Days after Breaking up with My Ex

"Recognize the truth? Past tense? Then what were you and dinger before I left?" Lin Ya suddenly got angry, stood up, looked at me angrily, and roared hysterically, "Why are you so close to Ding Ge these days? Why did you give her hope? Why? You invited her to dinner, you invited her to a movie, you took pictures of her, you stayed at her house in the middle of the night, you took care of her when she was sick, and you stayed with her. What was all this for? What is it? Play? Are you kidding Ding Ge? Ambiguous? Tell me, why?"

Lin Ya's words made my face turn red. I really wanted to slap myself!

That's right, I can feel Ding Ge's feelings for me, so I feel that I owe her so much. How much she loves me, how much I hurt her!

"Come on, explain all this clearly? Talking to Guzheng and fishing for Ding Ge, are you on two boats? Did you use Ding Ge as a spare tire? Tell me, is this the kind of person I know, Meng Xingyun?"

Lin Ya's eyes were red, and in the snowy sky, her eyes were even more glaring, making me avoid them.

It was especially quiet, as if all the sounds were cut off by the heavy snow, leaving only Lin Ya's roaring voice. Her voice was a little hoarse because of her excitement.

"I really don't understand, Xing Yun. What are you thinking? We've known each other for so many years. Sometimes I feel like I know you very well, but sometimes I really don't understand what's going on in your heart." Lin Ya's tone softened a little and didn't yell at me anymore, but her eyes were filled with disappointment, or despair.

I was still silent, because I couldn't say anything. Those words were as heavy as a mountain on me.

I feel like my body is about to collapse!

"Ding Ge has done so much for you. Can't you really tell? How many times have her parents asked her to come home, but she hasn't. Why? Do you really not understand? She wants her parents to accept you, so she wants to go home!

She went home with you to meet your parents without getting engaged. If she didn't come home to live with you, what would others think of her? But does she care? She means she cares about you! But what did they get in return? What would others think of her? What about her? How are you going to talk about her?

How many people have she rejected for you? She's spending her entire youth with you. Do you understand? If you really don't want her, why would you come back and provoke her? Why don't you just go away and leave her alone? Did you break into her life again to hurt her again?

Are you stupid?

Which woman could withstand a second injury?

Why did she work overtime so hard? For the bonus? What was the bonus for? It's to pay your debts, you know? Even after you broke up, she kept saving. She didn't want anything, never wanted to accept anyone else. She just wanted to make enough money to pay off the debts you owed, so she thought you could be together.

All she did was because of you! "

Lin Ya's words made my heart ache. I felt so bad that I just wanted to cry. I didn't expect that Ding Ge had always loved me and had done so much for me. She had always thought of me, but I had personally stabbed her heart with the sharpest sword.

Finally, in grief, two tears welled up and fell to the ground.

Lin ya looked at me. After a while, she choked and said, "The first time, I don't blame you. The second time? You hurt her even if you didn't want to. Do you understand? You broke her heart! Xing Yun, let me ask you again, what happened between you and Guzheng? Why did you make this decision? Can you tell me? If there's anything we can take on together, you can't take it on your own anymore. We're your friends. You have to tell us, because Ding Ge can't take it anymore. What you're doing is like completely severing your relationship, you know? You can't expect her to run to Green city to pick you up after a phone call. It's impossible! Everyone has their limits, and you are so stupid! So, I, please, tell me, what exactly happened?"

Lin Ya said so much in one breath that my heart almost broke.

There were snowflakes on Lin Ya's shoulders and hair, but she didn't care at all. She just looked at me with a glimmer of hope in her eyes.

At this moment, my soul was about to be crushed.

I just feel like my whole body is not my own. There is no temperature, it is very stiff. But the coldness in my heart was ten thousand times colder than in my body. It was as if countless ice cones were exploding in my body, bringing me heartpiercing pain again and again.

I gritted my teeth and tried my best to control the trembling of my body. I was almost out of breath, and that suppression made me want to punch the wall with all my might!

In the end, I gritted my teeth and looked at Lin Ya, not saying a word, but shaking my head at her.

The last light in Lin Ya's eyes went out, and the whole world was reflected in a vast expanse of snow. The sky and the earth were clear and bright, but Lin Ya's body seemed to have lost all its brilliance, and it was dark.

It was not known when the wind was getting stronger, and the area of the pavilion that was hit by the heavy snow was getting larger and larger, and more snow fell on Lin Ya's somewhat thin body.

Lin Ya's hair turned white, and some snow even blew onto Lin Ya's face, but she still ignored it and let it melt on her face.

Not sure if it was the snow, Lin Ya's face was exceptionally pale.

Another gust of cold wind blew past, and I felt a pain in my face. Some snowflakes fell from lin ya's head, and some strands of hair floated on her forehead, slightly blocking Lin Ya's eyes. But she was still looking at me, and I couldn't see her eyes.

At this moment, for the first time, I felt that we were so close, but so far away.

"Achoo! Achoo! Achoo..."

Finally, Lin Ya couldn't take it anymore and sneezed several times. She covered her mouth and looked a little uncomfortable.

My heart ached and I quickly took off my clothes to put them on lin ya, but Lin Ya subconsciously took a step back.

Her move made me freeze in the air, and I stopped there in pain.

For a moment, Lin Ya's body was completely outside the pavilion, and countless crystals fell on it. Standing under the pavilion, I felt a long distance between Lin Ya and me.

"Girl." My lips trembled as I called out for Lin Ya's nickname.

Lin Ya didn't seem to want to say a word to me. She pulled a strand of hair behind her ear and looked at me. After a while, she said to me, "Have you heard an idiom?"

I frowned and didn't understand what Lin Ya was trying to say.

"What idiom?" My voice was shaking, as if afraid of something.

As if it was too cold, Lin Ya's body trembled, and then she said softly, "Cut off the robe and break the justice!"

Those four words came out of Lin Ya's mouth, and I felt the pain of falling into an abyss.

I stared at Lin Ya in a daze, at that familiar face, and my heart was once again dripping with blood. I was in so much pain that I couldn't even breathe. I couldn't believe that Lin Ya wanted to break up with me?

This is not true.

We have known each other for so many years, and we have experienced many hardships. Even if there are quarrels and conflicts, those will always pass. However, I never thought that Lin Ya would say the word "Cut off my robe" to me.

Those four words were like four arrows shooting at me!

But I know that I caused all of this, not others, I can only blame myself, or who else can I blame?

Lin Ya was desperate for me. She must have felt the same pain as me, or else she wouldn't have said such heartache.

I looked at Lin Ya, my body trembling uncontrollably. I clenched my fists and let my nails sink into my flesh.

I opened my lips and tried to call out lin ya's name, but something blocked my throat.

Lin ya looked at me as if she was waiting for something. The wind was blowing more recklessly, and Lin Ya's hair was blown on her cheek. It was messy. There were some snowflakes floating between us. Between the snowflakes falling, lin ya took a step back.

She was standing in the snow, and I was standing on the clean ground.

We seem to be in two worlds!

The two of them looked at each other.

More snow fell on Lin Ya, making her whole body more bright.

Lin ya looked at me. She took a deep breath, raised her right foot slowly, and took a slight step forward. Then she used her right foot to draw a line between us in the snow.

In the snow, that line was shocking!

Lin Ya and I are at both ends of the horizontal line!

I stared at the horizontal line and paused for a moment.

"That's it, I think." Lin Ya looked at me again and said, I looked at the horizontal line of the ground. The horizontal line was very deep, and the concrete floor below was exposed.

"Take care of yourself!"

Another word came into my ear.

Lin Ya turned around and walked away. I looked at the footprints on the ground one after another and felt like I was suffocating.

I slowly looked up at Lin Ya's back.

I wanted to see more clearly, but the snow was getting bigger and bigger, and lin ya's figure was getting farther and farther away. At that moment, I only felt that lin ya was far away from me, forever away.

At this moment, how much I wanted to catch up with her, run to her, confess everything...

But her figure had disappeared before her eyes.

I was the only one left in the entire pavilion, the entire world!

The wind and snow were raging, even more ruthless, like swords, they seemed to be laughing at me forcefully, reflecting my pain and loneliness!

On the ground, even lin ya's footprints were quickly covered, as if she had never been here before.

However, the line that Lin Ya drew with all his might still existed. It looked at me coldly, and Lin Ya's last words appeared in my ears again.

You should take care of yourself.

I sat on the bench in a daze, no one passed by, only me, so I don't have to hide my sadness, don't pretend to laugh, don't care about other people's eyes, I can cry heartily, I can face everything in despair.