Deep love only for you

For a long time, he continued to turn. The date was the next day: "I went to the hospital today.

The baby is gone.

The small clinic advised me to go to a bigger hospital. I know that once I go, maybe I will lose my freedom forever.

I know Huo Jingxiao. If my baby is still there, he will let my husband have a baby.

But if my baby is gone, he will give me and the evidence to the police.

But suddenly I was not afraid of anything. I decided to go to a big hospital. "

Then he wrote: "just now, I asked Uncle Ming, do you believe in earthly news?

I didn't believe it in the past, but now I finally understand.

Ten and a half years ago, I watched Huo Jingran's baby turn into a pool of blood.

Today, the same thing happened to me.

I used hallucinogens on Yan Mohan, but I accidentally inhaled them. At that time, I already had a baby, so the tire stopped.

The baby died not because of his father's giving up, but because of my own murder against him. I am the culprit.

Just now, I asked Uncle ming to prepare something. If I guessed right, Huo Jingxiao's people should come soon after uncle Ming sent it.

It turns out that in the end, good is rewarded with good, and evil with evil.

However, I am still unwilling after all. I don't want to die right away. I just want to see him again before I die.

He should see me, shouldn't he?

However, he will never know that I thought of him day and night and loved him with all my heart.

Unfortunately, it's too late to understand.

Yuchen, you know, I love you... "

This is the end of the diary.

Fu Yuchen knew that it must have been written before she was caught. Then she gave everything to Uncle Ming. She was caught from the hospital. At that time, uncle Ming had run away and she was the only one.

After that, she was taken back to Ningcheng. Huo Jingxiao informed him to come and meet him.

In the past, he didn't understand why she wanted to commit suicide, but he didn't take the medicine after being caught, but only after arriving in Ningcheng. Now, he understands.

Just because she wanted to see him.

He especially remembered that in that glass room, she trembled all over, but her voice was particularly cold: "No. don't be silly, how can I like you? I promised to be with you just to disperse doubts! I've never liked you for a moment!"

At that time, he could not tell what it was like. He only felt that he was serious for the first time in his life. His feelings were not only unresponsive, but also used miserably. From beginning to end, he was like a clown in front of her. Even his sincerity became cheap and shameful.

However, it was because of such shame and cheapness that he came out so quickly.

Because he had told himself on countless drunken nights that the careless woman was to blame for her death, and he didn't have to suffer for her.

A person does not cherish you, why waste the slightest emotion on her!

However, when he saw this diary, which was full of round folds, and many handwriting were made some flowers by tears, he realized why she said that in the glass room.

If he knew that she loved him and that the child had existed, what would happen when he saw her dead?

He can't imagine.

But what is certain is that he is so uncomfortable now. If at that time

He may not come out all his life, abandon himself and be decadent.

She was a cruel and cruel person, but she gave him the only trace of kindness and sincerity.

A tear slipped from the eye socket, fell on the diary, and melted with the original folds.

Fu Yuchen took a deep breath. It seemed that he could no longer control it. He picked up his book and car key and went downstairs.

He drove out and drove all the way to the cemetery.

There were no cars at night. They came up quickly.

When we got there again, it was still dark around.

He stopped his car and walked step by step towards the tombstone.

Uncle Ming has long disappeared. Even the burned soot on the ground has been blown away by the wind without leaving a trace.

He stopped at the grave, took out the diary and turned on the lighter.

The fire licked the corner of the diary and burned quickly.

He put his diary in front of her grave, looked at the only bright light in the night and said, "I know what you wrote."

"You and baby, good..." suddenly choked and couldn't make a sound again.

The paper is relatively dry, so it burns quickly. After a while, it is all black coke ash.

Fu Yuchen stood for a long time in the night until the sky had lit up a layer of fish belly white. He turned around and left without looking back.

He couldn't say anything to her after all.

When I got back into the car, my strength seemed to be gone.

His brain was blank, so he sat and didn't move for a long time.

Fu Yuchen didn't know how he fell asleep. When he woke up, he found that he was still in the car, and the sun was already dazzling.

He straightened up to start the car, but he saw the light on his mobile phone. It was obvious that there was an unread message.

He picked it up. When he saw the above three words "little niece", the whole person seemed to come back to his senses. However, he didn't click on the message, but put his mobile phone aside.

Instead of driving home directly, Fu Yuchen drove to the nearby town first.

After eating something casually, he scattered around on the road.

He didn't know what he was going to do or what he was going to do in the future. He just wanted to go again.

In Ningcheng University, Han Xiyan sent a message to Fu Yuchen the morning before. After that, she sank into the sea.

She was a little anxious, but she felt that he was probably busy with his work, so she didn't think much, but waited quietly.

After all, he was so kind to her at the concert. He sent her to the dormitory at night and took the initiative to kiss her.

She could feel his intention, which was different from before.

However, when Han Xiyan waited until the afternoon and hadn't received the news from Fu Yuchen, she still couldn't hold her breath.

Although she has never been in love, she also knows that at the end of the day, lovers will at least send a message and make a phone call.

She couldn't help but open her address book and dialed Fu Yuchen.

At the moment, Fu Yuchen was walking back from the town. He felt the vibration of his mobile phone. He picked it up and saw that it was Han Xiyan. He hesitated for a moment on his face.

The phone rang seven or eight times before he slipped to answer: "sunset."

I don't know if it's her illusion. I always think his voice is a little tired.

She said, "brother Yuchen, are you busy?"

He said, "OK."

She wanted to ask why she didn't answer the news if it was OK. However, she was afraid that he would feel censured and unhappy, so she changed it to: "where are you? Do you have time to meet?"

He looked at the sky: "I'm out of town. It's too late to go back."

"Oh, you're on a business trip?" she asked.

He suddenly felt that he was unfair to her. In particular, he went out of town for this matter, but he had to say something to her about a business trip.

He hates such deception and doesn't want to hurt innocent her.

So he said, "are you free tomorrow morning? I have something to say to you."

Han Xiyan heard that Fu Yuchen's tone seemed to be a little serious. His heart thumped and his voice became timid: "brother Yuchen, is something wrong?"

"No, let's meet tomorrow." he said calmly and tired.

She had to answer, "all right."

"Good bye," he said, hanging up.

A normal phone call. In the past, he felt very relaxed, but now he feels a little heavy.

Fu Yuchen sighed and went back to his parking place.

It was late at night when he returned to Ningcheng. Fu Yuchen was about to drive back to his home, but he received a call from a friend who said that he had recently returned to Ningcheng. Several former friends gathered in a club.

In fact, he hasn't been out drinking with his friends for a long time. Today, he just felt very depressed, so he hung up and turned the car around.

After stopping the car, the club lobby manager recognized him at a glance: "Fu Shao, I haven't seen you for a long time. What are you doing?"

"It's just business," he said casually. "Today, my friends come and get together."

The manager remembered who he loved to play with before, so he took him to the private room.

When they saw him, they greeted him warmly: "Yuchen, come and sit down!"

Just drinking happily, a man said, "Yuchen, I heard you found a girlfriend outside the circle. Are you going to make a decision?"

Fu Yuchen drank up the wine in the cup: "no, it's just passed."

"I said, you're still young and haven't arrived at 30. What's the hurry!" the man said, waved to the waiter, and then whispered a few words.

Not long ago, there came a row of young girls, all with enchanting posture, and their faces ranged from beautiful to charming. There were all kinds of them, all of which were the best.

"Yuchen, you pick it first!" the man said.

Fu Yuchen smiled: "No."

The man thought he was prevaricating, so he chose two according to Fu Yuchen's favorite taste and said to the two girls, "go over there and stay with Fu and drink less!"

They answered and smiled: "Fu Shao, we saw you as soon as we came in. It's so handsome!"

Fu Yuchen frowned, ignored it, and drank with a wine glass.

"Fu Shao, we'll pour it for you!" the girl on the left said Jiao Didi.

At this time, several other men also chose female partners and sent out those they didn't like.

However, what they didn't notice was that when one of them went out, he deliberately didn't close the door immediately. Instead, he hurried to a room, took her mobile phone and came back. Then, he took a picture of Fu Yuchen inside.

In the private room, Fu Yuchen drank the wine and his arm sank. Seeing that the girl had pasted it, he felt a burst of irritability.

"Get out!" he said coldly, pointing to the door.

His friend was also stunned and asked, "Yuchen, don't like these two?"

Fu Yuchen pinched his eyebrows: "I hate these tastes. Let them all go out!"

Seeing that he seemed really unhappy, the people also sent away the ones they chose. Then they said, "Yuchen, is something wrong? Look at your face?"

"It's all right." Fu Yuchen put down his glass and said faintly, "my girlfriend is in strict control. Don't call me a woman in the future."