Deep Feeling In Marriage

"Sandy, you've finished your graduation thesis, so it's time for you to take a vacation." the tutor shouted Lin Su to the office. After communicating with her about tomorrow's internship, she thought that China's Mid Autumn Festival would be in another week, so she took the initiative to remind her.

Lin Su looked at the blue sky outside the school, smiled and said, "well, it's time to go back and have a look."

She has no family in city a, but she has many friends.

That night, she bought the invoice of city A. after getting off the plane, she didn't call Cheng Bei Xiao Hong, but went directly to Cheng Bei's residence.

But Lin Su didn't think that the first person she saw was not her friends, but a woman who had met several times.

Song Qing!

"Miss Lin, long time no see!"

She heard Lin Su's side and rolled down the window.

At first, Lin Su recognized the girl. Now she has blond curly hair and strong makeup on her face. She is very different from the girl she saw a year ago.

"Long time no see!" she didn't have much impression of Lin Su, but remembered that she liked Yan Yu.

"What a coincidence!" Lin Su said with a smile.

But the woman stared into her eyes and looked at her for a while. It seemed that she had made a big decision before she said it at last.

"Someone wants to see you“

“···”

The man she said vaguely guessed in Lin Su's heart.

She shook her head and said, "I have friends waiting for me."

"You can wait for your friend at any time, but he can't wait." her tone suddenly took a sad look, which surprised Lin Su, and the mood in her heart was a little complicated.

But after this year, she has tempered her heart very hard.

"Do you know why I can find you the first time?" seeing Lin Su indifferent, the woman got off, leaned against the side of the car, stared at Lin Su's face and said.

Some thoughts and thoughts flashed through his mind, but Lin Su didn't want to think more.

"If you want to tell me something unimportant, I don't think it's necessary. I'll go first!" she hurried to run on high heels.

But the woman shouted, "Lin Su, Yan Yu wants to see you very much. This year, he was in great pain and didn't dare to find you, but he paid attention to your information all the time. So I can find you the first time you go back."

Her words made Lin Su suddenly stop and mention the man's name. Her heart seemed to be very calm.

I want to go, but I find I can't take any steps.

There seems to be a lot of stories hidden in women's words.

"What happened to him?"

"Yan Yu, he won't live long." the woman's voice was crying, and the words hit Lin Su's ears heavily.

"Lin Su, you go with me to see if he is good. He has worked very hard."

“···”

Lin Su didn't know how she got on the bus. She only remembered that when she got on the bus, her head was chaotic. She couldn't think of anything. She couldn't think of anything clearly. She was very confused.

When he was taken to Yan's house, Lin Su only felt that the house was cold and chilling.

It's cold.

In the house they used to live in, nothing has changed, but there are many medical instruments beside the bed, which are cold and seeping.

Yan mother Zheng sat by the bed, holding the hands of the people on the bed.

The moment Lin Su entered the door, he saw the lifeless man lying in bed.

“···”

How did he... Become like this?

The people on the bed seem to have been drained of their flesh and bone marrow. The whole person is like skin and bone, thin and pitiful.

What did he experience this year and why did he become like this?

"He has a brain tumor..."

"When did it happen?"

"Since he was driven out of Yan's house

“···”

Did he bear so much at that time?

Hearing the conversation between the two, the woman guarding the person by the bed raised her head and looked at them.

Yan's mother was completely stunned when she saw the stranger suddenly appearing at the door.

The woman in front of her has short, capable hair, and seems to have completely changed from her soft daughter-in-law.

She looked at her strangely, made a half noise, and finally said, "Miss Lin! Long time no see!" after a year, she also spoke a lot, and scolded Lin Su before she met.

Even she was influenced by her silly son's feelings for her. If you hurt this woman, you hurt his son's heart.

Lin Su looked at Yan's mother in front of her in some surprise. She seemed to have changed a lot. There was no such hostility between her eyebrows. The whole person looked soft and old.

Just like this, she looks like a mother.

"Child, come and do it. Yan Yu is thinking of you." Yan's mother got up, waved to Lin Su and gave her a place.

When she got up, Lin Su saw that there were countless blue and purple scars on his hand by the bed, which were the marks of pinholes. Because he was thin and almost had no human shape, the scars on his hand were particularly obvious.

Somehow, when Lin Su saw such Yan Yu, the first reaction in her heart was fear.

She wants to escape.

She turned to leave and rushed out of the room.

Both people in the room were blinded by her sudden action.

Song Qingxian reacted and quickly chased out.

Lin Su didn't go far. She was just outside the door. She leaned against the wall and looked in a daze.

"This year, Yan Yu thought of you wholeheartedly. You can't be so ruthless to him... He doesn't have many days... No more..." she choked, and the next words were almost speechless.

Lin Su suddenly felt a little flustered when he saw her like this.

It took a long time to calm her mood. She pursed her lips, as if it took a lot of effort to say, "what did the doctor say?" looking at the sad woman standing beside her, she suddenly felt some sympathy for her.

No matter how many things words have done to hurt her, people seem to be forgiven at any time in the face of death.

"The brain tumor has deteriorated,"

It won't take long. She didn't say the last half sentence, but Lin Su already knew how bad the situation was.

Yan's mother didn't know when she was standing next to her. Hearing Song Qing's words, she seemed unable to stand the fact. She sobbed and left. There were two women standing silently in the empty corridor.

Song Qing looked at Lin Su, stared at her intently, and continued: "Miss Lin, I've been with Yan Yu for so long. He doesn't love me, and I don't understand his love for you. Although I don't understand the feelings between you, I can clearly feel that the man lying in the room loves you more than yourself. I also know that he has done a lot of things to hurt you, but he loves you so much. Why can't you see his love for you Do you want to put all your hatred on him? For you, she offended Lin Tianqi. In order not to let sumo bully you, she married her, and then threw her heavily from the sky to the ground. What he did for you really moved me. Yan Yu likes you. No, he loves you, but he has no conditions to love you. He has been living in contradiction and pain and wants to find you, But I dare not. I can only secretly look at your information and know that you are not doing well abroad. He will find his own relationship to help you. When she sees you being bullied, she will try to avenge you. When she sees you with other men, he will be depressed for a long time. He is very contradictory, painful, but very happy, because he loves you very much. He has never given me love in the year around him One thousandth of you. "

"Lin Su, you are really happy."

Heart, cool down.

It turned out that she had such a smooth year abroad because of him.

A bitter smile overflowed from his face, some helpless and some sad.

Lin Su lowered his head and thought for a moment. After all, his hesitant steps turned around and walked towards the bedroom.

Even if she had to leave, she wanted to see him wake up with her own eyes.

Otherwise, her heart is uneasy.

Came to the bedroom, Lin Su slowly approached the bedside.

The person on the bed is fragile and distressing. She stares at the man lying quietly on the bed.

His closed eyes covered his deep eyes. His pale face was as thin as paper. There was a gray look between his eyebrows, but Rao was so, but there was still a cold temperament between his eyebrows.

My heart trembled unconsciously.

The pale face makes people feel inexplicably sad.

This kind of Yan Yu makes people very unhappy, but Lin Su knows very well that even if she doesn't hate Yan Yu now, she can't erase everything that has happened. She can't forgive the harm he has caused to herself. She firmly tells herself, but she doesn't work hard for him.

If she had a dagger in her hand a year ago, she would directly open her chest. She would use the sharpest dagger to gouge him out of her heart. There was no flesh and blood left.

As time passed, Lin Su always stood quietly by the man's side.

Song Qing didn't know when to go out. There was only the ticking sound of instruments in the room.

As if the passing of life, a trace of flow away dissipated.

I can't remember how long they could get along so quietly. There was no quarrel, no hatred, no humiliation. He was quiet like a friend, but at this time, he was like a string puppet, with a lot of threads interspersed on his body and no vitality.

Looking at the absent face, Lin Su couldn't deny her heartache. She clearly felt her heart and wanted him to wake up.