Fairy Cries Only At Night

Tears blurred my eyes. I couldn't see Li Yan's face clearly, so I couldn't see his face clearly.

But I know he will save my child, he will.

Li Yan picked me up, and the strength of his arm reassured me, so that I ignored the trembling on his hand.

Li Yan hugged me and strode out. I grabbed his arm and covered his stomach tightly. My whole mind was on his stomach.

It feels as if the baby is getting farther and farther away from me. It may be like the first child and will never come back.

I cried loudly, more and more loudly, "Li Yan, what to do, what to do... Sobbing..."

“……”

"Sobbing, will the baby die, will he die..."

"No!"

Li's firm voice rang in his ears, and a cold and trembling kiss fell on his forehead.

But this still doesn't make me feel at ease. I seem to be trapped in my own world. I can't listen to the outside voice, but only pay attention to the feeling in my stomach wholeheartedly.

Even Li Yan sent me to the doctor, I don't know.

"Mr. Li, you go out first. I'll take care of it here."

"You handle it, I won't disturb you."

"Are you..."

"Check it now!"

The cold sound seems to soak bones and freeze people's body temperature.

"OK, OK, I'll check it right away."

The doctor's hand reached out with warm heat. I thought back. The doctor with cold sweat in her fuzzy eyes made me realize that my baby might be saved.

Quickly took her hand and asked for help, "doctor, you must save my baby, please save her!"

"Well, well, I'll save it. Miss Su, let go and I'll check it for you."

I don't want to let go, and I don't dare to let go. I'm afraid the child will disappear as soon as I let go.

"Miss Su, you let go. How can I check you if you don't let go?"

The doctor was in a hurry. Seeing this, Li Yan came directly to the bed, hugged me, pulled my hand off and forced me not to catch the doctor.

"Su Qing, calm down!"

"I can't calm down, Li Yan, I can't calm down."

I cried again and grabbed the doctor's sleeve eagerly.

When Li Yan saw it, he hugged my hand and tightly circled me in his arms to keep me from moving.

"Check!"

"Yes, yes!"

"Child, child, Wuwu... My child..."

I didn't cling, I didn't trust, I cried and cracked my lungs, and I didn't pay attention to the doctor's examination at all.

"That... Mr. Li..."

"Say!"

"Well, Miss Su is not pregnant."

"My child, what should I do, Wuwu... What should I do..."

I didn't hear what the doctor said. It seemed that without children, the whole world became sad and still cried and cried.

"Miss Su, you're not pregnant. You're menstruating."

The doctor's voice grew louder, obviously with a sense of relief.

She said that she was not pregnant when she checked last night, and she asked about Su Qing's case. She spent nearly a year in the hospital, and her body is not what it used to be.

It's hard to get pregnant.

Just now, looking at the look of Su Qing and Li Yan, she was scared to forget her judgment.

Now it seems that she is right.

I stopped crying and looked at the doctor in front of me. However, the tears blurred my eyes and couldn't see anything clearly. I could only see the man in doctor's clothes.

Reaching out to wipe my tears, I looked at the doctor with a hoarse voice and asked slowly, "doctor, what did you say?"

The doctor watched me calm down a little, the fear on my face gradually faded, and the rest was respect.

Of course, I know that her respect is to Li Yan.

"Miss Su, you are not pregnant."

The doctor's voice grew louder and more definitely came into my ear. I froze.

Her words revolved in her mind over and over again.

Not pregnant

Not pregnant

How come? I'm bleeding.

I subconsciously pointed to the pants infected by blood and said, "but there's blood..."

"Miss Su, you have menstruation." the doctor smiled knowingly and continued without waiting for me to speak. "I've seen your previous cases. Your menstruation is very disordered due to long-term medication. Therefore, sometimes you come much later than ordinary people."

"This... This..."

I opened my mouth in amazement. My voice was dumb and didn't seem to be my own.

At this moment, I should not only rejoice that I am not pregnant, but also laugh at my own big oolong.

"It doesn't matter, Miss Su. You and Mr. Li are still young. You will have children in the future."

Will Li Yan and I have children in the future?

no Why should I have children with him? I don't want it!

I pushed Li Yan away and ran out of bed.

"Hey, Miss Su..."

"Mr. Li, you... Ah..."

I don't want to stay there anymore. I just want to go to a place where no one knows, shrink myself up, and then no one can see me.

That's good.

I ran very fast, regardless of bumping into people and the surprised sight around me, and kept running forward.

"Bang!" I bumped into a man. He was full of, and he subconsciously stepped back.

Just when I thought he would be hit by me and we would all fall to the ground, he stopped and put his hand on my shoulder to curb my impulse.

There was a pain all over me. I was forced to stop, frown and bend over.

Holding me in the warm palm, the clear voice came into my ears with warmth, but it made me freeze in an instant.

"What's the matter with you, miss?"

In my mind, I kept my bent body stiff and motionless.

Qingqing, why are you so stupid.

Qingqing, marry me when you grow up.

Qingqing, I'll wait for you.

Qingqing

The voices of countless Jin words rang out in my mind, like demons, a little evoking the memory buried in the bottom of my heart.

Then the dream broke.

He kissed the beautiful and generous Fu Lin.

He said he would marry Fu Lin.

Fu Lin said it hurt, so he took her and left. He was very nervous.

For me, it is the two words of residual cold.

let go.

Jin Yan, you let me go, I let go, dug my heart and let you go.

But why, we'll see you again

"Miss, miss? Are you okay?"

My heart pounded quickly and my tears spread uncontrollably. I slowly raised my body, wiped my tears, smiled at him and said, "it's okay. I'm sorry, I hit you."

Lift your feet, step back, slowly as if across the whole century.

Jin Yan, you forget me again. My heart is dripping blood.

But I feel happy again.

I don't deserve you, I don't deserve you.

"It's you..." Jin Yan looked at me, the look in his eyes changed from worry to surprise, then frowned, and all kinds of complications crossed his eyes.

The backward foot stopped. I looked at Jin Yan in a daze. I couldn't believe it.

Jin Yan, remember me?