Fairy Cries Only At Night

I want to leave. When I took that step, I tried my best to do it.

However, Jin Yan's simple sentence made the wall I built collapse. I looked at him in a daze, and there were many pictures in my mind, all from my childhood.

Is Jin Yan back? Is he really back?

All the persistence, pain and sadness seemed to disappear at this moment. I jumped into Jin Yan's arms, held him tightly and shouted happily, "Jin Yan, do you think of me? Do you really think of me?"

“……”

"Great, really great!"

“……”

"Miss, you... President Li..."

President Li?

I waited for Jin Yan to hold me and wait for him to answer me.

But I didn't expect to wait for this answer.

The heart full of hot blood was instantly cool, and the blood of the whole body was frozen at this moment.

I dare not move, dare not speak, and dare not turn my head.

I'm afraid I'll be doomed if I turn around.

"Miss, miss?" Jin Yan shook me and wanted me to let go.

I won't let go and hold him tighter.

Why is the dream always so short, short as a blink of an eye, my world will turn upside down.

"Miss, let go, your boyfriend has come to pick you up." Jin Yan's clear voice has been unhappy.

Because I turned my back to Li Yan, I couldn't see the look on his face, but I could feel the low air pressure around me. That was a situation that Li Yan would appear when he was angry.

My heart jumped up quickly, and endless fear covered me.

I don't want to leave Jinyan.

Jin Yan, why did you become like this? If you remember everything before, I won't follow Li Yan.

We... We

Suddenly, I stopped and a piece of information with black characters on a white background floated in my mind.

I forgot that Jin Yan is no longer an orphan. He has a father and a mother. He is a man of high society.

And I, as a wine companion, slept with Li Yan countless times.

I'm dirty and cheap all over.

No, such a person doesn't deserve to be with Jin Yan. He doesn't deserve it.

I shook my head, pushed away Jin Yan and ran forward.

What will I become like this and why!

"Miss..."

"President Li..."

The sound of leather shoes falling on the ground sounded, quickly and quickly, with a sharp wind.

Soon, this fierce spirit surrounded me, and the cold breath deeply penetrated into my body. I struggled like crazy, "you let go of me, Li Yan, you are shameless, you are despicable, you are busy, I hate you! Hate you!"

Li Yan forced me. If he didn't force me, I wouldn't be like this.

Everything was fine. Jin Yan was in the hospital. He was not engaged to other women and didn't forget me. I just had to make good money.

At that time, Jin Yan's doctors said that he would be well the next year, and he would be well!

However, all my dreams were broken by Li Yan. It's him! It's him!

"Li Yan, it's all you! It's all you! You're Qin Shou, completely Qin Shou!"

I scratched Li Yan hard and bit him, completely ignoring the strange sight and low voice of discussion around me.

"You let go of me! I don't want to see you again! I don't want to!"

"Mom, what happened to that aunt?"

"Don't look, children. Let's go."

I beat Li Yan with red eyes and wanted to beat him to the 18th floor of hell.

As long as I think that my life has changed beyond recognition since he was strong, I hate it. I wish he would disappear forever.

"Li Yan! I hate you... Hate... Er..."

The whole body lost strength. I looked at Li Yan's hand slowly and closed my eyes reluctantly.

"Mr. Li, you..."

“……”

"The lady is bleeding."

“……”

"Are you pregnant?"

“……”

"No."

"I think it's possible."

"Oh, this pregnant woman is the most irritated."

"Yes, the child has nothing to do."

"Oh, I hope so."

The sound of discussion gradually disappeared in my ears. I forced myself to open my eyes and let them not say, but the sleeping consciousness pulled me farther and farther away, and I completely fainted.

……

Sasha... Sasha

I woke up to the rustling sound.

I have heard this voice many times, in England and Beijing.

I know, it's the sound of snow.

The sound is quiet and comfortable. Even if you don't see the snow, you can calm your heart.

When I opened my eyes, what came into my eyes was no longer a dazzling white, and the tip of my nose was no longer a strong smell of disinfectant.

The ancient pendulum moved gently left and right, making a sound of Da, Da, Da.

Moving, I sat up and looked around.

Everything familiar, the bedroom full of European flavor, and every commodity shows low-key luxury, which is Li Yan's style.

This is Li Yan's bedroom. I'm back.

Turn around and look out the window. It's snowing like a feather. It's a beautiful dream. It's not real.

Uncover the quilt, get up, and the soft carpet falls on your feet, bringing a plush touch.

Memories in the hospital poured in like snow.

I thought I was pregnant and had a miscarriage. The result was not that I had menstruation.

Touching his stomach, he felt a funny feeling in his heart.

But soon, the smile on my face froze, and endless pain and hatred enveloped me. I clenched my hands into fists to suppress my rising anger.

Li Yan, why, why did you do this to me?!

"Click", the sound of the door opening came from behind, and then the sound of heavy footsteps fell into your ears from far to near.

The whole body was tight. I told myself to be calm, but when Li Yan walked into me, I still couldn't calm down.

Turning around, he looked at Li Yan with fearless tenacity in his eyes, and opened his mouth word by word, "let me go!"

I want to leave. I'm crazy to leave.

Even if I know Li Yan will not let me go, I still want to say so.

Li Yan took a bowl in his hand and looked at me. There was no emotion on his uncanny face, even his dark eyes.

Looking at Li Yan like this, a person floated in my mind.

Ah Cheng.

Ah Cheng is like this, but ah Cheng doesn't have the momentum of Li Yan that people can fear.

I looked up, walked towards him, stopped in front of him step by step, repeated what I had just said again, and my voice was heavier, "put - I - go!"

I thought about running away and practiced it, but Li Yan won't let me go. I can't escape.

Instead, I might as well speak directly.

Li Yan's thick eyelashes blinked and looked at the things in the bowl. The voice was thin and cold, colder than the outside days. "Have something to eat."

Then he pulled me towards the table.

I shook him off and said in a firm and persistent voice, "Li Yan, I'm talking to you calmly."