Deep love only for you

Fu Yuchen drove directly back to Ningcheng all the way. Because there was a traffic jam on the way back, it was very late when he got home. Almost all the family had bathed and slept. When they saw him, they asked him if he wanted to have a snack. He said no and went back to his room by himself.

After washing out, he sat at his desk and went online for a while. Then he took out the diary.

The cover is a little bent, and I don't know who wrapped the book cover. It uses the coated paper torn from the magazine.

Fu Yuchen looked. It was three years ago.

It has been several hours since he got the diary. From the beginning, he especially wanted to know. Now, he is not in a hurry.

Pick it up and turn it over. The diary used two-thirds.

While he was looking through the paper, a picture the size of a wallet card suddenly fell out of it.

He picked it up and was stunned when he saw the picture above.

It was a group photo. It was obviously not taken by him, but by Zong Jiayue. Their group photo.

He should have looked down at his cell phone in front of the mirror and didn't notice, while she took her cell phone and looked at it in the mirror.

He suddenly recalled that in fact, they didn't spend much time together. From this picture, it should be one night when they went to the mall together.

At that time, she didn't take the initiative to him. How could she take such a picture?

He turned over and saw the words on the back, impressively the date.

Sure enough, there was a little peach heart painted on it at that time.

In my memory, she is not a romantic girl at all, and she disdains to do the behavior of little girls such as little peach heart.

In fact, she is a deep-seated woman who can bear the layout for so many years, calm and ruthless.

However, they secretly draw peach hearts behind their group photos?

He couldn't tell what it was like, so he opened his diary.

She started writing that three years ago.

The previous ones are almost all important events. She may be afraid of forgetting. Many things note the date, but they are relatively simple descriptions, which makes it difficult for people to guess from above.

It was not until later, about two years ago, that I began to regard it as a diary.

She wrote: "today, I'm going to Ningcheng. I'm looking forward to it, but I'm more calm. He's married and his children are more than 6 years old. Hehe, I still have to play a good sister and bless them."

Fu Yuchen naturally knows that the 'he' inside is Huo Jingxiao.

After that, it was almost a short mood until Fu Yuchen saw his name for the first time.

"There's a childe who doesn't know what he means. Look at my injury, give me chicken soup."

In such a sentence, there is not too much evaluation.

He pulled at the corners of his mouth. Suddenly, he thought of that time and suddenly sighed. If only she had stopped at that time!

Later, he appeared more and more frequently. He also found that her name for him changed from "childe brother" to "Fu surname" and then to "Fu Yuchen".

Until, she wrote a sentence: "I am with Fu Yuchen."

He snapped at his fingertips and continued to look.

"Yes, because Jing Xiao did something that made me sad. I was drunk and slept with another man. In fact, although I was drunk, I was sober at that time. Now I'm very confused and don't know how I feel."

Then, the next day, she wrote another paragraph: "it can be said that I was drunk yesterday, but I did it with him when I was awake today. I must be crazy. I thought he was very handsome and had some fun with him. Or, in fact, I didn't resist that day because I didn't reject it?"

He was surprised and continued to look.

A few days later, she said, "I don't know what relationship I have with Fu Yuchen now, but there are some plans that I started ten years ago and won't change for anyone, including him!"

She wrote this paragraph a little hard, and he could see her determination through the back of the paper.

After that, she didn't record it for many days until she suddenly wrote two long paragraphs:

"We went on a date today. I found that he took good care of me, and I even enjoyed such care. Was it because I had been alone for too long that I thought about it for the first time? I just wanted to forget it. I didn't want revenge, but just wanted to be with him.

Do I like him? However, I am afraid of this feeling. Without the coat of revenge, I will feel insecure. I hate myself so affected by sensibility. "

For the next few days, she hesitated every day, sometimes saying she wanted revenge, sometimes hesitating.

Until that day, she wrote: "today, he sent me a picture of a family of three, and said that we can do the same in the future.

My mother died early, and my father was not around when I was a child. This is a warm picture of my heart. I also look forward to my offspring enjoying such family happiness.

I decided to give up. I don't want revenge. Really, I decided to promise him to be with him. "

Fu Yuchen could not tell what he felt. It turned out that under her cold appearance, she had hesitated and wavered because of the feelings between them?

But why did she finally

On the third day, she wrote, "I had a dream last night that my father was wounded in front of me with blood on his face and said I was not worthy to be a daughter of my family.

Then, I dreamed that Yuchen was right behind me. Hearing my identity, I immediately turned and left. I tried to call him and chase him, but my voice was hoarse and I couldn't run. He didn't look back.

When I woke up today, I suddenly felt that love may betray me, but my father's love for me will not, and I can't be sorry for him.

If I succeed after revenge, I will be with Yuchen.

If I fail and die, it's my life. "

Fu Yuchen saw that the page was wrinkled and seemed to have been rubbed for a long time.

Although it was a long time ago, he seemed to be able to see her inner struggle from the above traces.

After that, she didn't keep a diary for a long time until she was found.

She wrote, "I'm already on board. I've been found.

In fact, he didn't trust me at the beginning? So, after seeing the picture frame, he immediately reacted, and remained calm.

Fortunately, I'm not stupid enough to think he has to be me. In fact, like them, he has already begun to doubt me, ha ha

He asked me if he would shoot him a second time. I didn't say, but didn't the answer be clear long ago?

No, I never wanted him to die.

Just for the slightest doubt he has about me, I won't tell him the answer. "

When Fu Yuchen saw this, he felt something heavy in his heart, and his breathing became difficult.

Clearly, the answer he wanted to know was finally clearly put in front of him, but he felt that it seemed more painful than never knowing the answer.

Later, it was the diary he saw. Although he had seen it in the MMS picture before, Fu Yuchen read it again.

The next page was written on the same day:

"Late at night.

I called him.

But he gave me up. He didn't want me and the baby.

After we hung up, someone tracked us to Portugal, indicating that he told his friend about our call.

He wants me caught.

I escaped. Now I'm outside. The temperature is below zero. I hope I won't be frozen to death. "

Perhaps when she wrote this paragraph, she was trembling and her diary became scrawly, but she could still see her handwriting.

When Fu Yuchen saw this, he suddenly felt that he couldn't see it.

However, eager to know about the child, he continued to turn down.

"I went to a small town.

Although he didn't want us, I decided to give birth to the child. Just ask God to give me more time to make the child full-term before I was found.

I rented a secluded yard, raised the baby here, and hired a servant. "

The following articles seem to be daily:

"I've been here for a few days and my life is very calm.

Revenge failed. He Wanning's mother was taken away. I have nothing to threaten them.

I don't know why, but I feel relaxed.

Hey, if only the baby didn't make a fuss. Now it's less than three months, I'm going to vomit fast. If I'm born in the future, I don't know how much trouble to do?

But will I not see the day when he grows up? "

Fu Yuchen suddenly felt his nose sour when he saw here.

He stood up, went to the balcony and blew the wind for a while. Only then did he calm down and continue to watch.

"I feel much better today, my appetite is better, I haven't vomited, and my body is more relaxed.

It's so hard to get pregnant? I suddenly remembered that Huo Jingran's baby

Did I do something wrong? I don't dare to think. "

"Just now, I received a call.

I was so excited that I thought he called. But it was just a sales advertisement.

I haven't seen him for a long time. I don't know why. I suddenly miss him.

Now, I seem to have to admit that I have been thinking about him since I came here. I miss his arms, his kisses and those love words.

I'm not crazy, but

Hehe, I've fallen in love with him for a long time.

I don't know when it started, but these days, my mind is full of him. I want to be with him, or even just listen to him say a few words.

However, I am disqualified, and he will no longer love me.

I regret it. What should I do? I regret it. Why do I have to take revenge when I like him?

It was myself who ruined all my possibilities of happiness. "

There were many round folds on the paper. Fu Yuchen clearly saw that it was the tears he had cried.

His fingers rubbed the tears and thought of what she had said on the phone. He said in a low voice, "why didn't you tell me you were pregnant? Why didn't you say it?"

He was very angry. He clenched the page with his fingers and tore a corner carelessly.