Days after Breaking up with My Ex

In the past, we used to get together from time to time. At that time, Ding Ge, Hu Zi, Li Xiaowei, Old Gao, Lin Ya, and sometimes the girlfriends that changed around Old Gao. We were all friends and it was great to eat and drink together. Of course, sometimes the three of us would come out alone, just for men.

Generally speaking, if there were only three of us, we would rarely go to high grade places. Most of the time, we would go to roadside stalls or small restaurants, regardless of whether the environment was messy or not, it was very casual.

This time, it was the same. We found a restaurant with a normal environment, but it tasted good and was very affordable. The owner was familiar with it.

There weren't many people in the restaurant, so we randomly picked a seat on the side and sat down. The old rule was to bring up a beer first, pour the wine first with a disposable glass, and touch the glass first regardless of whether there was food or not.

We can't drink together because Old Gao usually drives, but when we park in Hu Zi estate today, the three of us can drink freely.

Soon, the dishes were served. Boiled peanuts, cold mixed tofu skin, boiled eggplant, pork head, sour soup and fat cow. A few dishes were enough for us to eat. Besides, there was wine. We drank a cup first.

At this moment, Old Gao filled another glass and asked me, "How's the job search going, Xing Yun?"

Hey, it's hard to say!

I drank another glass of wine and shook my head wearily.

It felt like a sense of being abandoned by society, but I can't blame anyone else. My parents had no choice but to walk on their own today.

When they were especially rebellious in the past, they couldn't be my masters. At that time, they all wanted me to go their way. As a teacher, I could get a teacher's certificate based on their relationship. It was appropriate to be a teacher. But at that time, I didn't think about it at all.

Hu Zi consoled, "It's okay. If you don't leave me here, I'll leave you here."

Old Gao took a sip of wine and said to me, "Xing Yun, let me tell you, I'm going to contract a pond these days. I think you shouldn't go anywhere. Just raise fish with your buddies."

My heart warmed up. I knew that Old Gao wanted to help me. He had helped me enough in the past. I had nothing to say for my brother to do this. I just don't know anything about fish farming. What am I going to do? Free food?

I shook my head and smiled, "Are you reliable?"

"This time it's really reliable." Old Gao said sternly, "Someone else's pond is not going to dry now. I'll go over and take a look in the next two days. You can go with me. If the price is ok, I'll wrap it up."

It wasn't a big deal to go and take a look. I replied casually, "Okay."

Old Gao saw that I agreed and said, "When we don't do anything, we can raise fish."

"Just the two of us, can we feed ourselves?"

"Damn, how can I not feed myself!" Old Gao said disapprovingly, "It's not that difficult. We just have to take care of it. It doesn't require any difficult skills."

In fact, I thought about it, and it wasn't that difficult. I just couldn't decide whether to do it with Old Gao or not. After all, I didn't know anything. My eyes would get dark, and I wouldn't feel good if Old Gao didn't tell me.

"Let's see it then." I answered vaguely.

At this moment, Hu Zi looked at me and asked, "Xing Yun, you have a new girlfriend?"

Before I could speak, Old Gao looked at me and asked excitedly, "Damn, why don't I know when it happened?"

I thought Lin Ya must have told Hu Zi because I told Lin Ya that I had a girlfriend.

However, I think it can be hidden from Lin Ya, mostly from Old Gao and Hu Zi, so I said half-truthfully, "Not really. Just now, let's talk and see if it's appropriate."

Old Gao smiled and said, "Okay, when will you bring it out for your buddies to see?"

"It's not certain that this will work."

"Well, let us know if you have any good news. You'll have to treat us then." Old Gao said.

Hu Zi's eyes flashed with regret. I knew he was sad about the end of Ding Ge and me. However, he still took a sip of wine and said calmly, "It's good to find one. Let's settle down early if we can talk about it. It's old or young. If it's suitable, let's end it."

"Sweat, take your time." I didn't even think about blind dates anymore, and the situation with Guzheng wasn't what I said, so I thought I'd better find a stable job first.

I asked Hu Zi again, "Stop me and me. What about you? I bought a house too. When are you going to get married?"

"Yes, we're both waiting for the wedding." Old Gao looked at Hu Zi.

"Hey!" Hu Zi smiled bitterly and shook his head.

I frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's not that easy. The house only paid a down payment and spent tens of thousands of dollars on the renovation. There's not much money left. If you want to get married, you can't buy another car? There are also furniture and electrical appliances. There are all kinds of things, not to mention the wedding. I want to do it. It's too difficult!"

Hu Zi shook his head and looked like he was having a hard time. Old Gao and I both knew the pain in his heart and his difficulties.

Old Gao and Hu Zi touched a glass of wine and said boldly, "Speak when you're in trouble. Don't hold it in your heart." Don't worry, I'll find you when the time comes." Hu Zi said with a smile.

"Li Xiaowei has been with you for so long, and he doesn't dislike you. The car is two years late. Let's get married first."

Hu Zi seemed to have something to say. He just smiled and didn't say anything. But I'm not too worried about him. He must have his own plans in mind. He's more thorough than I thought.

The three of us had a good meal and had a good drink. We didn't drink much. After that, the three of us left in a car. Hu Zi was sent home first, then Old Gao stopped and went straight to my place.

When we got home, we didn't say much and went to bed separately.

Although I drank some wine, I didn't feel sleepy, so I took a shower and turned on my computer. In the past, when I was lonely, I was bored playing with my cell phone. Now, I can't connect my broken cell phone to the internet.

When qq was logged on, there weren't many people online in the dead of night, and even if there were, there weren't many people who wanted to chat with me.

Actually, I have a friend of Ding Ge's on my phone, but I've never seen her online, and I don't know if she's invisible or not.

She didn't play qq much when we were together in the past, and there was no movement in space for a few months. After we broke up, her qq seemed to be dead. There was no movement in space, and she never went online again.

I always said that our relationship was over, but I didn't delete her qq. Although I never contacted her, I couldn't tell why. Maybe I couldn't completely forget it.

As usual, Ding Ge was not online, and the gray image seemed to have fallen into a permanent sleep.

I opened up the space, but to my surprise, Ding Ge actually published a statement!

It was really rare for Mrs. Ding Ge to say that something big must have happened around her.

The saying was: once was no longer the past, nirvana was reborn and rushed forward!

Once was no longer once...

What a thought-provoking sentence, but it was as if I had seen through Ding Ge's mind all of a sudden. I think the false news that I have a new girlfriend must have reached Ding Ge's ears through Lin Ya.

I had told dinger about my blind date before, so she naturally wouldn't doubt the authenticity of the news, let alone that it was Lin Ya who told her.

I think the first' past' that Ding Ge wants to express is naturally our past, no longer our past. I think she means that even if we broke up before, both of us were still stuck in the past, and this stage is also' past'.

But now it has changed. Then, the past is no longer the past.

I could feel Ding Ge's heavy thoughts as he wrote this sentence. Although there was another sentence that seemed to be a very positive rebirth, it didn't make much sense.

Seeing this, the whole person fell into a state of unhappiness. Her body lay back feebly, her eyes tilted to the top of the wall, and Ding Ge's face seemed to flash across the not-so-white wall.

I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the chair, not wanting to move or think, but sometimes my brain was spinning like an earth's autobiography, not when you told it to stop.

After that, I found another movie. What movie had I forgotten? It was just a simple commercial popcorn movie, but I didn't even understand the plot.

In the process of watching a movie, he couldn't help but run away. He stared at the center of the screen but didn't know where he went. He didn't remember anything after watching the whole movie, as if he hadn't seen it!

My state, like eating a plate of dull dishes, numb but also forgot to spit it out, just so mechanical chewing, mechanical swallowing.

After watching the movie, he went back to his bedroom and went to sleep. In the other room, Old Gao snored loudly.

The next day, I got up early and went out for a run. I didn't wake Old Gao up because I knew he was a nocturnal animal. He usually woke up very late in the morning. Most of the time, he slept until noon. But when I got home, Old Gao actually woke up, which surprised me!

Old Gao didn't say much. He just told me that Wang Mengmeng called him. He was going to find Wang Mengmeng now. I looked at him and smiled. The power of love was so powerful that it could make old and tall man full of energy in the morning!

After Old Gao left, I looked at the recruitment information online again. I really need to find a job as soon as possible. Nothing else is important right now.

Now, although Lin Ya once invited me to her company, and Old Gao also said he wanted me to open a fish pond with him, although I was grateful, I didn't think too much about it. Maybe it was my little pride that made the mistake.

Just like that, I went in the morning and made a few phone calls, but it was still futile, which made me very upset. I even began to think that if I really couldn't find a job, I would shamelessly ask my parents to find a relationship and help me get a position in school. Oh, I didn't have much dignity to ask for when I was in such a mess.

In the afternoon, I went out to interview two other places, but I didn't feel very satisfied. I think there's probably no hope.

Dinner was supposed to be bought by myself and cooked by myself, but unexpectedly, I bumped into an unexpected person on the way.

Guzheng!

I actually met her again.