Days after Breaking up with My Ex

I simply told Guzheng about myself and Ding Ge. Guzheng didn't scold me for being a jerk or anything, nor did he say that I was sorry for Ding Ge.

After listening to our story, she was silent.

And I was also silent in sorrow. After a year, whenever I recalled what happened that day, I still felt a pain that was worse than death!

The pain made me shiver and shiver uncontrollably. My eyes were closed and my heart was in turmoil. I couldn't calm down for a long time!

Guzheng never bothered me, as if waiting for my mood to calm down again. When a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, she asked softly, "So, do you still want to get back together with your ex-girlfriend?"

I shook my head decisively and said, "Impossible!"

Many people have already asked me this question.

Since I made such a heartless decision, Ding Ge and I would never get back together!

Guzheng bit his lip with his teeth, paused and said, "I understand."

I don't know what she meant, but Guzheng smiled and said frankly, "In this case, our friends have to do something, right?"

I nodded. Of course, friends can do it, but I don't think it's necessary, because we're not young anymore, and we don't have that much time to play.

Besides, if Guzheng found a boyfriend, we would have fewer chances to talk together, so even if we were friends, we would probably only be friends with a little friendship.

However, Guzheng's words still surprised me, because I thought that when I told the story of me and Ding Ge, Guzheng was no longer interested in me.

We will be separated politely. This is the end of our fate. We will become a passerby in each other's lives.

But she didn't seem to give up on me?

I thought for a moment and then said to her, "You, don't waste your time on unnecessary people. Hurry up and wipe your eyes. There are many good men in this world, so don't be so pessimistic."

Guzheng smiled and did not answer. Instead, he put the chopsticks into the pot and said, "Okay, eat it. It's all cooked."

So I continued to eat hotpot with her, and Guzheng treated me as usual, as if nothing was awkward and everything was natural. I admired Guzheng even more in my heart. If we were together, she would definitely attract me, because she was... Well, an attractive girl.

But I really can't stand anyone else in my heart. I don't have any extra space.

...

Say goodbye to Guzheng and go home alone.

A little tired, not because of Guzheng, but when I told the story to Guzheng, the whole person would have a feeling of being hollowed out, and then a lot of pain was filled in.

I lay in my bedroom, not turning on the lights, and the day I broke up with Ding Ge came to mind again!

In the dark, my tears couldn't stop falling. No one could see them.

Gradually, my heart was enveloped in layers of sadness, and my emotions became stronger and stronger. I wanted to cry so much, so much that I wanted to cry again.

Have a good cry!

But I didn't. I just tried my best to suppress my voice, lying on the bed choking, like a abandoned child, crying alone.

In my mind, Ding Ge's smiling face made my heart ache.

I don't know how many lifetimes I have accumulated to meet such a good girl as Ding Ge in my life.

But I don't know how many lifetimes I've been tortured, so god would do this to me, so I can't go with Ding Ge in the end.

Once, I left an indelible scar on Ding Ge's soul, but she gave me too much.

When we were in love, Ding Ge's parents didn't approve of us being together.

They pressured me and Ding Ge, but at that time, we felt that heaven and earth couldn't separate us! We are like the cowherd and weaver who fight against the heavenly emperor and his mother, but we firmly believe that victory belongs to us.

Ding Ge's family conditions are very good, compared to our two families, there are some family mismatches, Ding Ge's parents are somewhat disdainful of our family conditions.

Ding Ge's father came to me once in private and even wanted to get money to expel me from Ding Ge.

It's just that back then, I was so proud that I wouldn't agree. Back then, I told Ding Ge's father that I wouldn't leave Ding Ge even if he gave me a hundred million!

Of course, he couldn't take out a hundred million.

Ding Ge was the most painful being sandwiched between her parents and me! I understand her but I don't know how to comfort her, because I don't want to let go of her hand.

If only there was a win-win situation, Ding Ge would not be upset by his parents' opposition.

During that time, Ding Ge and his family had a terrible fight!

All along, Ding Ge was the kind of girl who was more obedient. When she went to school, everyone loved her. Her parents loved her even more. She never made her parents angry and was always the pride in their eyes.

Perhaps no one expected such a good girl to have such a stubborn side!

Because of me, she had a big fight with her parents. I heard from lin ya that the fight was especially fierce. The first time she saw ding ge lose control like she was willing to give up the whole world for me.

Although I wasn't there, I could still feel the pain in Ding Ge's heart.

Her parents even threatened to sever ties with Ding Ge, but without a word, Ding Ge immediately moved out of the house and we shared a small house.

That time of sharing rent was the happiest thing in my life!

I think maybe I will never forget the picture of us in that small home. Although our home is so simple and small, it can only accommodate the two of us and no one else.

That's our home, our whole world!

We used to hug each other tightly, feeling each other's warmth and smell. We used to take sweet walks on the street hand in hand. We also went to the market to buy food, went home to cook for two, and then ate together.

In that house, we had too many memories.

We don't have a car or a house, but we're happier than anyone else!

However, the words of Ding Ge's father echoed in my ears that day.

I don't want Ding Ge to break up with her parents. I want them to make up with Ding Ge because they are also the two most important people in Ding Ge's life. Without them, Ding Ge was really sad. She hoped to get the blessing of her parents.

So, I can only keep working hard to make Ding Ge's parents realize that I am not the kind of person who can achieve nothing. I can give their daughter happiness.

That's why I started running a business with my cousin, hoping that I could earn more money so that his parents wouldn't look down on me. Maybe one day I could call her parents' names, but who knew that I had fallen so hard that I couldn't get up.

I think this is the result that Ding Ge's parents would love to see, right?

Later, I heard from lin ya that after I broke up with Ding Ge, Ding Ge's parents found Ding Ge and persuaded her to go home.

But Ding Ge didn't go home. She stayed outside all the time.

I really want her to go home, because she doesn't have me anymore. If she doesn't have her parents to rely on, she's really lonely!

But what right do I have to give advice to Ding Ge after the breakup?

All these years, Ding Ge has done so much for me!

So I really can't forgive myself, never forgive myself!

But I can no longer make up for it. The only thing I can do is to stay away from her and not disturb her.

Thinking of Green city railway station and Ding Ge's cries for help, I really shouldn't have done that now. I should have walked back on my own even if my legs were broken. But I think maybe the battle between heaven and man in my heart was already controlled by my subconscious, I can't make the decision.

In the future, don't contact her anymore.

I wiped the tears off my face, and in the future, I should work hard and slowly pay off my debts. Don't think about anything else.

Happiness, happiness, these words are all rolled away.

Suddenly, in the dark, my cell phone suddenly rang. The piercing ringtone was especially loud in the dark. I don't know who called me back so late.

But when I saw the name on the phone, I thought I was wrong.

It was Ding Ge!

She called me?

I was completely stunned, as if I had been struck by lightning. I used my new number to contact Ding Ge. She knows my number, but I don't understand why she called me.

But before I could figure it out, the bell stopped ringing.

The room, which was suddenly still, had to be exceptionally quiet and the needles could be heard!

I sat down and looked at the screen. It was already past two in the evening. I didn't expect it to be so late, but why did Ding Ge call me at this time?

This missed call made me so excited that it was the first time she had called me since we broke up!

Should I call Ding Ge again?

But I just said I can't disturb Ding Ge anymore!

But what if something happened to her?

Would she hang up so soon if something happened? Another voice in his head said.

I hesitated, for a moment I couldn't take note of it, and my heart was struggling.

But a moment later, the phone rang again. It was a message from Ding Ge!

I quickly opened the text message, only to see that it said, "Sorry for the wrong number."

Seeing these few words, my heart felt a little inexplicable loss, a huge loss. I took two deep breaths of cold air, and a bitter smile formed at the corner of my mouth.

I would rather Ding Ge had contacted me because of something. I wish so.

It's already two o' clock in the night. Why isn't Ding Ge asleep yet?

I picked up my phone, as if I couldn't help but type a line on the screen.

Why haven't you slept yet?

However, after typing out the words, I hesitated again. What's the use of sending this message? I just said not to disturb her, but have you forgotten now?

My hand was on the keyboard, and my eyes were staring at the screen, at a loss.

I don't know how long it took, but the screen was already black. Finally, I sighed, pressed the phone, looked at the words on the screen, and deleted them one by one!