Days after Breaking up with My Ex

I used to pick up the goods with my cousin every time, but he didn't let me go on purpose and went to the factory alone.

At that time, I didn't care at all, because I also believed in my cousin, who knew that my cousin actually added some defective products in good sanitary materials! And my cousin's greed this time has directly ruined the future of both of us.

Things were exposed, and I still didn't know anything at that time. I was even waiting for money foolishly. When I was at home, my cousin called me. It was very serious and caused a medical accident!

It was only then that I knew that he had tampered with the goods. At that time, I felt as if the sky had suddenly fallen and smashed down on me with a "Plop."

I have never encountered such a thing, I was completely flustered. My cousin told me to be careful and spread the whole thing on him. When the time comes, the police will come and insist that he is the only one.

He said he regretted it. He shouldn't be so greedy, but there was no regret medicine in the world.

I don't know if I can get out of this. I'm scared, but it won't help to blame my cousin at this time. I don't know what I'm facing, but my gut tells me I'm going to fall for it this time.

Soon, my cousin was arrested, and then the police took me away. My cousin was very loyal. He took all the responsibility on himself and cleared my name, but I still have the responsibility after all. After all, my name is still on the contract.

My cousin was sentenced to three years, and I, my parents, who had worked hard for half their lives, almost went bankrupt and had to pay a huge debt to get me out.

Our family is not rich. My parents can't take out hundreds of thousands of dollars. They don't know how many people they have asked for. They should be old and happy, but they are affected by my unfilial son. I hate myself. I am not a human!

After I came out, I thought a lot. In the future, I could only pay my parents'debts slowly. As for Ding Ge, how could I let her suffer with me? She had suffered too much with me.

In the past, even if I was poor, I could still live a good life, so I didn't want to let go, but now, I have no ability to give her happiness, so I decided to break up with her!

That day, I sat at home, sitting all day, like a dead person.

Breaking up with Ding Ge was the most painful decision of my life!

I don't want to do this either, but there's nothing I can do. I can't be selfish. Even if I don't make myself understood by everyone, I will still do it!

At that time, I wished she was a bad girl. Seeing me like this, I would dump me without saying anything. That way, I wouldn't have to be burdened.

But I know that Ding Ge is not such a person.

I don't know how she reacted when I told her about this decision. I didn't dare face her at all!

However, Ding Ge came after all, and when she saw me, her face suddenly showed a pained look. She quickly walked towards me, her eyes red, and sat beside me and hugged me.

I felt the warmth coming from Ding Ge, the pricking pain in my heart, and for a moment I retreated. I didn't want to break up with her! But the cruel reality made me have to be ruthless!

Ding Ge, please don't blame me, okay?

"Ding Ge, let's break up." My lips quivered uncontrollably, and I struggled to say the bone-chilling words.

Ding Ge looked at me in astonishment and asked, "Xing Yun, what's wrong with you?"

But when he saw that I wasn't joking, Ding Ge bit his lip and forced a smile on his face. He said to me, "It's all right now, Xing Yun. We'll pay off our debts together. Your salary and my salary will pay off the money in a few years. Don't be discouraged, okay?"

"Ding Ge, let's break up! I said again.

Ding Ge looked at me in disbelief. She held back, but tears were still streaming down her cheeks. She held my hand and said in fear, "Xing Yun, can you not do this? Please, I'm afraid..."

I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists. I was afraid that I would be soft-hearted for a moment. I couldn't!

"Ding Ge, I'm serious. Let's break up!" It was as if my heart had been hit by arrows one after another, and the pain in my heart did not need to be any less.

Ding Ge's eyes were filled with despair, and she still asked, "Why?"

I also cried, sobbing and said, "I can't give you happiness anymore!"

Word by word, I squeezed the sentence out of my teeth, and tears fell uncontrollably in an instant. When I finished this sentence, salty tears had already flowed into my mouth.

Once, I vowed to love this girl in front of me for the rest of my life and give her happiness, but now, I am desperate, I have been defeated, I have no ability to build our future.

In fact, I also know that there is no way out. Maybe in the next few years, I will redouble my efforts to pay off the debt, and maybe make a lot of money, so that I can be with Ding Ge.

But what if I don't have the ability?

How can I guarantee that I will pay off my debts? If I can't, will I let Ding Ge follow me for nothing? Can I make her wait for me for a few years without any hope?

We were not young people who could elope on impulse. We had long lost the youth we could squander. If I could not give Ding Ge happiness now, I could only choose to let go!

Ding ge looked at me with a beautiful face and tears that broke one's heart.

Her body trembled and her face was filled with sadness and grievance, but she slowly shook her head and said firmly, "I don't want it! I don't want it!"

"I'm sorry!" I buried my head in the shadow in pain. I had no face to face Ding Ge. At this moment, I wish that dinger could hit me and scold me a few times, so that I could feel better.

"I don't want to break up with you. I don't want to break up with you, Xing Yun." Ding Ge was still biting her mouth stubbornly. She grabbed my hand and used all her strength to hold me back.

But I'm not worth it anymore!

"I don't deserve you." I looked up and tried to hide my tears, but they ran down the corners of my eyes and into my ears.

Ding Ge was still crying. The crying man was heartbroken!

She could no longer speak clearly, only sobbing, her cry like a fire burning my heart.

I know that today I made this decision and dinger will hate me for the rest of my life, but there's no way. This is my only choice.

Ding Ge, I love you.

"You go, Ding Ge. I've already packed your things." I took a deep breath and said in a heartless tone.

If hating me makes you feel better, then hate me!

"No, I don't want it." Ding Ge's head was shaking like a rattle, and her voice was filled with endless begging.

"Ding Ge, don't do this. We can't." I suddenly stood up and shouted at dinger.

Ding Ge was still crying, and her face was completely covered in tears. She didn't know how long she had been crying, but tears were still gushing out of her eyes.

Her eyes were already swollen.

Seeing her like this, I can't wait to let myself go through all the arrows to offset her sadness!

However, I was the cause of her sadness.

The pain in my heart was like countless monsters writhing in my body, like lightning, thunder, tsunami, earthquake, like a knife in my heart... How I wanted to hold Ding Ge in my arms, hold her tightly, tell her that I was wrong, we won't break up, we will be together forever and ever.

How I wish I could wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and how I wish her face could return to her usual smiling face.

However, I can only be a villain.

A villain who was cursed by everyone!

"Ding Ge!" I screamed, "You go! You can go..."

"Xing Yun..." Ding Ge called out my name, with the last hope in his eyes.

Sorry!

I picked up dinger's luggage and walked out the door, like an emotionless devil. But suddenly, as if she had lost her mind, dinger hugged her suitcase tightly and shouted in a mournful voice, "No, don't let me go."

Ding Ge's voice made my heart ache, but I could only grit my teeth and drag Ding Ge's luggage out.

It made me want to shoot myself. I feel like the worst bastard in the world, the kind who should go to hell!

Ding Ge was a girl, naturally not as strong as me. Finally, I successfully dragged Ding Ge and her luggage out the door.

I really dragged Ding Ge out step by step.

Closing the door, we were cut off from each other!

"Xing Yun, don't chase me away, don't!" Ding Ge's white and tender hand slammed against the door like a hammer right into my heart.

"Without you, I would have lost everything! Xing Yun."

"Xing Yun, please, please open the door, will you?"

Ding Ge's words made my heart bleed! Her voice became hoarse.

"You go, you go!" I roared as hard as I could, and my throat hurt.

I covered my ears, not wanting to hear Ding Ge's voice.

Tears blurred my eyes. I had never felt so bad, as if it was worse than death.

I walked into the bedroom, but dinger's voice sounded like it was coming from her body. Her pleading, her crying, her pain, everything reminded me of what a jerk I was! How cruel! How cold-blooded! Reminding me that I am trash, scum, and a fool!

"Ah!!!" A roar came from my mouth.

I painfully smashed my hand against the wall, one, one, one, one, one... I don't know how many times I hit it, but I can't feel the pain at all. The only place I can feel the pain is my heart. It really hurts. I can't wait to dig it out and tear it apart.

It should be the darkest heart in the world, right?

This was the only way to ease the guilt in my heart, and in the end, the back of my hand became bloody and mushy. But I can only feel the pain in my heart!

That kind of pain that goes to the bone marrow, as if a light breath is painful!

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