After drinking two glasses of wine, Li Shun began to eat. Soon after eating, he went upstairs and went back to his room.

As soon as Li Shunyi left, Zhang Mei couldn't sit still. She ate hastily and left.

Lao Qin and I drank up the rest of the wine and chatted freely while drinking.

With enough food and wine, I went upstairs and Lao Qin was going to take a walk downstairs.

When I returned to my room, I happened to pass by Li Shun's room door. When I came to the door, I saw that the door of the room was open and a voice came out.

I relaxed and slowed down. There was a dialogue between Li Shun and Zhang Mei.

I couldn't help but stop and stand at the door listening.

"What the hell do you mean?" Hearing Zhang Mei's voice, she seemed to be resentful.

"Can you stop fucking scolding my mother, dog day!" Li Shun's voice.

"You don't let me scold your mother. How can you scold my mother?" Zhang Mei said.

"Fuck - well, I won't fucking scold your mother, and you can't scold my mother." Li Shun said.

"Dog day, you're still scolding." Zhang Mei said.

Hearing their conversation, I wanted to laugh and held back.

"What do you mean?" Li Shun continued.

"What do you say?" Zhang Mei took a questioning tone: "since I came to the golden triangle with you from Xinghai, you left me aside. What do you mean?"

"How can I leave you alone? I didn't meet you or talk to you one day. I took you out this time. Am I not asking you? " Li Shun said unconvinced.

"I didn't mean that!"

"What do you mean?"

"Do you pretend to force me again?"

"How can I pretend to be forced?"

***

"I ask you, why don't you live with me now? In the golden triangle, you said you should avoid the influence. In Bangkok, only Lao Qin and Yi can follow. You don't want to live in the same room with me. What do you want? What is our relationship? I've given you a fucking baby. We haven't had it before. What do you want now? " Zhang Mei burst into foul language with deep resentment in her voice.

"I -" Li Shun seemed to be asked by Zhang Mei.

"What are you doing? You make it clear to me. "

"I... this... Plum... This..." Li Shun was incoherent.

"Make it clear, if you don't make it clear, I won't go tonight. I'll live with you!" Zhang Mei said.

"No, you can go back to your room." Li Shun flatly refused.

"Give me a reason and say --" Zhang Mei did not give in.

"Why? What fucking reason do you want? It's not good to live separately. Why do you have to live together? "

"Do you think it is appropriate for us to live separately? Is it normal to live apart? Do you think this is reasonable? "

"Appropriate, normal and reasonable!"

"Shit -" Zhang Mei said, "I was your man n years ago. I've had children for you. Now you've forced me. I ask you, what do you think in your heart?"

"What do you think?"

"Do you still have me in your heart? Do you have another woman? "

"Don't you know if I have you in my heart? You said I have another woman. You've been with me all day. Which woman do you think I'm looking for? Don't you have eyes? "

"That's true. I really haven't seen you have any contact with any woman. So you still have me in your heart? Isn't it? " Zhang Mei's tone eased a little.

Li Shun was silent.

"But if you have me in your heart, why don't you even touch me once for such a long time? It's not that we haven't had a relationship. Why are you like this to me now? " Zhang Mei continued to ask questions.

"Why don't you have to do that together? Can't you fucking live without doing that? " Li Shun's voice was a little angry and sounded a little empty.

"I'm not saying that you can't live without doing that. I can't live without you, but now we're together. It's very abnormal. I think you just hate me and hate me, don't you?" Zhang Mei's voice was full of grievances.

"Plum, what am I doing to you and whether I'm tired of you? You should know that if I'm really tired of you, how can I bring you to the golden triangle?" Li Shun's tone softened a little.

"Did you bring me to the golden triangle so that I could be a widow? You're not tired of me. Why don't you want to sleep with me? " Zhang Mei said.

Li Shun was silent for a moment and sighed deeply, "plum, why do you force me?"

"I didn't force you. I just wanted to ask you for an explanation." Zhang Mei's voice softened and was somewhat desolate: "I know I was sorry for you about the child. I also know that my sin can't be forgiven, but can you blame me completely? If it weren't for your parents, would the dead ghost come to the hospital? Can the child be abandoned at birth?

Which woman doesn't love her children? Besides, it's the crystallization of our love. Do you think I'm willing to watch the children be taken away and thrown away? What did you do then? Why didn't you protect me when I had a baby?

I... i... I can't forgive myself, I can't forgive you, my poor child. What I'm most sorry about now is our children. I can't forgive myself until I die. "

At this point, Zhang Mei's business choked and couldn't go on.

"Plum... The child's business... Yes, yes, I once blamed you, and I even hated you, but later I knew I shouldn't blame you. It's not your fault, it's them, it's my parents. They shouldn't do that, it's me. I shouldn't listen to my parents and go out to work at that time. The biggest mistake is me, I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for the child. "

Li Shun's voice trembled: "for so many years, my heart is like a needle when I think of the scene at that time. After all these years, I still can't forgive myself. I know I'm an asshole. "

"Shun, don't say that. Things have passed. So many years have passed. I am very satisfied that I can live with you now. I know your parents will not accept people of my status into your family. I know that in their eyes, I am a cheap woman. A woman like me will never have any position and position in your noble family. I don't deserve it. I will disgrace your family's reputation.

I don't blame them now. I understand them. What I blame most is myself. Maybe our understanding was a mistake. We shouldn't have known and shouldn't have been together. Of course, it's no use talking about it at the beginning at this time. Now I know very well that you stopped me from seeing your parents for my good and for everyone's good. Now I have given up all my good fantasies and wishes. I don't want any position anymore. As long as I can be with you, I'll be very satisfied. No matter the ends of the earth, I am willing to follow you. No matter life or death, I will never separate from you again in my life. "

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