Fairy Cries Only At Night

A lot of footsteps came. I listened to one of them, which was particularly prominent. It was definitely Li Yan.

Time is really a pig killing knife. No matter how much I hate Li Yan, I have to accept the fact that we are very close in many things.

Li Yan picked me up and surrounded me with a familiar breath.

"Miss Su is finally willing to eat today, but she threw up as soon as she ate." Aunt Liu's voice was trembling and afraid.

A dry and warm hand caught my pulse.

Li Yan didn't make a sound and held me all the time. Only his tighter and tighter arms leaked his emotions.

"Anorexia."

After a long time, the doctor came to a conclusion.

Li Yan's hand was shaking.

I don't think so. It must be my illusion.

"Go out and talk."

"OK."

Footsteps sounded again and soon disappeared outside.

The bedroom was quiet again. Soon, Aunt Liu's cleaning voice came.

I opened my eyes and saw Aunt Liu's bent body.

"Hey, what's the matter with Miss Su? I'm young. What can I do when I get old..."

What if I get old?

Old? I've never thought of getting old, not because I don't think I'll be old, but because I don't feel I can live to that time.

Blinked, looked at the ceiling, I entered a long period of daze.

I don't think about anything and think about everything. I am completely immersed in another world, and then I sleep like this for a long time.

I don't know how long I slept. I was in the car when I woke up again.

Blinked, there was a fast passing street view outside the window. I didn't react for a long time. I didn't look at him until Li Yan touched my face and felt warm and cool.

It seems that I haven't looked at Li Yan carefully for a long time.

It is still a handsome outline, a face that people will never forget at a glance, and a pair of eyes with gravity, bewitching women.

Still so handsome, but it seems strange.

Li Yan looked at me, and his dark eyes still floated a look I couldn't understand.

My fingers moved slowly on my face, like touching a good silk.

"Wake up?"

I blinked, didn't speak and looked out of the window.

I don't want to see him. I'd rather look out of the window.

Li Yan didn't say anything more. He bowed his head and kissed my forehead and moved a little.

I was kissed and uncomfortable by him until my lips were held. The warm breath came and I frowned.

My frown seemed to stimulate Li Yan, and my strength increased fiercely. Then, I cried out uncontrollably.

Li Yan froze and looked at me like a acupoint.

I looked at Li Yan with empty eyes.

I know what he's surprised at. I haven't spoken since my disease relapsed. Li Yan must think I've become dumb again.

Actually, I don't. I can talk, but I don't want to.

Li Yan left my lips, raised my chin and looked at me deeply.

My heart is empty, and there is no fear in his eyes.

For a long time, Li Yan let go of me, and the corners of his mouth aroused an evil smile. Then he whispered, "Su Qing, sometimes I really don't know what to do with you."

The voice is weak and decadent.

Would Li Yan say such a thing?

The main thing is, doesn't he like to force me?

Just force me?

I don't know how long later, the car stopped outside a courtyard.

There is a plaque outside the hospital. Because of the long time, the plaque has turned yellow, but it can still make people see the words "welfare home" at a glance.

welfare centre?

What's he doing here?

Li Yan directly took me out. Ah Cheng took out his wheelchair, and Li Yan held me in the wheelchair.

I looked directly into the welfare home.

There are two evergreen trees outside the welfare home. Because of the long time, no one can hold them.

In the courtyard, two-story buildings, yellowing walls, long-term water stains and engraved traces, everything here is telling the vicissitudes of time.

I stared at everything here, and all the memories I had forgotten emerged.

"Su Qing, why did you use sweet things again?"

"I didn't!"

"No, what's this?"

"I really don't, and I don't know why this thing is here."

"The facts are in front of you. You are still sophistry. You are not allowed to eat tonight. Go to school and kneel all night."

I was pushed by Li Yan at the door of a school, and there was an old cotton pad on the ground.

It's a special punishment for students to kneel.

Of course, this mat is no longer the old mat.

I stared at the mat in amazement. I was unwilling and angry at that time. Now I think I didn't feel anything.

Li Yan pushed me around the corridor. I turned with the mottled wall next to me. Everything seemed to have changed.

No tall and bright, no anger and hatred, no fear and escape.

Everything is so calm.

"I heard you were very naughty when you were a child."

Li Yan's voice was very low, like falling in through layers of time. I suddenly remembered.

"I love playing, climbing trees and playing tricks on people. It's exactly the same as your current character."

Li Yan investigated me.

This is my most direct feeling.

"By the way, you and Qiao Jinyan met here."

In my empty dark world, Li Yan came in, took my hand and walked forward with my memory.

"You have a good relationship and feelings... And make up, like childhood sweethearts."

“……”

"Oh, by the way, Hou Qiao Jinyan was not surnamed Qiao at that time. He was still an orphan and his name was Jinyan."

“……”

The memory in front of me kept flying. I saw the happy days between Jin Yan and me, the words we said and the promises we made.

Really, really.

But God made people. Jin Yan and I not only didn't realize our original promise, but also became like this now. We met but didn't know each other.

Why did it become like this

"There's another thing that no one knows."

Li Yan pushed me to stand in front of a dormitory door. There were several words engraved with knives on the door. It could be seen that it was "Qingqing".

This is Jin Yan's room. I engraved the words on it.

I want Jin Yan to think of me all the time.

And because of this, I was punished by the dean.

But I'm happy, and I don't care about the punishment.

However, the dormitory in those days is now filled with sundries, with a smell of dust.

I remember. I didn't see anyone when I came in just now.

It seems to have been forgotten here.

Li Yan pushed me in and came to a position.

I have a good memory. Although there are rusty tables and stools in this position, I still remember that this position is Jin Yan's bed.

Jin Yan slept here until he moved out of the orphanage.

I want to stand up and touch it.

But I have no strength. My whole body is soft, like a mollusk.

Li Yan came to me, squatted down and looked at me, half rang and said, "it seems that only you know about Qiao Jinyan's murder."