Eternal Love

   Chapter 36: Forgetting (4)

  Everything is silent

  It was supposed to push Zhou Cheng away, but Yinyin clearly felt Zhou Cheng trembling, and with his tender eyes looking at her, Yinyin believed that the person in front of her should not be a bad person...

Shortly after

  Zhou Cheng heard that Xue Han and Wang Ye diagnosed Yinyin, and the result was the same as his guess, amnesia...

   "Who are you guys? Where are you? Why am I here?"

  Yinyin’s question made Zhou Cheng and others feel very helpless. Zhou Cheng felt speechless about it, Xue Han was disappointed, and Wang Ye felt very disappointed? The three of them really have different levels of helplessness...

"I have already told you that my name is Zhou Cheng. You are Zhang Yinyin, the daughter of the prime minister of your own country. This is the palace and my bedroom. You were taken here for treatment for some reason. You have no impression of these? ?"

   "The prime minister's daughter? The palace? So what are you?"

   "He is the emperor of Da Zhou!"

"what?"

  Zhou Cheng said about her life experience and where she is, as well as Zhou Cheng’s identity, which surprised Yinyin, and she couldn’t help thinking, is this true?

   "Have you really forgotten all of them?"

Zhou Cheng asked Yinyin in a dubious or even unbelievable way, and in exchange for Yinyin’s silence, her expression had already told Zhou Cheng that she really didn’t remember anything, including her, them, including Zhou Yan, Zhao Ziheng, and herself...

  "My name is Yinyin? Why can't I remember anything?"

There was a blank in her mind, as if there was nothing left in her mind, only the conversation with Zhou Cheng and others from the moment she woke up to the present, even if you think about Zhou Cheng’s words as the premise, there is still a blank in her mind. Even a fragment of memory no longer exists...

   "...Since you forget, forget it, don't force yourself to think about it too much, you should take a good rest, and when your body recovers, I will tell you everything."

I regretted Yinyin’s physical discomfort just when she woke up. Zhou Cheng felt that she shouldn’t tell Yinyin about everything now. If Yinyin is irritated again, she’s afraid that she will become sick again. Yinyin would not be stimulated, perhaps because she believed Zhou Cheng, Yinyin nodded.

  Afterwards, Yinyin fell asleep again after she had eaten the meal and took the medicine. Zhou Cheng sat on the bed and looked at Yinyin who was sleeping, reaching out and stroking her face fondly...

   "The emperor, if you want to explain the facts to the princess, please be sure to——"

   "I know, I don't need to remind you."

  Before Xue Han could finish his worrying words, Zhou Cheng interrupted him without leaving Yinyin's eyes.

"The county lord caused long-term sleep because of a great degree of mental trauma. Presumably her current amnesia is also caused by it. Even if we can conceal something she shouldn’t know with words, it’s not I'm sure she won't think of anything after seeing it."

   "Then do you mean that you will not let her see you forever? Or do you mean to hide her for the rest of your life?"

"No, I just think that a certain degree of things can still be shown to the princess, whether she really forgot or remembered something, if you conceal everything, if you wait for the princess to remember it again in the future, I am afraid that the stimulation will It’s deeper and worse things happen—"

  Wang Ye expressed his views on matters, even though he was just an outsider who could be said to be irrelevant. As a doctor, Xue Han very much agrees with Wang Ye’s words, and Zhou Cheng also agrees to this speculation to some extent...

"Whether things are good or things are good, it is best for the princess to think about herself slowly and little by little. Even if she really forgets it, it means she has nothing to remember. Painful past, so there is no need to worry about what stimulation she will receive, but if this is the case, she will also forget what should not be forgotten, then she will definitely live in a very empty world, even if we look at it one by one. A little bit to realize the beautiful memory for her, and it will never be possible to fill the missing part in her heart. Everyone has their own memory, and the memory also represents the proof that everyone has existed, how much can be recalled, and whether they are happy , Whether the memory is painful, it all depends on the princess’s nostalgia for those. If she deliberately closes the memory deep in her heart, no matter how much we say and do, it won’t help--"

  For Zhou Cheng, what Yinyin has experienced is twofold. How many amnesias will she experience in her life? The first time she lost her memory, she forgot about him, and forgot all the painful memories she had, and she became a new, strange, familiar, and deeply loved Yinyin. What about this time? Will you forget all the painful things you have experienced and start again? So is her life long or short? If the memory that has proved her existence is lost, it is as if the life she has experienced was a blank and started again, then does the previous life have any meaning for her?

Zhou Cheng does not want to identify with this new life completely forgotten about his own existence. If he must bear the proof of forgetting his own existence and start a new life, Zhou Cheng would rather Yinyin only need to forget. Painful and happy memories to continue her life. The new life that started after forgetting the past is just like what Wang Ye said. In another sense, it is no different from the walking dead, which is no different for a person's life. It's more cruel than losing the memory of my own proof of existence.

  "If you must remember the painful past to be able to recall the past memories, I only hope that at least in your dreams you will have a memory with no sadness, only laughter, no pain, only happiness——"

I don’t want Yinyin to be tortured by pain, and I don’t want Yinyin to be ignorant of her past existence, even if it’s painful. For a person, what can be remembered is everything. If there is no memory, no matter how long you live It doesn't make any sense...

  What should I protect?

  What should I get?

  If it's just a body with only a shell, what can we do if we get it?

Even if I know that I am very eager to get Yinyin, but I can’t tolerate that Yinyin chooses him after forgetting everything, whether he is happy or sad, all Zhou Cheng hopes from the beginning to the end is that Yinyin can get happiness, even if He won't regret if he can't get her, all he can do is to protect her as best as he can.

forgotten

lost

  I don’t know who I am

  I don’t know what I have forgotten

In the dream, Yinyin only vaguely remembered that she seemed to have forgotten very important things, but after opening her eyes, it disappeared completely. The past, what she sought, loved, and hated is now true The forgotten is very thorough, so that there is no residue of memory left...

  Zhao Ziheng, her beloved and unswerving person

   Zhou Yan, who she hates and does not share the same sky

  In the past, her love and hatred, affection and hatred are all blank now, as if nothing had happened before...

  Everything I have

  Nothing really existed for Yinyin now

  Those who have experienced joy, anger, sorrow, love, hatred, and hatred

  She forgot about herself

  At the same time, she also forgot the only person she loved the most