Defeated By Love

Shunian didn't take a shower last night, just changed clothes.

Although she hardly sweats in winter and she doesn't smell much, she was touched by a stranger last night. Shunian felt uncomfortable all over, and he hesitated to ask Xie Ruhe to take a bath.

Xie Ruhe took her a clean sweater and told her not to let the wound touch water.

Shunian said hello, and walked into the master bedroom's bathroom with his clothes. The space inside is very spacious, and compared with ordinary bathrooms, there are more supporting facilities.

Seeing those facilities, she looked a little startled.

He quickly recovered, lowered his head, and slowly took off his clothes.

Shunen's movements are cautious, afraid of getting wounds on his neck. Without a change of underwear and underwear, she can only continue to wear this set, and go home later to get clean ones.

She opened the shower, and warm water was sprinkled on her body.

The bathroom is well lit, and the bright white light makes Shunen feel more secure. The smell of shower gel around is familiar and good. It is the smell of Xie Ruhe.

Thinking of the few words he just said to him, and the sentence "no hints" he answered calmly.

Shunen was a little hot.

She didn't want to be alone, she just turned off the water after rushing her body, and applied shampoo to her hair. The next second, Shunen suddenly heard the sound of water droplets in his ears.

Patter.

Patter.

Shunen's movements paused, and he looked up and saw small drops of water gathered from the shower head and fell to the ground. She stared in the air and became anxious inexplicably, and a sense of fear came to her heart.

It seemed that the next moment, the door next to it would be opened from the outside, and then someone would come in.

Shunen opened the shower breathlessly.

The slow and clear sound of water drops turned into a rushing water.

Shunen quickly washed away the shampoo from her body, put on her clothes without even applying shower gel, and went out of the bathroom. Her hair was still dripping, dyeing her clothes wet, and the ground was also wet.

Xie Ruhe was not seen in the room.

When he went out to the living room, Shunen still didn't see him.

But small movements in the kitchen can be heard.

Shunen walked over barefoot, quietly.

Xie Ruhe was standing in front of the induction cooker, with his eyes downcast and conscientious, stirring with a spoon in his hand. He looked over as if he had noticed her from the sidelines.

Noting that she was drenched all over, Xie Ruhe walked to her and asked, "Why don't you come out after wiping it with a towel."

Shunen's lips were tight, and he was silent.

"You wait a minute." Xie Ruhe led her to the sofa, then returned to the room and took a towel. Soon, he returned to Shunen, raised his hand to wipe her hair, and whispered, "What's the matter?"

She grasped the hem of the dress and tightened it forcefully.

Seeing that she didn't say a word, Xie Ruhe didn't ask any more, and patiently dried the water from her hair.

At this moment, Shunen's cell phone rang.

Put it on the coffee table, Xie Ruhe picked it up for her and handed it to her.

Shunian took it dumbly.

She lowered her eyes and stared at the caller ID above, but did not answer it for a long time.

Xie Ruhe glanced at him: "Why don't you pick up?"

"It's the director." Shunen put the phone aside, her voice was extremely low, "It should be me to audition."

Xie Ruhe said mildly: "Why not happy then."

Shunen said stiffly: "I don't want to go."

Xie Ruhe touched her head: "Then don't go."

It was quiet for a while.

Only the breathing of two people and the sound of towel rubbing hair can be heard in the ears.

a long time.

"I used to have auditory hallucinations, and always heard the sound of water droplets." Shunen sniffed and explained dully, "Then my head hurts and I need to take medicine to relieve it. I heard it when I just took a shower. "

Xie Ruhe brought the medicine box over: "Can you hear it now?"

Shunen shut her mouth, as if listening to the voice in her mind seriously, and then said: "It seems not."

Xie Ruhe asked again: "Does that have a headache?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"That's good."

Shunen's voice was soft, adding: "Neck hurts."

"It's in water." Xie Ruhe picked up the medical cotton swab and dipped it with iodophor. "I'll change your dressing."

Thinking of what he had told him before entering the bathroom, Shunen lowered his head and whispered in defense: "I didn't touch the water on purpose, I remember what you said..."

Xie Ruhe lifted her chin and looked down at the wound on her neck. The distance between the two was very close, Shunian could still feel his breath, and applied medicine to her very lightly.

He seemed to smile, and then said: "I know."

"..."

After treating the wound on her neck, Xie Ruhe looked up and looked at the wound on her face.

Shunen was a little uncomfortable being stared at like this, and he wanted to recognize the beginning.

He was immediately caught back.

Xie Ruhe whispered: "Don't move."

Shunen instantly sat up straight, not daring to move.

Like a little hamster with tense emotions.

The temperature of his fingertips was very low, and when they touched her face, they seemed to be covered with ice. Xie Ruhe's eyes were very bright, he didn't meet her eyes, just carefully observed the injury on her left cheek.

Shunian swallowed, and couldn't bear the distance.

After one night, Shunen's face was basically swollen, it just looked red.

Xie Ruhe touched her face and said, "I won't paint my face."

Shunian said obediently.

"This dress is wet." Xie Ruhe pulled her up and smoothed her hair. "You can change clothes in the room and you can get everything in the closet."

Shunen nodded.

Xie Ruhe said again: "Come out after the exchange. I made breakfast for you."

Shunen nodded again, walked back to the room, took a piece of clothing from the closet and changed it, and soon returned to the living room. She went to the dining table and sat down.

Xie Ruhe was pouring milk and put a glass in front of her.

There are several unopened sandwiches on the table.

Xie Ruhe tore one of them apart and put it into Shunian's hands.

Shunen took it, said thank you, bowed his head and took a bite.

The two ate breakfast in silence.

After a while, Shunen suddenly asked, "The thief yesterday, don't I need to make a transcript?"

Xie Ruhe said: "It doesn't matter if you don't go."

Shunian thought for a while, and said dullly, "Let's go."

Xie Ruhe looked at her and hummed obediently.

"I have to go back." Shunen rubbed his eyes. "I have to get something."

"What?"

"It's all about clothes."

"Ok."

Shunen bit the sandwich and said vaguely: "Xie Ruhe, I'm a little scared."

Xie Ruhe stopped and raised his head: "What's the matter?"

"I'm afraid it will happen, I don't want to get sick." Shunen's eyelashes trembled and whispered, "I was almost healed, I don't want this to affect my life anymore."

Because anything and situations related to trauma may cause her to reproduce the process of the trauma at that time, it will bring her a great painful experience and physiological reaction.

There is often a strong sense of fear, accompanied by symptoms such as heart palpitations and shortness of breath, and a feeling of death and suffocation. If you want to call for help, you will constantly scream, as if going crazy.

I am afraid that I will dream of the source of my most fear when I fall asleep.

Don't dare to go out, don't dare to work, for fear of getting sick in front of others. I was afraid that I would be numb due to the disease, and I would no longer be able to escape, and finally went to ruin.

She said she would be well.

But in fact, she didn't have the confidence to survive the second time.

Xie Ruhe squeezed a fist subconsciously, his voice softened, and his tone seemed to coax the child: "Will you go to the doctor?"

Shunian raised his eyes to look at him, and quickly hung down again: "Okay."

"..."

She picked up the cup, took a gentle sip of milk, and said casually, "Am I going alone?"

Upon hearing this, Xie Ruhe asked: "Do you want to go alone?"

Shunen did not speak, and tightened his grip on the cup.

Xie Ruhe tilted his head and thought about it: "You want to leave me alone at home?"

Shunen was a little unhappy, not knowing what he wanted to say: "Huh?"

He stared at Shunen's face, with no emotion on his face, and said seriously: "I will be scared at home alone."

"..."

Xie Ruhe asked Fang Wencheng about the general situation, and then accompanied Shunian until the police station made the transcript, which didn't take long. The two left the police station and went to Shunen's house to pack up their things.

The thief probably started from the room and came back before he even reached the living room.

So the living room is not messy.

The things in Shunen's room were turned over in a mess.

She didn't care too much, pulled out the suitcase and quickly packed her things. Most of what is needed is also a change of clothes and skin care products.

Many things are relatively private.

Fearing that Shunian would feel uncomfortable, Xie Ruhe didn't stay in the room much, and soon went out to the living room to check the lock on the balcony that had been picked.

Shunen tidyed up the room and stuffed the things he needed into his suitcase, which took a lot of time. She opened the first floor of the bedside table and took out the MP3 Xie Ruhe gave her.

Continue to pull down.

To the second floor, except for some small debris, most of them are medicine.

Shunen's gaze stopped, as if thinking of something, she closed the cabinet instantly. She was in a daze for a while, and soon Shunen made up his mind, opened the cabinet again, and took out a few bottles of medicine.

When Shunian left the room, Xie Ruhe had already packed the living room. He walked over to take the suitcase in her hand and asked, "Alright?"

Shunen nodded: "Okay."

"Then we are gone?" Xie Ruhe said, "It's okay if you forget to bring something, you can come back and get it."

"Great."

The two went out.

Shunen suddenly said, "Let's go to the hospital another day."

Xie Ruhe was stunned: "What's wrong?"

Shunen lowered his head and said quietly, "I don't want to run anymore today."

"..." Xie Ruhe looked at her thoughtfully and could see that she was lying, but did not force her, "Okay, then we will go another day."

At this moment, there was movement upstairs.

He You opened the door and walked out of the house. Seeing Shunian, his gaze stopped, and he cared: "Shunian, I heard my colleague say that your house is a thief, is it all right?"

Shunen looked up and said calmly: "It's okay, thank you for your concern."

Xie Ruhe also looked over.

He didn't interrupt the two of them talking, turned his head, and locked the door with the key.

Noting the suitcase next to her, He You asked: "Are you going to move?"

Shunen admitted in a low voice: "Yeah."

"It's fine." He You said, "This breaks the public order of the community, and it is not suitable for you to live here as a girl."

When Xie Ruhe locked the door behind him, and when he looked back, he found that He You had walked down and was talking to Shunian with a grin. He pursed his lips subconsciously and took Shunen's hand.

The three people went out the door downstairs together.

You have to go out from the main entrance of the community, so you follow the same path along the way.

He You seemed to be very sorry, and felt that she had caught a thief in front of Shunen at that time, which made her lower her guard, so that's why it happened yesterday.

He spoke more than usual today.

Shunian didn't know what to reply, so he could only follow his words and say a few casually.

It was almost at the gate of the community, and only the dialogue between Shunen and He You was heard along the way.

Xie Ruhe never spoke.

On the contrary, it looks like an outsider.

Shunen felt a little strange, when he wanted to look back.

Xie Ruhe suddenly said, "Shunian, I am unwell."

Hearing this, Shunen's expression was dumbfounded, and immediately looked at him: "Where is it uncomfortable."

He You also looked over.

As if trying to attract her attention, Xie Ruhe raised his hand blankly and stretched it out in front of her eyes.

"I was bitten."

Shunen checked his hand, but couldn't find the wound for a long time, and said, "What bit?"

Probably noticing the worry in Shunian's eyes, Xie Ruhe's tone paused. After a long while, he pointed to a small red dot on his hand, and uttered two words without any waves.

"Mosquito."