Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

"If my child cannot keep it, everyone in Yangzhou will be buried for him!"

This sentence is like a sharpest steel knife, pierced into my chest fiercely, so that I can not even breathe, I trembled in the wind and rain, looking at the frightened and desperate faces below, I just felt like I was in an ice cellar, and even the whole body's blood had frozen.

Tears and icy rain mixed together, and dropped down my face.

I trembled: "You, you want--"

"Don't you always want to save the lives of these people in Yangzhou?" He stared blankly, his voice dumb: "Now, I can give you this opportunity."

"..."

"Keep our children, give birth to our children."

"..."

"People in Yangzhou can live."

My body trembled so much, as if it would fall from the window the next moment, but his hand tightly clasped my waist, without any relaxation, the hand holding my chin was slightly harder, turning my face to He, and he looked at me: "I want this child!"

More tears raged under my control, and immediately flowed to his hands, wet his fingers, and I wept silently, the whole person was shaking and could not say a word.

He looked at me for a long time and finally said, "I know, you can't bear these people to die."

"..."

This time, I cried.

But the wind and rain immediately swallowed up the cry of this sorrow. No one heard my cry, and no one knew. In this city, this window, a woman made the most helpless choice.

I never knew that the cruelty of life was not only to die, but even to survive.

Seeing that I was crying badly, he finally let go of the hand holding my chin, and the tears dripping into his palm were also flooding. He supported my back neck and gently pressed my head on his Tears burst on his shoulders, and immediately soaked in his shirt. A hot current in the cold made him twitch a little, but he said nothing, but held me tighter in his arms. in.

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How I was brought downstairs by him, I have no memory.

In the increasingly fierce wind and rain, I gradually lost consciousness, only vaguely remembering the strong smell of medicine in the nose, he took me to a room full of heat, and took off my soaked clothes, When the cold skin touched his warm body, he shuddered slightly.

Then, when he hugged me into a place full of hot water, I fell asleep completely.

Although they quickly found the doctor, the rain, fright, and almost a miscarriage all superimposed on any one person on the same day would be enough to knock that person down. I was sick and started a high fever. When lying in bed, it looks like a piece of charcoal.

Several doctors knelt in front of the bed and said sloppily, "In this case of the wife, the fetus is really unsafe."

After this sentence, someone was dragged out, and he could still hear the cry of his life in the distance, but when the door was closed, he could hear nothing, and the rest remained silent, no one dared Talk again.

After a while, someone opened my mouth and poured a bowl of thick and bitter soup.

I did n’t even have the strength to push back or to swallow. Most of the soup was dripping down the corner of my mouth, but I still took a few sips, and it made me cough, and the belly came as soon as I moved. Uncomfortable feeling for a while.

I was entangled in that feeling, as if a snake was entangled in me, it was painful.

My body can't move anymore, but my spirit has been struggling and calling for help, but no one can hear it. The place where I am is completely dark and silent, as if there is no living interest.

At this moment, I heard Xie Yi's voice lingering beside me, as if with a little pain: "You use the life of a city person to let her leave this child?"

"Isn't this what you like?"

"..."

"Do you think I didn't know you've been to her? You thought I didn't know why she suddenly offered to persuade Fengxi?"

"... I confess, I don't want to see you slaughter the city. But she left this child more painful than death."

"..."

"You still use the life of a city to force her. Are you going to drive her crazy?"

"..."

After a long silence, an almost old voice sounded empty in my ears-"It's mad, mad, don't worry about leaving me."

Xie Yan also seemed to tremble a bit, after a long time, slowly said: "You two, who is the robber?"

...

I don't know how long it has been chaotic in that feeling, I feel a warmth coming from the abdomen, as if a fire is burning, not far from my body, a continuous warmth is transmitted to the abdomen, and it finally dissipates Trouble my pain for a long time.

I slowly calmed down.

The sage finally pulled out of the whirlpool of pain. I tried to open my eyes a little, and saw Xie Ye sitting by the bed, slowly retracting his hand.

He looked at me sweating for a while, then got up, and the bed tent fell down. He said to Pei Yuanxiu, who was standing aside, "I can only protect her heart with my inner strength temporarily, but whether this child can be kept or not depends on her and the doctors. After all, it's God's will. Right. "

Pei Yuanxiu turned his back and moved his finger slightly: "God? I've been going against the sky all my life!"

Xie Yan glanced at him again, a rare hesitation appeared in his eyes, but he didn't say anything, only arched his hand, turned and walked out.

When the door closed, Pei Yuanxiu slowly turned around and opened the bed account.

He immediately saw my squinting eyes and sat down quickly: "Are you awake?"

"..."

"Are you better?"

"..."

"Does it hurt?"

"..."

"Where is it uncomfortable, tell me!"

I watched his eager and caring appearance, and it took a long time to move the dry lips. He hurriedly came over and heard my whispering voice: "Are you alive?"

He froze, and slowly raised his head to look at me.

I opened my eyes with all my strength and looked at him, waiting for an answer.

He said, "I promised you, I won't break my word."

"..."

"But you also have to remember," he said as he reached out and gently covered my flat belly. "This child, we must survive. This is our child!"

"..."

I do n’t know if I should cry or laugh, I just felt that the temperature of his palm slowly passed to the lower abdomen. The feeling was indeed much more comfortable than the colic just now. I slowly closed my eyes and moist eyelashes. Sticky, a little tear coagulated.

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Yangzhou City, saved.

Although most people do n’t know how strange an inflection point their lives have gone through, the next few days, my condition is being poured into the bitter soup again and again, and the cramps in the lower abdomen are getting less and less. Under the circumstances, the sound from outside gradually increased.

No longer a dead city.

After lying in bed for seven full days, I was finally able to get up.

On this day, it was rare that Pei Yuanxiu was not by my side. After I got up, Huazhu brought in two maids. They are now more careful with me than on the boat, even when I walked to the window. The big taboo, the usual eating and drinking has become a big thing, so when they saw me getting up, they were frightened and came to help me sit down, serve me and put on my clothes, and combed my head again.

After a simple meal, I told them I wanted to go out for a walk.

Hua Zhu had wanted to go out with me, but I refused, and she didn't insist.

I certainly knew that she would follow me far away.

The place we are in is still that medical museum. I have n’t moved away in the past few days. Of course, it ’s because of my physical relationship. In order to make it easier for me to get medicinal materials even if I receive treatment, I even know that they will All the doctors in Yangzhou City gathered here.

For this reason, this medical museum has temporarily become their stronghold in Yangzhou, with heavy soldiers all around.

In fact, it ’s okay if you do n’t hold your hands, because the war has already killed too many strong men, Wen Fengxi left and took away the elite, plus they killed the captives on the tower, the whole Yangzhou has almost no produce People of resistance.

The city was completely a piece of meat on a cutting board, but fortunately, the knife did not really fall.

I slowly walked into the yard.

Almost all the internal structures of the medical halls are similar. This place is also very similar to the original Huisheng Medicine Shop, except that it is extremely quiet here. You ca n’t hear any sound of normal people ’s actions. , In the murderous red dust ".

In this silence, I was more sensitive, and seemed to feel the slightest movement in my body.

I lowered my head and looked at my belly.

Until now, I still ca n’t believe that I was pregnant with his child, and I still ca n’t believe that the child still exists after drinking the contraceptive pill and being so frightened, even after the torture in the rain. At the weakest moment, any vibration may end this little life in the belly.

Now he seems to be much more stable than before.

Gently reaching out and stroking my belly, the strange feeling made me feel a little confused.

This child should not show up.

Although he stayed so difficult, although the strength of his life was enough to shame anyone, I still suffered because I knew that he shouldn't have appeared.

Even, I can foresee his future. I can see nothing but pain.

Why are you showing up?

Thinking of this in my heart, the uncomfortable kind of depression made me almost unable to breathe. I hurriedly reached out and supported the wall on one side, and Huazhu immediately rushed out with the two maids.

"Miss Yan!"

"Ms. Yan is uncomfortable? Let's go to the doctor right away."

I shook my head: "No, I just stand tired."

"Oh? Then sit down quickly."

There is a stone bench right next to the wall in the courtyard of this medical hall. They helped me to sit down, and just after sitting down, they heard the voice of people outside from the fence behind them.

"You mean, those people in Jinling live in this hospital?"

"Yes, I saw it with my own eyes. Even the doctors were arrested, their family said so."

"Hey, what are these rebels going to do? After so many days of fighting and killing so many people, aren't you afraid of thunder?"

"Shhh, you whisper, the person is inside, do you want to die!"

"..."

"If I say, no matter how bad, it can't be worse than the official in Yangzhou Government."

"You mean, Lord Wen—"

"Well, what kind of lord, as soon as the enemy came in, he ran away with his tail in his hands, and left the people in our city, who is good enough to be called an lord?"

"That is, if this is a waste, if it surrenders in the early morning, it has dragged on for so many days and killed so many people.

"Unfortunately, we used to think he would be as good as Lord Liu."

"Good guys? Good guys don't live long. Such a dog officer is a scourge for thousands of years!"

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Listening to the abuse of those people outside, my heart tightened slowly.

Just sitting here, you can hear them scolding Wen Fengxi. I can almost predict how many people in the entire Yangzhou city will hate him.

This infamy always fell on him.

Seeing me frowning, Huazhu thought that those people's scolding sounded painful, so she supported me and said carefully: "Miss Yan, let's go back to the house."

I really couldn't listen anymore, nodded, and was about to go with them, and as soon as I got together, I heard a few women talking outside—

"That last name is all right, greedy for fear of death is the longevity of being an official, I think the most **** thing is that woman!"

"Women? Which woman?"

"Did you not see that day? The one being carried into the city."

"I saw it, too, who is she?"

"Did you all forget that when the emperor-the prince, came to Yangzhou to help with the disaster, with a woman around him, soothed many refugees."

"Ah, when you say I remember, it's her!"

"Why is she going to Jinling's rebellion now-has she gone there?"

"Who knows?"

"I don't know what else. She probably sees that the people in Jinling have the right to have power, so she used to be attached to it. Women are so poppy!"

"Look, maybe we've fought so long, so many people have died, it's all her fault!"

"Yo, it's a mess of beauty."

"Well, what a sorrow, I think she smells the same as that surname, it should be thundering!"

Seeing that my face was white, Huazhu was terrified, and hurriedly helped me: "Miss Yan, what's wrong with you?"

As soon as her voice sounded, the people outside seemed to hear it, and she was so frightened that Hua Huazhu was so angry that she wanted to talk to them, and she was worried that I would faint and was anxious. Stand firm and wave your hand gently: "I'm fine."

She hurriedly said, "These long tongue women don't understand anything, they just chew the tongue. Don't worry about it!"