Days after Breaking up with My Ex

It was getting late, and soon they were all going back. Hu Zi said that he would stay with me at the hospital tonight, so he asked Li Xiaowei to go back first, so the three girls left together.

Before he left, Ding Ge did not say a word!

This made me feel a sense of loss.

After they left, only Old Tiger and I were left. I took a breath and said to them, "Actually, I'm fine alone. You guys should go back later."

"Come on, you just have a good sleep. You just don't have to worry about us." Old Gao said.

"Yes." Hu Zi said.

I smiled. It was a great honor to have these two good brothers.

I didn't expect that after a while, someone came again. It was Guzheng!

Guzheng said apologetically, "I'm sorry I came so late."

I smiled and said, "Didn't you come here during the day?"

"Well, you haven't woken up yet. How are you? How are you feeling now?" Guzheng asked.

"Good." I replied with a smile.

"That's good. This time, you are really scary. Don't be so scary next time." Although Guzheng joked, his eyes were still filled with heartache.

I didn't dare to face Guzheng's direct gaze, so I lowered my eyes and said, "No, no."

As it was getting late, Guzheng left soon after she came over. Before she left, she said to me, "I'll see you tomorrow."

Ah, I secretly sighed. Why is this girl Guzheng so stubborn? Is she really not looking back after breaking through the south wall?

Then the lights were turned off in the room, and only the tv made some noise, but it was still very quiet. I didn't feel sleepy and looked out the window bored, but I couldn't see anything. The strange environment and the unique smell of the hospital made me a little uncomfortable.

Old Gao and Hu Zi asked for two company beds and lay on them with a slight snoring sound coming out. It was really hard for both of them. If the bed was too narrow for the fat man, I couldn't sleep. I had slept once before, and it was especially uncomfortable.

There's nothing I can say about having such a brother in need.

I lay in bed in a daze and couldn't sleep. I slept too long during the day. I was afraid that it would affect Old Gao and Hu Zi's sleep, so I turned off the tv and the room became quiet, as if the whole world was quiet.

I looked out of the window and couldn't see the moon. The moonlight was so bleak, and all I could see was a chaotic wasteland.

In fact, his body is very strong, rarely sick, this year because of drinking, his body is much weaker than before. I rarely come to the hospital, but Ding Ge's health is very bad. She often gets headaches and colds when she is free, and her stomach is uncomfortable. She can't eat too much spicy food and cold food, but she still likes spicy food.

Seeing Ding Ge again, my heart was flooded again!

I think if we hadn't broken up, she would be the one taking care of me now, right?

I don't know why, but this time, the fluctuation seems to be stronger than before. I don't know if being hospitalized has made me weak. I really want to hug Ding Ge, so I miss her so much.

I even had a crazy, strong urge to get back together with her, and then it hurt deeply again, as if the glass had been cut out of my flesh.

I feel like I'm in a dead circle and can't escape!

I seem to ask god, why is love so torturous? Why?

If I had known it would be so painful, I would have preferred not to experience love.

I can't take it anymore. I'm afraid I'll go crazy if I keep doing this!

I don't know when, it seems that there is a cold feeling in my ears...

In the morning, Hu Zi and Old Gao got up early, and Hu Zi still had to work. He had said that he would take a leave today, so I advised him to go to work. Old Gao was here. Besides, I'm fine. Why are you still here? Hu Zi finally left, leaving Old Gao alone in bed.

I asked Old Gao, "Can old meng pond be alone?"

"Don't worry, there's no problem at all." Old Gao said with great confidence.

"I've never seen such a careless boss like you." I was speechless. Actually, Old Gao was very attentive to the pond.

"You don't have to doubt people. Old meng is a good person."

"Yes."

"You, don't think so much. Just lie down in the hospital." Old Gao said nonchalantly, "That family is paying for the medical treatment anyway."

"Then I can't stay here forever."

"So what? You saved their lives and stayed in the hospital for a few more days?" The more Old Gao spoke, the more excited he became.

"Okay, take a break." I said, "If you're bored, go back first. I'm fine here alone."

"Can you do it alone?" Old Gao gave me a blank look.

"Why not? I'm fine. I still want to be discharged today."

"Pull it down, you can pull it down!" Old Gao said impatiently, "Just lie down and kill the hospital. When will you be better and when will you be discharged?"

"This is not good for me."

"What the hell, are you a doctor?" Old Gao said sarcastically.

"All right, all right." Instead of getting sick, I was about to get mad at Old Gao. I said, "You should go. I'm fine alone. You still have wang mengmeng to accompany you."

"Why do I feel like you're trying to chase me away the more I look at you?" Old Gao looked at me suspiciously and said with a sneer, "You don't want to sneak out of the hospital while we're not here, do you? Last time, you secretly left the hospital. This time, you try to sneak out again! Don't worry, buddy. I won't leave today. I'll be at the hospital with you 24 hours a day."

"How could I!"

"It's better not to have this idea!" Old Gao continued to be poor with me.

"If you want to open a hospital bed for you, you can also live in it." I said angrily.

"What's the bed for? Just squeeze it." Old Gao said as he approached me.

"Get lost!" I immediately scolded.

"Can we still be gay?"

"Fuck you!"

Just as Old Gao and I were joking, a man came in from the door.

I immediately fell silent and began to suppress my feelings.

Ding Ge, she's here again!

If it was just to accompany lin ya yesterday, there might be a reason to make sense. But today, she came by herself.

My heart was filled with surprise. Why is she here again? Didn't she already have a boyfriend? Isn't it appropriate to see me?

Old Gao also saw Ding Ge. He greeted Ding Ge, "Here we are."

Ding Ge smiled and nodded.

Then Ding Ge and I looked at each other again. For a moment, none of the three of us spoke. The atmosphere in the room suddenly became awkward. I didn't know what to say to Ding Ge.

At this moment, Old Gao said, "Well, I'll go out for a while and you guys can talk."

Then Old Gao went out, leaving Ding Ge and me alone in the room.

There was still a brief silence.

My heart could no longer calm down. My eyes looked at Ding Ge, and my heart was like a raging wave. The muscles on my face stiffened and my smile was so unnatural.

"How are you feeling now?"

It was still Ding Ge's voice. It was so familiar that it seemed to be echoing in my head all the time, but it seemed that I hadn't heard it in several worlds.

Her voice was still the same as before, but I suddenly felt that her voice seemed to have become fragile and heartbreaking.

I smiled and said, "It's all right. It was all right yesterday."

Ding ge pouted and nodded. The room fell into silence again. The oppressive atmosphere made me feel suffocated.

"How have you been?" I asked dinger.

"Good." Ding Ge replied faintly.

That's good. Such a vague answer is best for a former lover like us. It seems that we only have this kind of conversation left, right?

I nodded and said, "That's good, that's good."

The room fell silent for the first time.

And this kind of silence, is completely different from before, this kind of silence will drive people crazy!

The corner of my mouth twitched, and I asked, "How's it going with your boyfriend?"

After saying this, I felt like slapping myself in the mouth. Why the hell would I ask this question?

Then I regret it!

Ding Ge glanced at me, then lowered his head slightly and replied faintly, "That's it."

The vague answer was almost as good as not saying anything. I couldn't hear anything from ding ge's words. But I don't want to know either.

I looked at Ding Ge. She seemed to have changed. She looked much thinner than before, with an indescribable sadness on her delicate face, indifferent and lonely, like a stray bird, flying aloof and aloof.

Her expression made me feel a little ashamed. It was all because of me that she became unhappy. It seemed that she had never seen the smile on her face again.

Neither Ding Ge nor I spoke. The two of us sat quietly in the ward, one sitting, the other standing. We were only a few steps away, but I felt as if I would never catch her again.

Speechless!

It was as if something was blocking his heart...

Just then, a man suddenly walked into the ward.

It was Guzheng!

She said yesterday that she would come to see me again today. I didn't expect that she would actually come here so early. I suddenly realized that this should be the first time Ding Ge and Guzheng met.

When Guzheng saw someone in the room, his eyes were a little confused, but when they looked at each other, I felt as if they had exchanged a lot of things in an instant. It was as if Ding Ge knew who Guzheng was and Guzheng knew who Ding Ge was without my introduction.

That look was indescribable.

"Hello."

"Hello."

Guzheng spoke first, and Ding Ge smiled back.