Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

"But in my heart--"

The more his hands gripped, the more my phalanxes were rattling slightly, as if the drowning man caught the last straw, and the desperate man desperately sought for life, those dark eyes. Watching me tightly, as if to catch me like this.

After struggling for a long time, he said, "Yan Qingying, I like you."

"..."

I was shocked and stayed there.

what did he say?

To the expression of my dismay, he looked very quiet, even indifferent, and just looked at me so calmly, but that sentence seemed like a hurricane, which should have kept between me and him at once Balance and peace are all a mess.

"Yan Qingliang, I like you."

This sentence fell into my ears clearly.

I didn't expect that he would say this to me. I and him, born in such a family, have such identities, have long been accustomed to detours, even instinctively speak only two points, but never like him now, Name the name and surname, and make no secret of it.

He ... likes me?

I just felt that there was a heavy stone on my chest, and it slowly pressed on my heart.

He still held my hand tightly, and the cold sweat of his palm was on the skin. It felt a little silky and somewhat uncomfortable. I subconsciously wanted to pull it out, but I couldn't get rid of it any more, just felt him The harder and harder it seemed, the looser it would be to lose everything.

I finally couldn't help saying "Your Majesty ..."

When I heard such a title, somehow, a flash of anger flashed in his eyes, and even revealed the fierceness of a trapped beast that had been pushed into desperation. Hold tightly: "How about you?"

"..."

"Everything I want to say, I told you today. What about you ?!"

My hand was almost shattering in his palm, and he gritted his teeth and looked at him: "Your Majesty, are you telling me?"

"..."

"Not let me choose."

This sentence seemed to irritate him more, and I could see the sudden rage in his eyes, as if to eat me in front of him. But he didn't do anything to me, he just grabbed my wrist and pulled it in front of him, hissing: "Yan Qingying, are you really heartless ?!"

I bit my lower lip, before even having time to speak, he has said fiercely: "No one wants to invade you, why should you arm yourself layer by layer, you never know, if others want to approach you How much effort it will take! "

I laughed angrily: "Your Majesty, is this going to be the general ledger with the daughter?"

"Can't I count with you?"

The more he said, the tighter I caught me, the sharp pain in my wrist almost made me lose my mind. I opened my mouth and exposed white teeth, and smiled at him: "No one wants to violate me, but what I once suffered Injuries are real! "

He froze, as if suddenly waking up from a dream, letting go.

The iron-like tongs on the hand were loosened, but a few traces of purple-red had been left, and the pain deep into the bone marrow was still spreading. I wondered what kind of bruises would be left.

He seemed a little helpless: "Lightness."

I was holding my wrist as if it was about to be broken. Seeing that he was about to reach out to me again, he stood up and hurried back, but he was not reconciled. He stood up and approached me. Such a step back, an approach, only a few steps, my hind heel hit the threshold, the whole person fell backwards.

"Lightness!"

He was startled, and hurriedly reached out to hold me, but I stepped forward and backed out.

The two were facing each other like this. He seemed to be blocked by an invisible door, and the outstretched hand was stiffened in the air. He almost touched me, but was slightly shaken by my body, hiding opened.

He grabbed a hand, and caught only one empty.

The hand was slowly clenched in the air, and I could hear his phalanxes rattling, and I could almost feel his complicated mind at this moment. He looked at me, his dark eyes were full of entanglements: " What are you going to do? "

Holding my wrist, I squeezed the wound that was about to rupture, and said calmly, "Your Majesty, Your Majesty is going to tell me today, but I am not going to let me choose, is it?"

His breathing sank.

But did not speak.

I smiled slightly.

Although he told me clearly today, confessed to me, and even cold to Nangong Lizhu, but these were not my concern, he still just told me his decision, but did not give me the right to choose.

It doesn't matter if he likes it or hates it; whether it's love or hate, I can only bear his feelings, and can't choose or even refuse.

He took a deep breath. "Good."

"..."

"I really don't intend to let you choose."

"..."

"Because I want you!"

A violent sorrow came to my heart, and I suddenly reddened my eyes, staring blankly at him, and after a short while, laughed lightly.

He frowned: "Lightness!"

In speaking, he had already taken a big step forward, but I took a few steps back. He didn't press, but he didn't take the next step. The two seemed to chase and escape from the hunter and the prey. Here, the kite was in a hurry, and as soon as I stepped on the bluestone slab, I felt the coldness of the bones rising from the soles of my feet and spreading all over my body.

My heart was completely cool.

I thought I could have a way back, as long as he didn't say, as long as this layer of window paper didn't break through, and even-as long as I kept the balance of this dangerous egg, then one day I could find a chance to leave, and I would definitely I also had the opportunity to choose, but I didn't expect that the heart Sutra of that night made Nangong Lizhu live, but let him die of Nangong Lizhu; I didn't even expect that he would face this moment and he would do everything They told me, but refused to give me the opportunity to choose.

He was still him. No matter what he experienced, he put on a gentle mask, but in his bones, he was still the overbearing, ruthless man, from beginning to end.

I stared blankly at him: "What do you want me to say?"

He gritted his teeth: "I want you to accept!"

I shook my head, then shook my head again: "No!"

"Yan-Qing-Ying!" His eyes suddenly turned red. "After all, you still want to leave!"

"..."

"Leave me, who do you want to find?"

"..."

"Pei Yuanxiu? Or Liu Qinghan?" He said these two names, his teeth biting loudly, as if he could not wait to frustrate the two men, even the expression on his face became stunned: "You think Can you still come back to them? Pei Yuanxiu, he has married that Han Ruoshi, Ming media is marrying heaven and earth as evidence, if you go back, what is it? What a wonderful word? As for Liu Qinghan, Liu Qinghan-- "

When he said the name, it was a bit more difficult to breathe, as if the body was almost unable to bear the heavyness brought by the name. After a long time, his voice made a little hoarse: "You think, why? Marry him and Yuan Zhen! "

This sentence, like a sharp knife, pierced my chest fiercely.

I took a step, but this time I finally couldn't hold it, and Wolverine fell to the ground.

Tears finally came out of my eyes.

When I fell down on the ground, he was startled, and hurried forward to try to help me, but didn't have time. At this time, he squatted down and protected my arms with his hands, but felt my whole body. They were trembling, like a child who had just woke up from a nightmare.

My nightmare has never been awake.

I certainly know why he gave Qinghan a wedding.

In Jixiang Village, the cold room; the face without a smile; the deep, cool eyes; and the distance between him and me--

Just one step away.

He will always be only one step behind me. He could be old-fashioned in Jixiang Village and was found by the man in front of him. He could elope in the Juma River Valley but encountered the Jiangnan Civil Revolution; even on the island, In my heart, I had the hope of not seeing the sun and knowing it. Maybe, just there, I was trapped with him in the heavens and the earth, and even if he died, he died together-who knows, even in such a Jedi, we It came back unscathed.

Then he got married.

Then, Pei Yuanzhen died tragically.

After all, a blur.

"Hahahaha ..."

I laughed, tears were still on my face, and my eyes were full of red blood, but I smiled recklessly. The laughter was like something was tearing, something was smashing, Pei Yuanzhang's eyes revealed With a look of astonishment, he looked down at me, watched me cry, and smiled.

He suddenly reached out and took me into his arms.

"Lightness!"

I fell into his arms embarrassingly, and the face wet with tears was stuck on his chest, but at this moment I was unaware, I just kept laughing, and the tears were like a dyke. Out.

He was clinging tightly to him, but couldn't help shaking.

His hands kept tightening, he hugged me tightly, and gritted his teeth: "Lightness!"

"Pei Yuanzhang!"

I finally did not call him His Majesty, nor was he the emperor, but I called his name directly, so I hoped that I would be broken up at this moment, but I did n’t, I just experienced the pain of broken up bones, I was in his arms , Tearing his shirt hard, and even wishing to rip him up, he said fiercely: "I hate you! I hate you!"

His arm trembled sharply.

I heard his heartbeat, slamming it in a place separated only by a layer of flesh and blood, and his breathing was also in his ear, as heavy as heartbeat, even painful. I don't know how long, he slowly spoke in suffocation, his voice hoarse as it came out of hell—

"You hate me!"

"I hate you!"

"You hate me!"

"..."

"After hating it, we start again!"