Deep Feeling In Marriage

This man shouldn't lie so sick.

She didn't want him to lie there so lifeless, as if he would leave the world at any time.

Yan Yu's world is different from that of ordinary people.

A few hours later, Lin Su stared at the man's sleeping face, as if he were tireless, as if his head had not turned, and time seemed to be still.

Many times, she can't understand what she thinks. She didn't understand what she loved him? I don't understand why I will be disturbed by him since I hate him so much, and why he has changed so much in this year? She couldn't find any trace of familiarity.

Thought for a long time, thought a lot, what happened in just two years, as if he had finished his life.

Gradually feeling tired, Lin Su slowly fell asleep by the bed.

She entered a long dream, as if all her nightmares were overlapped and gathered together. All her nightmares were connected into a complete story. She dreamed of her own children, the dark prison, Yan Yu's indifferent face, Yan's mother who scolded her, many people and things, and Enron who died innocently. And Zhong Xun.

All this reminds him that all people and things are changing and can't go back to the past.

"Lin Su......" the low and hoarse voice penetrated into her dark dream, and Lin Su slowly opened his eyes.

The eyes are sour when they touch the unbelievable eyes of men.

She saw herself in his eyes.

The man's eyes were shocked. He was looking at himself in surprise

"Xiaosu..."

Lin Su suddenly woke up and saw that the man was trying to support his body and wanted to get up.

His voice sounded so helpless and weak that he called her name weakly.

Lin Su quickly reacted, got up, held him, let him lean on the bed, "lie down quickly!"

Because he wanted to sit up, he acted violently, pulled the infusion needle, and the needle pricked sharply into the blood vessel, which hurt very much.

His face was pale and the corners of his mouth twisted slightly because of pain.

"Are you okay?" she whispered.

Lin Su took the pillow to raise him, let him lie down again, and adjusted him to a comfortable position.

Seeing him wake up, a big stone in his heart was finally put down.

Yan Yu stretched out her right hand, but her hand reached into the air, but she took it back powerlessly.

Lin Su was stunned for a moment, raised his eyes in amazement, and saw that his eyes were deep.

His dark eyes stared at her face and asked softly, "have you cried? Have you had any terrible nightmares?"

When he woke up, he just heard Lin Su talking fiercely in his sleep. He didn't dare to disturb her, because he was afraid that all this in front of him was his own fierceness. He was afraid that if he woke her up, his fierceness would be broken.

After that, seeing her emotional collapse, he was born and woke him up.

Although his voice was a little tired, it was still so clear and beautiful.

Lin Su wrung his eyebrows and quickly turned to wipe the corners of his eyes. He didn't know he was crying in his dream. What happened in the dream is really some real, and some are like dreams.

"Fool, you will cry in a dream." Yan Yu looked at her painfully, and her tone was spoiled like that year.

But Lin Su clearly knows that now is now, that year was that year, and she will not be confused again.

Lin Su calmed down his emotions, turned around and looked at him with complex eyes.

He···

Such a tone, such a dialogue, like not long ago, they only experienced two years, but they seemed to have finished their life.

At that time, they were still good. His words would make him sweet and greasy and make her laugh from the bottom of her heart. But now when she hears this, she can't have a trace of joy. Some are just endless sour and astringent.

Yan Yu, do you know that what makes me nightmare is our past and past?

"Yan Yu, don't say these words." she didn't want to embarrass both of them, nor did she want him to misunderstand.

His directness made the man's smile a little stiff.

I'm trying to laugh. I can't laugh anymore.

"Anyway, I still want to thank you for coming to see me. When I need... A little hope most," he said calmly, as if he didn't know he was going to die.

"You have a good rest and you'll be fine." she knows what she says now seems useless, but if she doesn't say it, she can't even calm her uneasiness at the bottom of her heart.

The man smiled weakly, "I know my situation, but thank you." he looked at Lin Su's eyes intently, so deep and so serious.

Lin Su didn't dare to look. He looked away, and some didn't dare to look at his smiling eyes. There is loneliness in his eyes. Illness is the most desperate thing for him.

"If you're all right," he said, holding his head down and wondering what he was thinking, the atmosphere suddenly became stagnant and silent

Xu had been sitting for a long time. He unconsciously moved his body, but only then did he move. The wound hurt again. However, he now felt that the pain was nothing at all.

"Sit quietly!" Lin Su got up, gently pressed his shoulder and let him lean back on the pillow. "If you're all right, I'll go first." the atmosphere embarrassed her. There seemed to be nothing to say between them.

Yan Yu grabbed Lin Su's wrist and said, "no!" his hand was caught by him. At that moment, Lin Su saw the prayer in his eyes. She didn't break free. Her eyes fell on his face, and anxiety appeared on the man's pale face.

She smiled suddenly and faintly.

"Sit down, I won't go!" I don't know what mood I should use to treat him at this time. There is no particularly fierce emotion in my heart except a touch of sour.

"Will you stay with me for a while?" he held her hand and said such a sentence gently. The prayer and temptation in his tone and the loneliness in his eyes hurt her for another moment.

"OK." Lin Su couldn't refuse such a fragile Yan Yu, and couldn't deprive him of his last hope. She nodded gently.

Just after saying that, he suddenly flinched back. Will this... Really help him? Will it make it more unclear between the two people.

The words she wanted to retreat were blocked by the man's pale face. She couldn't refuse him at all

He turned his head, relaxed the strength of grasping her wrist, and looked at her gently. "Xiaosu, no matter how many unpleasant things have happened between us, we were doomed from the beginning. We belong to each other."

"No." Lin Su pushed him aside and held his hand. "Yan Yu, we can't go back to the past. No one belongs to who, and no one is ruthless; now you are distressing. Don't worry. I will accompany you well and wait for you to get better during this period of time." she tried to make her words natural, but her words blurted out still seemed very stiff.

Yan Yu was stunned for a moment, and a faint look appeared on her face: "I know!"

"You still have a lot of people who care about you. You can't give up, so you're better." Lin Su tried to control his emotions and didn't let his voice tremble. This would affect Yan Yu's, but when he saw her vulnerable, tears burst into his eyes.

Totally out of control.

If this man really disappears in her own world, she thinks, she can't be indifferent.

Yan Yu's eyes were silent and speechless. Her eyes twinkled at her.

Knowing that she stayed with her because of her illness, wouldn't it be enough if she could spend the last time with him? There is really no regret.

He has done so many things that he shouldn't ask him to forgive himself.

He told himself so, but why does the heart still hurt.

Why not give up, why selfish and greedy want to catch more?

It's just that he won't say these feelings and words anymore.

"Well, I'll get better, get better and look at your happiness." I can't give you your happiness. Just let me bear the pain alone.

Lin Su took a deep breath and told himself to keep an ordinary mind and treat him without other thoughts. "You have a good rest first. I'll go back first."

"Where to?" he just returned to city A. where can he go? Find Zhong Xun?

"I'll find Cheng Bei. You have a good rest. It's late today. I'll come to see you tomorrow."

I haven't seen Cheng Bei yet.

"You... He wanted to stay, but he couldn't say a word.

Lin Su finds Cheng Bei. Unexpectedly, Xiao Hong lives in her house, but she doesn't look good.

When the three met, there was no distance or greeting. It was like a year ago, laughing, talking and chatting all night.

Lin Su got up early the next morning and went out.

Cheng Bei got up to go to the bathroom and just saw her.

"Where are you going?"

"I'll go and see Yan Yu!" Lin Su told Yan Yu about her current situation.

She was stunned and didn't say anything.

After she went out, Cheng Bei thought for a long time, and finally called Zhong Xun.

That man, Lin Su had to have a love.

Zhong Xun was surprised when he received Cheng Bei's call. This year, after Lin Su left, they had almost no contact. Now he was surprised to receive his call.

"Zhong Xun, Lin Su is back!" after the phone was connected, Cheng Bei directly cut into the subject.

“···”

The man's phone fell to the ground.

There was a noise in it.

Lin Su took a taxi to Yan's house. He just got on the bus and suddenly received a call.

When he saw the two words above, Lin Su's heart jumped and his hand shook involuntarily.

"Hello!" she took a deep breath and answered the phone.

There was silence on both sides of the phone.

"You're back!" he said positively.

Lin Su's heart panicked and knew that Cheng Bei must have told him.

"I knew Cheng Bei's mouth couldn't keep his words."

"Are you going to hide it from me?" the man interrupted her.

"No, i... I just didn't think of how to face you.

"Where are you? I'll find you."

"I have something to do now." the sudden meeting request made Lin Su flustered.

"Address."

He was strong and domineering, and his voice seemed to be angry.

Inexplicably, Lin Su felt guilty. He obediently reported an address, got out of the car and waited for him at the agreed place.

Fifteen minutes later, Zhong Xun appeared in front of him.

Lin Su imagined the scene of innocent Zhong meeting, but when he really met, he found it very simple.

It's just a hand in hand.