Fairy Cries Only At Night

I lived here in Jin Yan, and I didn't see Fu Lin once.

Of course, when I had the strength to go out completely without panting, I began to mention leaving.

However, Jin Yan said that my body was not suitable to leave, and he still had questions to ask me.

I asked him to ask, but Jin Yan said that I can't think too much until I'm well.

In this way, things were delayed.

That day, I took a pen and doodled on the paper.

I thought about many kinds of life with Jin Yan before, but I didn't think it would be like this.

Calm and warm.

Jin Yan is not always here. He spends most of his time outside.

Of course, maybe in the company, maybe in Fu Lin's.

After all, they are unmarried couples and want to get married.

And I'm here now. He took me in. I've thought about many reasons.

But in the end, they were eliminated, leaving only two points.

One thing is that Jin Yan is curious about me. After all, what I do to him is so inexplicable to a normal person.

Another point is that even if Jin Yan forgets me, he may still have some feelings for me. Then, in addition, Jin Yan saw me treated like Li Yan that day, so he couldn't bear to add the two together.

But these two points, anyway, I have a feeling of greed.

Especially living in such a quiet place, I feel isolated from the world.

Only Jin Yan will come and have my attachment.

Of course, I will leave one day. It's just a matter of time.

And before that, it's good to leave some good memories.

So I waited for Jin Yan to ask me questions, and then left.

However, in such a time, I will often think of Li Yan.

At dinner, someone will bring me vegetables and say angry words in a very cold voice.

When I sleep, I will get used to holding Li Yan, put my legs on his legs and hold him like a baby. I will feel very relieved.

When eating grapes, if he sees them, he will peel them for me.

Sometimes in a good mood, he directly carried me to his lap to work and fed me grapes while doing business.

Sometimes he would sit next to me, put his hand on the back of the chair and watch me draw.

Or, let me cook and move my hands irregularly, resulting in the paste of all the dishes I cook behind.

Think of a lot, like a romantic love film, constantly playing in front of me.

Then, missing ferments unconsciously.

Of course, I don't think this is the expression of my love or love. I'm just used to it with Li Yan for so long.

"Here, the color can be lighter." a clear voice interrupted my thoughts of running away.

I thought back, Jin Yan's hand was pointing to a sun on the drawing board.

"You're here?"

I didn't move. I put down my pen and looked at Jin Yan.

"Well." Jin Yan sat aside and looked at the dusk in the distance.

At the moment, the sun is slowly setting, and the scenery here is unique. The dusk in the distance is like a beautiful picture, which is much better than what I painted.

"The color is lighter here and darker here. I'm polishing it."

Jin Yan had to guide me like a teacher.

I turned my head and looked at the drawing board. I was distracted just now. I was really careless.

Nod and color again.

When you calm down, you will be more serious.

It was getting dark, and my dusk map was finally drawn.

"All right!" blowing looked down, picked up the drawing board and handed it to Jin Yan.

When I was a child, I also liked painting, and Jin Yan often watched me draw. However, he was a half hearted man like me at that time, and I enrolled in this class because I liked painting.

I didn't expect him to have a good opinion now.

"Yes, you are very talented."

"That is!"

In the face of the praise of others or the praise of the person I like, I raised my eyebrows proudly.

Jin Yan looked at me, his eyes crossed a blur, and then there was a little pain in his eyes. He was very depressed, like something was destroying him, occupying his warmth a little.

I quickly brought the drawing board and held Jin Yan, "Jin Yan, what's the matter with you?"

But in a few seconds, Jin Yan's face was full of pain, and his hands covered his head. He looked as if he was shackled by something.

"Jin Yan! Jin Yan! What's the matter with you? Jin Yan!"

Looking at Jin Yan's pain, it's like looking at myself.

However, Jin Yan seems to be trapped in his own world. He can't hear my voice at all, and the pain on his face is getting worse and worse.

"Jin Yan, what's the matter with you? What's the matter with you?"

I couldn't help but panic. Tears were coming out.

He floated hard, but Jin Yan was very heavy. We both fell on the lawn before we took a step.

The lawn has a little slope, and the rolling is completely out of momentum. It doesn't stop until it rolls to the flat ground.

My brain was dizzy and I felt sore all over, but I quickly reacted.

I was busy looking at Xiang Jinyan, but I was stunned when I saw our situation at the moment.

Lip to lip, nose to nose, eye to eye.

The surrounding air seemed to stagnate and time stopped.

I kissed Jin Yan

This sentence keeps floating in my mind. Am I... Dreaming

With big eyes and small faces, Jin Yan and I didn't speak. Jin Yan's eyes were no longer rational and calm, but a kind of trance, fuzzy and painful.

Seeing the pain of Jin Yan, I suddenly recovered.

Looking carefully, I found that Jin Yan's face was very white, as if he had experienced great pain.

I got up in a hurry.

Which one? As soon as I got up, Jin Yan hugged my waist, and Jin Yan kissed me before I had a hurry.

The movement on the lips is tentative, gentle, but also with a kind of certainty.

Soon, from gentle to fierce, my mouth was full of the breath of Jin Yan.

No, Li Yan's

In a panic, I pushed Jin Yan away, got up and walked forward.

I don't know what I'm running. I shouldn't run. I should be happy.

There was no one, but I was in panic.

When I ran to the bedroom, I slammed the door, put my back against the door, and my heart jumped quickly.

Su Qing, what's the matter? What's the matter with you

No, no, it's not what happened to me, but what happened to Jin Yan, how Jin Yan suddenly

A picture flashed through my mind, and I stared and froze.

Jin Yan, does he... Think of our past?

Remember?

Really, remember?

My heart was about to jump out of my throat. I covered my heart and tightened my hands a little.

Remember, that's why you kissed me, right?

I kept looking for reasons in my mind, but I couldn't find a reasonable one for a long time.

So, did Jin Yan really restore his memory?

I don't believe it, I don't believe it!

Dong Dong, a clear knock on the door came into my ears. I was shocked and my whole body was as motionless as a point.

Dong Dong Dong.

I didn't dare to move. The picture just now kept floating in my mind. Tears in my eyes fell drop by drop and soon blurred my eyes.