"I...I probably don't remember."

......

Shen Yi naturally stayed in the hospital, during which Ren Xueqing also came to the hospital once, Zhang Huaijun also wanted to come after learning about it, but he couldn't get away from the police station, so he could only send Ren Xueqing to visit.

Seeing Shen Yi like this, Ren Xueqing's first reaction was to get angry, and she vowed to bring the criminal to justice.

However, Shen Yi had already decided to hide this matter, and the subsequent records did not reveal any clues.

Wu Kexin and the others wanted to say a few words, but just like Shen Yi protecting Shen Yan before, it was impossible for him to let this matter spread further.

Every girl is very good, or originally very good, it is their own fault, and their own faults have caused them to become what they are now.

The last sentence Zou Guqing said before was also "try to save me", Shen Yi understood the meaning.

Zou Guqing has changed, or this is her original appearance. He thinks it is logical to trust her time and time again, but in the end he proves himself completely wrong.

If I could realize it earlier, things wouldn't be where they are now.

Trying to save Zou Guqing, this kind of thing naturally does not need to be emphasized, the worst situation is that the girl does not appear in front of him now.

"Shen Yi, Zou Guqing... what do you think."

The girls went back to school, leaving one person to look after Shen Yi at a time, and now Jin Xiaotao was sitting beside Shen Yi's hospital bed peeling apples.

Shen Yi smiled awkwardly, pointed to his neck, and signaled her not to be busy anymore.

"What do you think, I think she is a good girl, but I feel sorry for her."

Looking at the scenery outside the window, a sparrow was chirping on the branch, it seemed to have noticed the gaze of the young man on the hospital bed, turned its head towards Shen Yi, and then flew to the sky.

The sky, flying, what a feeling of freedom.

I originally thought that I was a bird, and I could decide everything by myself and roam the world, but now it seems that my wings have been tied with too many trivial things, and I can't fly even if I want to fly.

Not to mention the fiery eyes around them, they would rather break their wings than let themselves be free.

But, let's keep going.

I didn't die, I survived, I was dragged back, and I already figured out some things.

Everyday, forget it, just let it go.

Try to save her?Only by saving every lost person can we save ourselves.

Chapter 126

Can you accept yourself and what kind of person is the other half who gets along with you day and night, even exchanging snorts while sleeping?

He may not be outstanding, but he must be a well-behaved person.

Can you sleep with a murderer in your arms?Is this kind of life really safe?

Xu Nuo has never seriously thought about this issue. In her opinion, her life is quite lucky, meeting the right person at the right age.

Although he didn't have any higher-level hopes for his other half at the beginning, Yu Zheng is such a person. He will never be content with the status quo. Everyone can see his efforts and progress.

Whether Xu Nuo wants to believe Yu Zheng or not, she thinks she believes it, at least half a month ago, she believed it.

【Can you really feel at ease sleeping next to him? 】

Ding dong, an unfamiliar message popped up on the phone screen again.

Xu Nuo was chopping vegetables at this time, his hands froze, and the sharp edge of the knife fell on the chopping board, almost hurting his fingers.

She took the phone weakly, and looked at the news on it with complicated emotions in her heart.

Peace of mind, it should be a very relaxing thing, why, I haven't felt it for a long time.

"Promise, what's wrong?"

A man's voice came from the sofa, a horse race was shown on TV, and the voice of the commentary was very passionate, every overtaking, every horse crowing was the sound of money.

Xu Nuo can't understand horse racing, and sometimes he prefers to watch romantic movies, but every time, he will gently take the remote control from Xu Nuo's hand, and finally switch to the channel he wants to watch.

"it's okay no problem..."

Xu Nuo exclaimed again and again, hid the phone in his pocket, and at the same time looked back at the man's back with some worry.

Fortunately, the horse race on TV seemed to be at a critical point, and he watched it intently, not paying too much attention to his own affairs.

Xu Nuo looked at the messy cut vegetables in front of him, pushed all the broken leaves into the trash can with some irritability, and took out new ingredients from the refrigerator to start over.

Start over, yes, just start over.

Although the rest of the situation feels a little strange to him now, it is acceptable, after all, he is under a lot of pressure and has to be busy with work.

I can't make trouble for him, and I should trust him more.

Xu Nuo took a few deep breaths, the sound of the TV over there was very loud, it seemed that the game had entered the sprint stage, and the commentator had already jumped out of the chair.

Noisy, noisy, these are things I don't understand, just like I don't understand the rest of the situation now.

He returned to the chopping board in the kitchen with the ingredients, and took the knife back in his hand, but it was difficult to press it down when cutting vegetables.

"Promise, we don't have to do it when we go out to dinner at night."

The horse race came to an end, and there was no change. Yu Zhuang seemed to be very happy because of the result of the race, and walked towards the kitchen.

"What are you going out to eat? Didn't you ask me to give you the following?"

Yu Zheng stepped into the kitchen, his eyes fell on the messy cut ingredients in the trash can, his pupils shrank slightly.

Calmly, as if he didn't see it, Yu Zhuang slowly approached Xu Nuo from behind, wrapping his hands around her waist.

"You have to mend it. If you are still so thin, I will feel bad."

The tip of her nose rubbed against the woman's neck, and then buried between her collarbone and took a few deep breaths. The woman's body seemed a little stiff, responding unnaturally to the man's movements.

"But I don't want to go out, I want to cook by myself."

Xu Nuo bit his lip, pressed his right hand on Yu Xing's big hand, and slowly said his request.

Yu Zhuang's business is booming, and he also mentioned to Xu Nuo that he would ask an aunt to take care of Xu Nuo at home, but Xu Nuo rejected all these proposals.

Yu was very depressed when he had nothing before, every time he came to Xu Nuo, Xu Nuo would cook him a bowl of shredded pork noodles.

He said before that this is incomparable to anything, but now, he seems to like the food outside even more.

Xu promises to insist on cooking at home, and will also make a lunch box for Yu Xing with her own hands. In her opinion, this can remind her of the past and make this place feel like home.

"Stop making trouble, make up for it, not for yourself but for your children."

Yu Zang's nasal voice was very soft, rubbing against the woman's neck, and after a while, he made an inch of it all the way up to the woman's lips.

Xu Nuo's hand trembled slightly, and touched his lower abdomen, which was already slightly swollen, and a new life was being conceived.

This kind of waiting process should be happy, the crystallization of my love has finally achieved results, and it is too late to be happy.

However, Xu Nuo couldn't be purely happy. On the contrary, she pinched the corner of her clothes slightly with her hands, feeling very complicated.

"5 minutes, go change your clothes."

Yu Zhuang kissed Xu Nuo's mouth, and then walked away to the second floor to change clothes. He didn't urge him, but he had already given an irresistible conclusion.

5 minutes, 5 minutes, Xu Nuo took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down.

From the moment she entered this home, her ears were filled with announcements for a few minutes.

Yu Zheng is a math teacher, and he should have a stronger concept of time. At the very beginning, this was a sign of punctuality.

And now, those hours are being used to discipline yourself, and the flavor of things has changed.

"Why, it's so strange..."

Xu Nuo leaned against the kitchen table and couldn't exert any strength, and finally slumped to the ground weakly. Her hands trembled, and she took out the phone from her pocket.

The previous message hadn't been deleted, and it was still unread. It just lay there quietly, as if convinced that he would definitely respond.

She already knew who sent the message. It was the crazy woman from Qingjiang Shanshui.

For the past half month, she has been pestering herself like this, every time she sends something like this, saying that she wants to let herself see the reality clearly.

Are you afraid, yes, you will be afraid.

Recently, Yu Xiang spent more time with his lawyer than with himself. That day he was taken to the police station, and he cried helplessly at home for several hours.

If Yu Zhuang really did something wrong, what should he do, what would he choose.

[Don't send me any more messages! 】

Xu Nuo gritted her teeth, edited a text message and prepared to send it, and then she would add the call to the blacklist.

I should stand on Yu Zhuang's side and not be deceived by outsiders.

However, she had already written it like this, but when sending it, her fingers were still unable to press it down.

I can choose, but now I am not just a person, can some things really be done so casually?

Child, he has a child, can the child accept this choice, can he accept that his father is guilty and the money is unknown?

I have no way to make decisions for my children, and I am already very disturbed.

[I'll go find you. 】

The person next to the pillow becomes a stranger, and everything seems to have changed.

Chapter 127 One wrong step

People, should they have a chance of redemption, or more simply, a chance to start over.

Kind people are naturally worthy of doing it again in everyone's perception, but what about the wicked?The difference between a wicked man and a good man is his deeds.

Is this behavior enough to send a person to hell?

In Zhao Shuang's view, this question has become a major proposition in his current life, whether he will be forgiven for what he has done, and whether he can return to his previous life.

At that time, he started to target Shen Yi because of his madness, and now he has lost everything.

"Boss, you seem to have something on your mind."