Days after Breaking up with My Ex

"You know." I have a headache, but I don't know what to say. At this time, I just want to escape, because I can't change the fact.

"I know, of course I know!" Lin Ya stood up excitedly and said to me, "Is there anything between you that I don't know about? Ding Ge was with you when you had nothing, right? Do you think she cares about that? She only cares about you, do you understand? The problem isn't with Ding Ge but you, you know? Your cowardice destroyed both of you!"

I was afraid to hear what Lin Ya said, because it inevitably made my heart waver a little. Many times, the imagination is always beautiful, and the reality is often too cruel to look directly at.

I don't know what my future is. I only know that I have nothing now. How can I waste a girl's youth again?

We all live in an adult world and shouldn't believe or fantasize about the beauty of fairy tales!

I was silent for a long time, then told lin ya in a hoarse voice, "I can only say, I'm sorry."

I can only say sorry to dinger!

There is a saying that is so cruel but so direct. At your most incompetent age, you met the girl who wanted to take care of your life the most!

Lin Ya stared at me for a long time. Her eyes were very complicated. There were disappointment, sadness, and anger... But Lin Ya didn't say anything after all. She didn't scold me, and she didn't persuade me. She seemed to be tired of my relationship with Ding Ge, so she just silently picked up the bag on the sofa and left with a heavy step.

I lay on the sofa, completely unmoved, as if my mood had cooled down after talking to Lin Ya.

However, just then, my phone rang again. I picked it up and saw that it was my mother.

However, it was expected that she would not ask about the result of my blind date. It wasn't easy to hold it out until night, probably because she was afraid to disturb Guzheng and me, but she didn't know that we didn't even have lunch.

"Hello, mom."

"Son, how is it?" My mother spoke in an anxious tone.

"Yeah, not bad." She had already lied to lin ya, and she could only continue to lie to my mother.

"Hey, what's going on? Tell mom, what does that girl mean?"

"Mom, I don't know what other girls mean. Besides, this is the first time we've met. What can happen? Don't worry."

"Yes, yes." My mother smiled and told me, "You should take the initiative and contact other girls more, okay?"

"I know, I know." I agreed a little perfunctorily.

I can only say sorry to my mother, because this blind date was really unsuccessful, and I really didn't want to contact that girl named Guzheng again. Although I have guilt in my heart, I can only lie, and I have no choice.

My mom talked to me for a while, then hung up.

After a while, I stood up and went back to bed, burying myself in sleep.

The next day, Old Gao called me and asked me what happened. After so many days, nothing happened. I had to use the excuse that I was busy looking for a job.

In fact, I also want to go out with Old Gao and the rest of them to relax, especially after yesterday's conversation with Lin Ya, I really want to indulge again, I really want to be numb in alcohol.

I told you to get the three of Brother tiger together tonight. I'll be the host.

But Old Gao said to pull it down, wait until you find a job.

I didn't force him to come and pick me up at night.

But, unexpectedly, I got another call from Guzheng!

I always thought that the phone call yesterday would be the last contact between us, but I didn't expect Guzheng to call me again?

I have a little doubt in my heart. Is Guzheng interested in me?

It should be impossible. We can't even talk about getting to know each other. How can we talk about good feelings? Then why did she call me?

"Hello?"

"Are you fully recovered? The fever didn't bounce back, did it?" Guzheng, on the other hand, was not too distant from me, greeting me like a friend.

"No, it's all right."

"So... Are you free today?" Guzheng asked.

"Uh... What's wrong?" I asked her with a frown.

Guzheng added, "I'm really tired of being urged by my family to either find a boyfriend or go on a blind date. See if you have time. If you have time, come out and sit down. This way, you don't have to go on a blind date, and you can talk to your family."

Guzheng's explanation was reasonable, but wouldn't she lie to her family? She lied to her family that she was going out to play when she said she was going to meet me.

But I was too embarrassed to say no, but I did have an appointment today, so I had to apologize and replied, "Well, I might not be able to do it today. I asked my buddy to drink."

"Well, that's good. You should be busy." Guzheng said casually.

"Well, if you have time, we can make another appointment." I said politely.

"Well, okay, bye."

"Bye-bye!"

...

Old Gao came to pick me up at night. This time, he didn't come with his new girlfriend, Wang Mengmeng. I asked him, "Why didn't you bring your girlfriend with you?"

"It's just the three of us today, none of us." Old Gao said.

We went to pick up Hu Zi together. I talked to Old Gao and asked him, "How did you meet Wang Mengmeng? Does she seem a little different from your old girlfriends?"

"Hehe." As a person in love, Old Gao had a happy smile on his face. I couldn't help but be shocked. It seemed that this guy really fell in love, or else he wouldn't have laughed so silly.

When this guy used to make love to a new girl, he laughed so lewdly that he said to me, "That's a long story. I'll give you a chance to talk about it in detail in the future. You don't have to tell me that Wang Mengmeng is different from the girl I used to know. To be honest with you, I've spent a lot of time chasing her. Now that we're together, I've only held her hand. And you know, even if we're in a relationship, sometimes I still feel like... I can't see her heart."

"How long have you two been together?" I asked curiously.

"Just the few days you went out on a trip. It's been more than 20 days."

"Ah, that girl is very reserved!" I smiled. According to Old Gao's past love experience, half a month has basically gone from recognizing the experience to deep communication in bed. This Wang Mengmeng actually only held a small hand. I can't help but sigh, it is true love!

Old Gao's face was as sweet and sad as a first love. I smiled and said, "Tell me, what do you feel? Is it like first love? It's like three autumns without seeing each other for a day?"

Old Gao smiled and his old face reddened slightly, "Don't say it. It does feel that way. Xing Yun, I'm honest with you. I think Wang Mengmeng is different from others. The first time I see her, I feel... I feel moved!"

"Do you mean it?" I hurt him.

Old Gao looked at me with disdain.

I teased him again, "What? It looks like you're going to quit the moon and wind field this time?"

The old Old Gao was definitely not like this. Old Gao pretended to sigh deeply and shook his head, "Old, I can't do it anymore!"

I didn't expect this kid to really plan on turning back a prodigal son. I didn't expect him to be serious.

But speaking of how old and young we are, I'm really happy that Old Gao has changed so much. I can only say that I cherish the girl he likes and likes him!

Don't be like me. I didn't catch such a good girl!

Soon, the car arrived at the Jin Yuan neighborhood where Hu Zi was. Old Gao stopped the car looking for a space and I went to call him.

This is a newly built residential area with a good location. Hu Zi and his girlfriend, Li Xiaowei, just moved in. Old Gao and I came to help them move. Their house was on the second floor. I walked up the stairs.

The new neighborhood looked different. The tall floors were fresh and beautiful, and the greenery was well done. It looked clean and orderly, but the price of the house was also not to be underestimated. Hu Zi's savings for several years after buying this apartment were probably running out.

Hu Zi and I are different from Old Gao. Old Gao and I are different, but we are both unstable. We don't have the tenacity and patience that Hu Zi has.

Hu Zi is a very stable and good man. He will go to work and get off work on time every day. He will not be late and leave early. He is responsible and works very seriously. As long as you tell him what to do, he won't have to worry. He will definitely finish it. Old Gao can't do that.

What's more, Hu Zi is very well-behaved and can bear hardships. He can only carry things on his own. As her girlfriend, she can rest assured that Hu Zi will not be a flirt and will greet her in advance when she goes out. Of course, he is not a block of wood. He can talk and make girls happy.

All these years, Hu Zi had worked hard and had a serious relationship. Now, life can be expressed with the word' complete'.

"Knock, knock, knock!" I knocked on Hu Zi's house.

Soon the door opened, and it was Li Xiaowei who opened it. Before they moved into their new home, the two of us had moved in together.

Hu Zi and Li Xiaowei had been talking for many years, and now they have bought a new house, which is probably not far from getting married.

"Xiaohu, Xing Yun is here." Li Xiaowei turned around and shouted, then said to me, "Xing Yun, how was your trip?"

"Oh, don't mention it. It's a sin to spend money on." I was talking to Li Xiaowei.

Li xiao smiled and said, "Pull it down. We still envy you. You can go out for a walk."

I walked in and smiled. I didn't see Hu Zi, so I asked, "What's Hu Zi doing?"

"It's a relief. Lazy people have a lot of shit." Li Xiaowei looked at me again and said, "Don't let Xiaohu drink too much, Xing Yun."

"Don't worry, you don't know how much Xiaohu can drink. Old Gao and I will both drink and he will be fine." Hu Zi was really a good drinker, that's all.

"You're fine at home, too. Let's go together." I said it to Li Xiaowei again, but it was a polite thing to say, because today the three of us wanted to drink alone, so Hu Zi probably told Li Xiaowei about it.

"Can you drink when I go?" Li Xiaowei was very self-aware and said, "I'm afraid you can't have a good chat. I won't be bored. You guys can drink."

I chuckled as Hu Zi walked out of the bathroom with his pants in his hands.

Hu Zi glanced at me and signaled that I could leave. Then he said "Yes" to Li Xiaowei and walked towards the door. I also walked over.

"Drink less." Li Xiaowei stood at the door and repeated his instructions.

"Don't worry." Hu Zi said carelessly.

Hu Zi and I went downstairs, took a taxi, and the three of us headed for the hotel.