In the evening, after dinner, I went online and saw a dream. She told me that she was sitting in bed and surfing the Internet because her ankle sprained. Although someone gave massage and the pain was reduced a lot, she still didn't dare to move more.

I can't help blaming her for not walking carefully and asking her to find a hot towel for hot compress. Her words are unconsciously full of care and consideration.

Floating like a dream, he obediently did what I said, and then said to me, "guest, did you care about me just now?"

"What do you say?"

"I ask you!"

"Right!"

"I like you to care about me... From small to large, what I most desire is that someone cares about me, even a little warmth... Hehe..."

Floating like a dream, I said with a smile. I looked at my nose, but it was sour for a while. I thought of seeing Li Shun during the day and said, "ask you something. I wonder if you will be unhappy?"

"Ask, I won't be unhappy if you ask anything!"

"Why aren't you married yet? According to age, it's time to get married. "

After a while, he said, "yes, it's time to get married. Although I've always been afraid of the arrival of this moment, I know that this day is inevitable... He is an overbearing and stubborn male chauvinist who requires his wife to be a housewife at home. He calls it a full-time wife. He has repeatedly asked me to quit my job and marry him again, Said he came to raise me

"However, I don't want to be a bird in a golden cage. I want to do my own career. People's life is so short. I want to realize my life value in my struggle, so I haven't promised him... Of course, I'm probably using his persistence to muddle along and delay the arrival of that day."

"He's a playboy, isn't he?"

"Yes, Huaxin radish! All kinds of women around me have been... I can't manage it, and then I didn't bother to manage it. "

"Then... Why hasn't he been with you..." I asked again. Somehow, I felt sour in my heart.

He kept silent for a while and said, "I've been confused about this question before... A few days ago, this question seems to have an answer. I heard that he was drunk once and told others that the women he played with were splashes in his eyes. The women who wanted to marry him were daydreams. The wife he wanted to marry must be a traditional family, A woman who casually sleeps with a man is definitely not a good thing.

He said that only two women in his heart are his most respected, one is his mother and the other is me... Maybe this is the reason why he has never... To me, although he has always been very overbearing in front of me. "

I can't help nodding. It seems that Li Dashao still knows what kind of women can play and what kind of women can be wives. Men are like birds. What they can easily get won't be cherished, and what they can't get is the most precious.

At this time, both I and I felt that Li Shun's truth after drinking seemed to be a reasonable explanation for this matter. As for the real secret, I didn't know until later.

I said, "it's not easy for you to live."

"Ha ha... In fact, it's easy for people to live. Just don't be so sober and confused." I used to admire the happiness of others. Looking back, I found myself looked up and envied by others. But my happiness is often in the eyes of others, but not in my own heart. "

I couldn't help sighing again: "Alas..."

She added: "guest, don't sigh for me. In fact, I don't want to lament the injustice of fate. I believe that everything is doomed."

Floating like a dream makes my heart depressed and sad for her fate. I know that she takes up more and more space in my heart, although winter has been lingering on me.

After a while, he said, "guest, let me tell you something. Do you know who helped me massage this afternoon?"

"I don't know!"

"It's Yi Ke, the man I mentioned to you. He helped me massage! He is now working in the key account department and doesn't deliver newspapers. "

I couldn't help forgetting my identity at the moment: "didn't that Yi once insult you? How can you find him to help you massage? Doesn't this just give him a chance? He must take advantage of you again. "

I was even jealous when I said that.

"Hehe... Guest, you're jealous... Aren't you?" Floating like a dream, he smiled: "fool, where do you want to go... He was very attentive when he gave me massage, and his technique was quite professional. I just learned today that he had worked in a foot therapy shop before."

Floating like a dream, a close "fool" confused my heart, and even made me confused.

I calmed down: "so, that boy is very regular today?"

"Yes, at first I slipped and fell on him accidentally. He touched my body. Maybe it was unintentional."

I couldn't help being jealous: "what's the matter? Why didn't you slip and fall on him? Why didn't you fall on me... Outrageous!"

Floating like a dream, he smiled happily: "ha ha, you unreasonable guy, it was just me and him at that time. He was just standing behind me. Where can I find you... Do you think I'm willing to fall? Ah -- actually, it's lucky that he's behind me. Otherwise, I'll fall miserably. "

"So I have to thank him?" I said, "hum, I'll meet this boy sometime. I have to beat him up."

"You're a violent man." Floating like a dream, he sent an angry expression and said, "Hey - why do you thank him? And why did you beat him? "

"For you, of course!" I said without thinking.

"Hee hee... You feel like my bodyguard."

"Don't you like me as a bodyguard?"

"That's two different things. I don't like you to be someone else's bodyguard, but I like you to be mine. It's impossible in reality, so be my bodyguard in the virtual world."

"Well, I'll take it from you!"

"Thank you."

"Thank you for what. Is it necessary to be so polite for our relationship?"

"What is the relationship between us?" Floating like a dream, sent a naughty smiling face.

"What do you say?" I have a heartbeat.

"I... I won't say."

"You don't know if you don't say it." I press step by step.

"I... I may know."

"What do you understand?" I teased her on purpose.

"I... I know you're a bad guy."

"Ha ha..." I laughed badly.

After a while, he said, "guest, would you mind asking you a personal question?"

I said warily, "it depends on what questions you ask."

"I want to ask... That... Your former girlfriend."

My heart sank: "why?"

"I... I don't do anything. I just want to ask. It doesn't mean anything... I think you seem to care about her very much. Although you are not together, it seems that you still miss her deeply in your heart."

I didn't speak for a long time. After a while, I replied: "HMM..." then I sighed again: "Alas......"

"Guest, I remind you of your sadness and unhappiness. I'm sorry."

I sent a smile: "nothing, I don't... don't take it to heart."

"Guest... Don't lie to me. Although I can't see your expression and hear your voice, I can feel your mood at the moment. At the moment, I want to do something for you, but I don't know what to do."

"I'm very moved that you can have this idea. I don't need you to do anything. I'll gradually adapt myself. Maybe everything will get better."

"Guest, I don't know why she left you, about you, about love,

It seems that I am not qualified to talk about it, but I am very sad to think that you are unhappy.

"I still want to say that some people seize it and miss it. There are too many forks in the journey of life. Turning around may be a lifetime. Get familiar with each other at the last intersection, and you may be unfamiliar at the next intersection... "

I meditated on the floating life like a dream, and my heart fluctuated.

It's late at night. Everything is quiet. I sit in front of the computer and tap the keyboard. In front of the visible screen and in the invisible space, I communicate with floating life like a dream silently and truly

Since that time Qiu Tong massaged his ankle, Qiu Tong saw me again. His attitude seemed not so cold. He occasionally nodded to say hello and even smiled once, which made me a little flattered.

In the real world, the supreme goddess in my heart will cheer me up at the slightest kindness to me. I can't help but start looking forward to how good it would be if I could combine reality and virtual.

However, I clearly know that this is just a dream. The floating life in the virtual world is like a dream. No matter how close it is to me, it is impossible to have anything with me in real life.

In reality, she will eventually be with Li Shun. I can only be a bystander forever.

Thinking of this, I felt a little humble and depressed, and felt the contradiction and helplessness between reality and virtual.

***

I know, maybe I can only have a spiritual love with Qiu Tong in the virtual world, and it will never become a reality. This also made me firm my determination to hide my identity. I must not let Qiu Tong know that I am the same guest around her.

Otherwise, you will not only get nothing in reality, but also lose the spiritual pillar in the virtual world. Besides, in reality, I will leave Xinghai soon, while in the virtual world, I can keep in touch with floating life for a long time.

At this time, I seem to have forgotten the idea of cutting off the connection with floating life like a dream after I decided to leave Xinghai. I feel that I can't leave floating life like a dream in the virtual world.

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