Fairy Cries Only At Night

Once, whether in a dream or in reality, I thought of Jin Yan's recovery of memory countless times.

Hold me, kiss me, or treat me coldly and hate me.

What I can think of, what I can't think of, I've gone through it in my mind.

So when I thought Jin Yan really recovered my memory, my brain was blank and I didn't know what to do.

"Click" the sound of the door handle unscrewing.

My heart beat to my throat, hurried against it, and subconsciously shouted, "you go, let me wait!"

I wish Jin Yan could recover his memory and didn't want him to go at all, but I couldn't help saying such words, and even my whole body was shaking.

How did this happen... How did this happen

Jin Yan didn't speak, and the voice outside was calm.

I am also quiet, but I am extremely panic quiet.

Jin Yan stood outside for a long time. It seemed that he didn't stand for long. When I reacted, Jin Yan was no longer outside the door.

He really left.

I got scared. Is Jin Yan going to leave me again?

Just like before, and then you don't come back as soon as you leave?

My mind is in a mess now. There are a lot of things crossing. They are constantly repressed and come out in pain. They form two room overlords, separate one side, and constantly requisition each other's territory or even occupy it.

I'm in pain in this consciousness.

But the instinct of the body knows my final choice.

I hold the door handle in my hand. As long as I exert a little force, the door will open.

However, this is obviously a very light strength, but I feel like being pressed by some heavy object.

yes! There is a feeling that the monkey king is pressed by the mountain.

I crouched down in pain, holding the door handle in one hand and my head in the other.

At this time, I don't know how long it has passed. The overlord in my mind stands there on a black iron horse, with a cold and ruthless look on his face, as noble and terrible as a king.

It's Li Yan.

I laughed, tears fell like rootless water, wet my face and blurred my eyes again.

I can't see clearly what's in front of me, but the white petals flutter in the wind and grow bigger from time to time. It's not really beautiful.

Yes, Li Yan is right.

Who was I before? Is the mud trampled by everyone!

Who is Jin Yan? He is the prince in the eyes of women, perfect.

We can't go back to the past and have no future.

Therefore, what should and should not happen now must be cut off!

I often laugh at God for making fun of me. I laugh at it for so long. It's still playing with me like a child who finds fun toys.

However, no matter how much I complain about the unfairness of God, I still can't change the facts engraved in my life.

I am no longer the pure girl in Jin Yan's heart.

After thinking about everything, my whole body was as weak as if I had participated in a tug of war.

However, I am a stubborn person.

Do it when you think of it, especially those who have made a decision. Even when I think that staying here will bring a point of danger to Jin Yan, I must leave.

Get out of here.

Jin Yan seems to have something left.

I was very careful when I went out. In order not to let him find out, I had to sneak out like a thief. I ran straight outside the gate and ran along the asphalt road for a long time before I stopped.

Turning back, there was no home for Jin Yan. I sat down on the ground and gasped.

After falling into the water this time, Jin Yan didn't say I had any disease. He only said that the doctor told me to have a good rest and recuperate, and the medicine for three meals a day didn't stop.

In Jin Yan, needless to say, as soon as I closed my eyes, I gulped with medicine without even blinking.

Finally, he looked at me gnashing his teeth and asked, "isn't it bitter?"

Not bitter? How can it not be bitter?

Bitter, my big teeth are falling out.

Thinking of this, I buried my face in my legs and giggled, but tears fell again.

Good times are always short. Jin Yan and I will always be.

I'm afraid that's the word "predestined fate".

Anyway, after crying and laughing, life still had to pass. I walked forward again and didn't sit in my chair until I got to the next stop sign to wait for the bus.

Jin Yan's houses just now are the rich areas of this generation. They are all single villas. Naturally, the traffic here is developed and the greening nearby is also done well.

I sat in the chair, crying and laughing for a while. The people next to me regarded me as a madman. There were not many people, and they were afraid of me. What if I was a mad dog?

So, after seeing me like this, I ran away without hesitation.

Soon, there were only mosquitoes buzzing around me in summer, and no one could be seen.

Here is the villa area brought by the rich. Naturally, it is surrounded by green trees.

It's very conspicuous for me to sit there alone.

I cry and feel uncomfortable, but I still know that a person like me is too conspicuous here. What if Jin Yan drives back and sees me?

So I stood up with tears and hid behind the stop sign. I looked at the bus from the front with tears.

Indeed, I had foresight. Before long, I saw Jin Yan's car coming from the front, not the way back, but the way out of the villa.

Strange, I thought Jin Yan was gone, but now how

I leaned on the stop sign very sensitively, turned and looked at Jin Yan. His car disappeared in front like an arrow.

Jin Yan, are you looking for me

The bus didn't take long. I didn't have any money and no mobile phone ID. fortunately, my clothes and pants looked like famous brands, and I looked dejected. The owner was a woman and didn't say anything. Let me in.

The car was moving forward. Jin Yan's car had long been unknown, but I remembered the car shadow of Jin Yan like an arrow in my mind, and my heart picked up.

Jin Yan, you have your fiancee. Just be happy.

The rest, forget it, forget it as before.

When I left Jin Yan's house, I became a "beggar" with no money and only life.

And this time, I also don't want to go back to Li Yan.

After all, if I fell from such a high place, or the river rolled, it was impossible for me to survive.

Therefore, I think Li Yan will think I'm dead and won't come to me.

I can spend the rest of my life.

However, the dream is beautiful and the reality is cruel.

I don't have the certificate given by Qin Ru or the money given by her. I'm really a beggar.

So, what can I do?

Old line?

impossible! I won't go in again.

Fortunately, my clothes are famous brands. I directly take them to pawn. I have a little money.

However, it's only enough for me to buy a stall, add a pen and a little paper, and then I have less than a week's living expenses.