Fairy Cries Only At Night

I roared out with almost all my strength.

And Li Yan was completely angered by me.

Hands raised my chin, dark eyes dyed a touch of red, looked at me like hell, to grasp the swallowing.

I'm a tough guy. The more he does, the more I face him.

Looked up, silent, stubbornly looked at him.

"Oh, unfortunately, he doesn't want you." Li Yan said these words faintly.

The sound is very light, as if it would disperse as soon as it blows.

But it fell into my ears like a huge wave. I pricked up all over like a hedgehog and pointed at Li Yan, "no! He just didn't remember! He said he would marry me! If he remembered, I would never do that!"

"Ha ha..."

Li Yan laughed like hearing funny jokes, even the corners of his mouth bent.

This is a great irony to me.

"What are you laughing at? Don't you believe it? I tell you, Jin Yan is different from you. He's not that kind of person. If he remembers me, he won't..."

"Su Qing, are you sure... Qiao Jinyan knows that you are a young lady and that he will want you if you and I hurt our bed?"

“……”

"Even if he remembers you, are you sure he'll want you?"

At this moment, Li Yan was more cruel than me.

He tore up my hard disguise and exposed my dirty Zhang. I stood in front of him like a clown and let him laugh.

The pain of tearing came from my heart. I shook my head and kept shaking my head.

Li Yan smiled like a devil and kept saying terrible words.

"Su Qing, think about how many men you have drunk with. You say, how many of them have touched you, and how many times have you slept with me."

“……”

"Oh, by the way, you were pregnant with my child, the first child..."

“……”

"Oh, and you were mine for the first time. Did he know that?"

"Stop talking..."

"A man, after he knows this, will he really marry you?"

"Stop it! Stop it!"

I shouted, covering my ears.

Don't listen, don't listen! I don't want to listen to anything!

Li Yan grabbed my hand and wanted to bring it.

I struggled, turned my head and turned to run out, but Li Yan grabbed me, dragged me to the dressing table and tore my clothes.

"What are you doing! Li Yan, what are you doing!"

I struggled hard to catch Li Yan's hand.

But I can't stop Li Yan. I used to be, and I am now.

Soon, my clothes fell from me like rags, and my white body appeared in the mirror.

Li Yan grabbed my arm, leaned back against me, raised my face and looked at himself in the mirror, "look, which part of you is not mine now?"

Tears welled up in my eyes. I shook my head. Don't look at the people in the mirror.

Li Yan grabbed my waist with one hand and my shoulder with the other. He bowed his head and kissed me and said, "look, here, is it mine?"

“……”

"Here, you are the most sensitive. Have I kissed many times?"

“……”

I trembled and couldn't control myself.

"I don't want to listen, you let go of me... Let go of me!"

I struggled like crazy, and all the things in front of the dressing table were pushed to the ground by me.

Li Yan continued his action regardless and said the devil's words.

As if he wanted to awaken my memory, he did something close before us, which impressed me deeply.

"No! You let me go! Li Yan, you let me go!"

"Put it? You've forgotten our intimacy without going to the window for a long time."

“……”

"It doesn't matter. We have plenty of time. I'll make you remember slowly..."

The night is dark.

I really want to go back to the night I was protected by Li Yan Qiang.

He possessed me like a madman. I kept shouting and screaming for mercy, but I couldn't call back Li Yan's reason.

Finally, like a puppet with lost soul, I fell on the bed with empty eyes and full of darkness.

My faith, my love, my beauty, my hope.

It all burst that night.

Jin Yan... Jin Yan

My Jin Yan.

Everything was fine before, everything was fine. Why did it become like this, why

Tears drop by drop, I slowly close my eyes.

I want to marry Jin Yan. I want to have children. Jin Yan and I have children.

Not with Li Yan's children, and then die without knowing anything.

Child, Jin Yan, my child

Sadness swept me like a flood. I don't want anything, not at all

"Miss Su, please have some rice." Aunt Liu sat at the edge of the bed and tasted me with a bowl of rice.

I looked out of the window, like a puppet, motionless.

Yes, I fell into a strong sadness and had no nostalgia for life. I began to live without food and drink.

No hunger, no sleep.

That night was too intense, and Li Yan's injury recurred. The doctor strongly told him not to have sex again.

To this end, Qin Ru came.

Just pull me out of bed and hit me.

I don't care. I'd better beat me to death so that Li Yan won't threaten me.

But it was a pity that ah Cheng stopped her. I was put in bed and the doctor came to see me.

The injury on my body is not serious, but my mental illness is serious.

It means I'm sick again.

Yes, since I was protected by Li Yanqiang, I have a mental illness, which is very serious. I was cured later.

But this kind of mental illness follows me all my life. As long as I am greatly stimulated, I will relapse.

Obviously, the stimulation is big enough to relapse.

This time, I was very serious and slept for half a month.

When I woke up, I saw Li Yan. He looked at me with a kind of dark eyes for a long time.

And I, with a faint blink, closed my eyes again.

Then Li Yan said something that I always remember.

"Su Qing, you are very good."

Indeed, the thought of changing too much can not be measured by the thought of ordinary people.

"Miss Su, what do you look like? If you go on like this, people will soon become dry!" said Aunt Liu angrily but worried.

Generally speaking, Aunt Liu is not my relative here, but she treats me like a relative.

I turned my head and opened my lips.

"Ah, Miss Su, are you going to eat?" Aunt Liu smiled happily and hurriedly fed the rice in the spoon into her mouth.

I swallowed it.

I didn't eat for a long time, and suddenly the food went down, which made me very uncomfortable.

Turned his head and threw up on the bed.

This time, I vomited. My whole body had no strength and fell soft on the edge of the bed.

Aunt Liu trembled with fear. The bowl fell to the ground and broke into pieces. She quickly helped me to the bed.

"Miss Su, what's the matter with you? I'll call a doctor. I'll call a doctor right away!"

It's like spitting out my soul.

I slowly closed my eyes.

Dada, the sound of fast walking came in, but I didn't even have the strength to open my eyes.