Fall in love with a beautiful boss

Zhang Mei's voice sounded sad and miserable.

"Plum..." Li Shun's voice seemed to be moved and sour.

"In fact, I should be very satisfied now. In fact, I shouldn't put forward higher requirements to you. We can meet again in this life, and I can still be with you. I should be satisfied. My requirements for you may be too much." Zhang Mei said faintly.

"Plum, I'm sorry. I know it's unfair for me to treat you like this, but I really have great psychological obstacles in my heart. I can't overcome my psychological obstacles. I can't overcome myself and let myself do something. I'm sorry. " Li Shun said.

"Psychological disorder? What's your mental disorder? Don't you. You don't like doing that with women? Are you cold? Are you afraid to do that with women from your heart? " Zhang Mei said.

"No, no, no - no!" Li Shun denied in succession.

"What's that? Why on earth is that? " Zhang Mei's voice was full of confusion.

At this time, I firmly believe that it is because of the existence of Qiu Tong. Qiu Tong is Li Shun's fiancee. Li Shun is unwilling to do something wrong with Qiu Tong. This must be a psychological obstacle that he can't tell Zhang Mei.

I analyzed it with pride. I couldn't help feeling that Li shunzhen was a single-minded person. He had never had that kind of relationship with Qiu Tong, but he still had to defend himself for Qiu Tong. How valuable it is. In contrast, I can't help feeling ashamed.

"Why... Plum, don't force me, okay? Maybe I'll tell you later, but now I can't say it. Don't force me. " Li Shun's voice was helpless.

Naturally, Li Shun can't say the existence of Qiutong now. It will stimulate Zhang Mei and make everyone uneasy. I continued to analyze Li Shun's psychology.

Zhang Mei sighed, "well, I won't force you. Ah Shun, in fact, I hope you can live happily. When we are together, what I want to see most is that you are happy. Your happiness is my greatest joy. "

"Plum, I'm very satisfied with your words. I never regret knowing you. I haven't regretted it until now. I really didn't read you wrong!" Li Shun said.

Zhang Mei was silent, and so was Li Shun.

I was about to leave when Zhang Mei said, "Ah Shun, do you know? Over the years, I often think of our children. Our daughter, if she were alive, would be over seven years old now. "

"Plum..."

"Since I saw you and came to the golden triangle with you, this longing has become stronger. Every night, whenever I finish skating, whether I open or close my eyes, I seem to see our daughter. She is so beautiful, so lively and lovely. She shakes in front of me, smiles sweetly and calls mom and dad sweetly. "

Zhang Mei couldn't help sobbing: "Ah Shun, do you know how I feel at this time? My heart is really twisted by a knife. Can you imagine my pain at this time? How I miss our daughter, how I want to hug her and listen to her call me mother. "

"Plum..." Li Shun's voice began to tremble again.

"However, I know that all this is just an illusion, just an illusion. I can only see my daughter in the illusion after skating and hear her call my mother." Zhang Mei sobbed and said, "no, when I miss my daughter, I can't help but want to go skating and immerse myself in the illusion of short-term happiness. Unconsciously, I become an addiction. I can't live without the temptation brought by this illusion. The more I skate, the more I miss my daughter. The more I miss her, the more I can't live without the illusion brought by methamphetamine. "

Hearing this, my heart twitched violently. I can understand Zhang Mei's mood at this time as a mother. I think, as Xiaoxue's father, Li Shun can also understand.

I heard Li Shun sigh heavily. It seems that Li Shun's mood at this time is extremely complex. On the one hand, he is in pain for Zhang Mei's mood, on the other hand, he has to consider other aspects, out of other considerations.

At present, Li Shun is determined not to tell Zhang Mei the truth. He is determined not to let Zhang Mei know that Xiaoxue is still living in this world and in Xinghai.

At this time, Li Shun's heart seems to be tender, but it is iron and blood. It seems to be cold and hard.

For a long time, I heard Li Shunnan say, "as far as our current situation, our current appearance, our current state and two addicts like us are concerned, do you think she would be happy if the children were here and saw us now? Will she recognize us as parents? How can we be her parents? "

Zhang Mei said for a long time, "maybe your words are reasonable. People like us, as we are now, do not deserve to be parents of children. We don't deserve it. "

Then they were silent again.

For a long time, I heard Zhang Mei say, "Ah Shun, tell you something."

"Yes."

"Before you came to pick me up, yi Ke took me to the drug rehabilitation center. On the way, I saw a mother and daughter playing in the roadside square. Seeing them, I couldn't help thinking of my daughter. If our daughter was still alive, she should be as old as that girl. The girl is very beautiful and lovely, and her mother is surprisingly beautiful. Their mother and daughter are so harmonious and warm together.

***

Somehow, I always feel that our daughter should look like that girl. When I have hallucinations, when I sleep and dream, I dream of that girl. It seemed to me that she was my daughter and our daughter looked like that. For so long, I have always clearly remembered the girl and the mother and daughter. " Zhang Mei murmured.

"What do they... The mother and daughter look like?" Li Shun stammered.

Zhang Mei then described in detail the looks of Qiutong and Xiaoxue to Li Shun.

After listening to Zhang Mei, Li Shun didn't make a sound for a long time. I don't know what he was thinking at this time.

"Oh, my God, do evil... Do evil..." for a long time, I heard Li Shun's pathetic voice.

"Shun, what's the matter with you?" Zhang Mei said.

"Not much..." Li Shun disguised his voice.

"Well, don't talk about sad things. Let's move on. After all, life still has to go on. " Zhang Mei said: "we can be together now. In fact, we should thank one person most, that is Yi Ke. Without him, there would be no reunion!"

"Yes, we won't meet again without Yi Ke. It's just that I don't know whether I should thank him or not. " Li Shunnan said, "I don't know what he brought to me. I don't know whether he brought me rebirth or destruction. "

"How can you say that?" Zhang Mei's unhappy voice: "of course you should thank him. He brought you me. I'm the one who made you reborn!"