Fall in love with a beautiful boss

Throughout the day, my heart echoed in the ups and downs, restless.

At night, in the dead of night, I sat alone in front of the computer, lit a cigarette, looked at me and the past bit by bit, thought about the laughter and catchwords of the past, and felt bursts of warmth and happiness in my heart.

However, after the psychedelic happiness, thinking of Qiutong and Lishun in reality, I felt a great tingling and deep loneliness.

This loneliness, with incomparable helplessness and sadness, with blurred fantasy and confusion, with confused hope and blessing, with inexplicable loneliness and melancholy, with a little inferiority complex and melancholy.

I looked at the twinkling stars in the lonely night sky outside the window, and my heart filled with infinite thoughts and loneliness

Turning around to look at the avatar of floating life like a dream and invisible online, my heart fluctuates hard. Although I can see Qiutong in the real world every day, at the moment, I miss floating life like a dream strongly and suddenly miss her very much.

Think of her, can be careful, can be silent, can be suffering, can be helpless, can ask for trouble, can be incurable, can be unequal, however, I can't control myself not to think of her!

Thinking of her, in the night when the moon is full and people are not round, no one is wrong in loving anyone. It's only people who are wrong, but can't live forever, just can't change the reality, just can't break through the virtual. Between the sparks of love in an instant, there will be extravagant ideas for eternity. When you are awake, you know that you will be far away.

I know that my heart will wither, but I am worried about it in the dark night. Although I know that this concern is fruitless, it is self deception. I know that if I continue to deceive myself, I will destroy myself and let myself fall into the abyss of endless love sorrow.

However, I can't convince myself. Although I have tried countless times to let myself forget her, let my thoughts of Dong'Er forget her, and let the reality of he Haizhu close to forgetting her, it has been lingering

Looking at the floating dream of invisible online without saying a word, I wonder, at the moment, does she think of me in this lonely night, just like I think of her?

Thinking of this, I could no longer control my trembling hands and began to hit the keyboard: "come out for me -"

There was no response. I don't know if she would be surprised and stimulated when she saw me suddenly say this.

Now that I've opened my mouth, I'm not going to stop and continue typing: "I know you're here, you come out, do you hear me!"

My words are unreasonable, overbearing and aggressive.

She was still there, not talking, not knowing what she was thinking, perhaps hesitating, perhaps still in shock.

"I know you are here, I know you are in my air, I know you look at me in the air, you come out for me..." I hit the keyboard crazily and typed a long string.

After a while, she finally replied, "you're crazy."

God, floating like a dream, she finally spoke, and she finally came out under my call.

I was excited and quickly hit the keyboard: "yes, I'm crazy!"

"Where did you come from?" After a moment of silence, she called again.

"I've been in your air, I've been around you." I replied.

"You... I... We have... You... Why do you have to come out again... Why do you... Why do you have to force me out again." She said with a sad and helpless expression.

"I didn't force you. You forced me. You didn't force me. You forced yourself." I said bitterly and incoherently.

"You -- you're still forcing me..." she sent a sigh.

"I didn't force you, you didn't force me, I don't want to force you, and I know you don't want to force me. In fact, we are all forcing ourselves." I said, "I want to forget you, but I can't, I can't."

"Alas, I hurt you. You should have your real life, your real love and your real happiness. You should completely forget me and forget this game and dream." She said.

"But I can't, I can't!" I said, "and you, did you do it? Dare you tell me you did it? "

"Don't force me, will you?" She sent a sad expression, as if to cry.

My heart softened and said, "well, I won't force you!"

"Thank you." She said.

Then she and I seemed speechless. We met again after a long separation. We talked a thousand words. It seemed that we choked and didn't know what to say.

"How are you now?" After a long silence, she said.

I said, "OK, and you?"

"Me too!" She said, "are you still in Qingdao?"

"Yes! And you? " I said.

"I'm still in Xinghai's original unit!"

Then we were speechless again.

After a while, she said, "Why are you looking for me? Why break my peaceful life? "

I said, "why do you think I'm looking for you? If you think I've ruined your peaceful life, well, you're pulling me black now? Since you don't want me to disturb you, why don't you black me all the time? Why are you sitting here looking at me? Why can I see your lonely and melancholy eyes? "

"Why are you so fierce? Why are you so strong to me? How do you see my eyes? " She said.

"Just because I am your air, I surround you, and I can naturally see your eyes." I said, "I don't want to be fierce to you. I don't want to be strong to you, but you're not obedient."

After saying the last sentence, I suddenly couldn't help laughing.

"I... you... Why am I not obedient? Why should I listen to you? " She uttered a word.

"I..." I stopped and couldn't say it for a moment.

"Say it, you say it!" She seems to have started a counterattack.

"If I ask you to come out and you don't come out, don't you just be disobedient?" I choked out a sentence.

"You're overbearing, I'm not out... You..." she said.

"Well, I was disobedient just now. Now I'm obedient. Obedience is a good child!" I said.

"You are the child." She said.

"Well, I'm a child. We're all good children." I said.

She didn't speak.

I don't know if she's laughing or if she's a little happy.

"I've been thinking about you. I want to let myself forget you. However, I can't beat my heart after all. I'm still looking for you after all." I said.

"I... I..." she paused and said, "can we not talk about this topic? I don't want to talk about this topic again. Let him pass the past, okay? "

I didn't want to force her anymore, so I said, "OK!"

"Thank you!" She said, "have you found your former girlfriend? Has she come back to you? "

I said, "why do you care so much about this?"

She said, "we are friends. Since we are friends, we should care about each other and friends' affairs. Isn't that normal?"

I said, "no comment!"

She sent a tolerant expression: "well, since you don't want to say, it's up to you."

I said, "I don't say you know, why ask me!"

She paused and said, "if you are so fierce again, I will go down."

I said hurriedly, "don't go. Dare you go down. Let me see if you go?"

She said, "why don't you show me again? If you want to be fierce again, I will never come again! "

I quickly softened: "well, I'm not fierce!"

"Well..." she said, "Why are you such a grumpy and domineering man now!"

I said, "I don't think so. It's you who become submissive that set off my domineering spirit?"

She said, "have I become submissive?"

"Yes, you don't think so?" I said.

"No! I feel like I haven't changed. I'm still the original me! " She said.

"Have I really changed?" I said.

"Well, I think so! It seems that your career has been very satisfactory recently. Once a man's career is satisfactory, his morale will naturally be higher, his speech will be confident, and he will be more or less domineering. " She said.

"I can't talk about my career. I can only say work. I've made do with my recent work. I'm doing my best, and the leaders are still satisfied." I said, "my leaders are pretty good to me and care about me! It is a blessing for subordinates to have a good leader! "

"That's good. I'm really happy for you. Come on, keep working hard!" She said: "in fact, I have a deep understanding that it is also the luck of leaders to have a good subordinate."

I said, "so you met a good subordinate?"

"Yes."

"Which one?"

"I told you before, it's Yi Ke!"

"The one with the same pronunciation and different words as my stage name, is he very capable?"

"Yes, real people don't show their faces, and they don't show their faces. He is now in a period of showing and rising his ability. He has done well in our company and has been highly praised by group leaders and surrounding colleagues." She said, "this Yi Ke not only began to show his working ability, but also was very loyal to me. It can be said to be loyal."

"It's really good to have such a subordinate!" I said.

"The more I know about this man, the more I find..." she stopped.

"What do you find?"

"The more I found out that he had many unreasonable places!" She said.

"Why is it unreasonable?" I said.

"Well... I can't tell. Anyway, I just feel strange. I can't see through it more and more!" She said, "moreover, I also found that he is similar to you in some places."

My heart jumped and said, "what is similar? The name sounds the same! "

"Not only is his name homophonic, but his mode of thinking in work seems to have your faint shadow. Sometimes when I see him, I even feel that he is you in a trance! But when I wake up, I think I'm too naive and my idea is too absurd. " She said: "you are clearly from Tengchong, Yunnan, ningzhou, Zhejiang, Xinghai and Qingdao. How can you overlap?"

I said, "that's a coincidence. Do you think we're alone?"