Fall in love with a beautiful boss

"Life is like a dream, like a dream..." Qiu Tong's intoxicated voice sounded incoherent, and his eyes looked full of dreams: "where does life not meet. Floating life is like a dream... If a dream... The world is full of wonders. Unexpectedly, incredible things will happen to me. Am I in reality or dreaming? Am I dreaming in the air? "

"This is not a dream, this is reality." My drunkenness became stronger and stronger. I looked at Qiu Tong with a sad expression: "Qiu Tong, I don't want to return to reality. I'd rather be in that illusory world forever. I'd rather be a person in the air forever. But, but -- "

"But. Reality is reality after all. I, you, have returned to reality. " Qiu Tong said sadly, "you are also a guest in the air. Do you know that you took away all my heart, you occupied all my soul, and you grabbed my whole emotional world. I thought——

I think I can't resist the reality and can find another comfort for me in the illusion. I'd rather let my soul find another sustenance in the dream. However, the reality is so cruel. I... my dream is broken after all, and I've returned to the cool real world after all. Asshole - you ruined my dream, you ruined my only dream. I hate you. I hate you so much. I can't forgive you. "

"Yes, I destroyed your soul, your emotional dreams and all your spiritual world. You can hate me, you can not forgive me, and you can severely punish me."

"You -- you're a real asshole. You're a big asshole. You. You let me how to hate you, how not to forgive you. You -- you bastard. " Qiu Tong scolded me, with incomparable pain in his eyes, but no hatred.

I looked at Qiu Tong faintly and painfully.

"How much I want to hate you, how much I want to hate you. But. However, you always have so many irresistible reasons, but these reasons are all because of me, because I can't change the reality. Why, why should I be so cowardly, so weak, so afraid to resist, so afraid to fight. "

Qiu Tong said sadly, "I don't know whether I should hate you or myself, my innate character and my unchangeable destiny. I. My life, no matter who I meet, whether in reality or in dream, is destined to be a tragedy. I am a tragic man. My tragedy cannot be changed. "

After that, Qiu Tong looked at me: "you are not Yi Ke in reality. You are also a guest in the air. Are you also a guest in the air? Have you taken away all the guests in the soul world? Are you going to take me to dream paradise? "

Looking at Qiu Tong's sad red eyes, I nodded: "yes, I am. I am a guest who will always live in the air. "

"Also guest, also guest in the air..." Qiu Tong murmured: "do you know. Do you know how... How much I love you in that illusory world. You know, guest, guest. You are the only one in my emotional world, and you are all the pillars of my spiritual world. "

My heart vibrated violently.

"But -- but --" Qiu Tong's lips trembled, and his psychedelic eyes burst into tears: "but why is the world so cruel and why does the world have reality. You, yi Ke's appearance, you ruined all my dreams and my only pillar for my only support. Why would you be him? Why would he be you. Why did God do this to me, why, why. "

With that, Qiutong's eyes silently shed hot tears and fell from her white face.

Qiu Tong lowered his head and covered his face with both hands.

Looking at the silent tears of Qiutong, my heart was about to break. I stood up, walked to her and patted her on the shoulder.

Qiu Tong suddenly hugged my body, held it tightly, buried his face in my body, and then burst into tears.

It seems that under the anesthesia of alcohol, Qiu tong can no longer control his heart and cries.

My tears suddenly burst out and fell on Qiutong's hair and Qiutong's neck.

In the sound and silent crying, my brain is finally going to lose consciousness and memory.

In this two person world of alcohol, forget the reality, forget tomorrow, forget everything.

We all seem to have blurred our memory, our brains seem to be broken, and we all seem to be completely anesthetized by alcohol.

I don't know how long we cried, how we separated, how many bottles of wine we continued to open, how much wine we continued to drink, how Qiu Tong was helped to the bed by me, how many times Qiu Tong murmured to customers like a dream, how I staggered to leave but couldn't move my feet, I don't know how I ignited extreme bitter passion and excitement in my heart, and how the volcano that has been silent for tens of thousands of years erupted

I don't know. I don't know everything behind. My memory is completely broken.

I only know that when I woke up with the scream of Qiutong, it was dawn and a new day began.

All I knew was that when I opened my eyes, I saw Qiu Tong, naked and disheveled, holding tightly, covered by the horn, trembling all over, looking at me with fear and tension.

All I know is that I saw Qiutong's coat and underwear scattered everywhere on the carpet.

All I know is that I find myself naked.

With a loud bang from my brain, I suddenly sat up, closed my eyes tightly and bit my teeth hard.

I know what I did after drinking last night. I know what happened after Qiu Tong and I got drunk!

I took Qiu Tong's first time!

I scolded myself bitterly and painfully, and dared not open my eyes to see everything in front of me.

When I woke up, my brain was still numb. My mind was full of hallucinations. My ears were buzzing and seemed to have lost my hearing temporarily.

I don't know how long later, I opened my eyes again. Qiutong disappeared, her clothes on the ground disappeared, and a flustered sound came from the bathroom.

I hurried out of bed, picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on in a hurry.

Then I sat on the sofa and looked at the empty wine bottle on the tea table.

After a while, I heard the door of the bathroom ring. Qiu Tong came out in his clothes and combed his loose hair.

I stared at Qiu Tong in amazement.

Qiu Tong's eyes were stunned. He slowly walked to the sofa opposite me, sat down and looked at me straight.

"Qiu Tong. I, we... "I stammered.

Qiutong looked at the next messy bed.

Qiu Tong's body suddenly trembled, his face turned red, then bowed his head and covered his face tightly with his hands.

"Yes, I'm sorry. I... I... "I continued to stammer, feeling very nervous.

Qiutong didn't speak. He continued to lower his head and cover his face tightly, and his body continued to tremble.

"Qiu Tong......" I continued to call her.

"You go..." Qiu Tong hissed and still didn't look up.

I got up, went out of Qiutong's room, went back to my room, lay heavily on my back on the bed, looked at the ceiling in a daze, and tried to think back on the plot after I got drunk last night, but I couldn't think of it.

Although I can't remember the process, I know the result.

My mind is in chaos. I don't know how to explain all this to Qiu Tong and how to face Qiu Tong in the future.

Suddenly, I felt ashamed to face Haizhu, although Haizhu had left me.

While thinking, someone knocked at the door.

When he opened the door, Qiu Tong was standing at the door, with his peers from Dandong newspaper group standing behind him.

Qiutong looked very calm. It seemed that nothing had happened last night.

"President Yi, it's time for breakfast." Qiu Tong whispered, but his eyes didn't look at me.

So we went downstairs to have breakfast.

During dinner, Qiu Tong looked normal and talked with his peers of Dandong newspaper group, and occasionally smiled, although I thought it was far fetched.

I also try to be normal and talk to everyone.

After breakfast, we have to go. Dandong newspaper group arranged a special bus to take us back.

I don't know how Qiutong handled the sheet after I left Qiutong's room. Maybe she has cleaned it.

Back in the car, Qiu Tong and I sat in the back row, each on the side by the window.

On the way, the driver drove silently. Qiu Tong and I looked out of the window silently and didn't speak.

After arriving at the company, we thanked each other's driver and got off.

At the empty door of the company, Qiu Tong stopped and looked at me: "Yi Ke."

"Yes." I looked at Qiu Tong.

Qiu Tong pursed his lips: "last night, we were all drunk."

"Sorry. I... "

"Don't say sorry again. If you want to say sorry, it should be me. I shouldn't have to force you to ask those things. I shouldn't be so curious, so persistent, break my own dreams, let you drink with me, cry with you, or say those words in my heart. I have too many wrong. I shouldn't, I finally let myself go. First indulged his heart and then his body. "

Qiu Tong's trembling voice sounded full of guilt and sadness: "I know, I'm sorry for too many people. I'm sorry for everyone around me. I'm really a bad woman. "

I knew the meaning of Qiu Tong's words and remained silent.

"Facing the reality, now that things have been like this. It's no use blaming yourself too much. Forget it, just as none of this has happened. Forget it. " Qiu Tong's tone was very light, and then sighed deeply. I clearly felt her deep helplessness, sadness and sadness.

I couldn't help sighing deeply.

After a moment of silence, Qiu Tong said, "we, although... But I have my reality and you have your reality. We'll never be able to. I didn't have anything to do with you last night. No, even if I did, I didn't give it to you. I gave it to him, the man in the air. "

Qiu Tong's words sound like a dream, but also like comforting and deceiving himself.

I looked at Qiu Tong. Qiu Tong's expression was a little stubborn, and his lips were tightly pursed.

I grinned and wanted to laugh and cry. I felt very sad and desolate in my heart.

"Yesterday has passed, today is going on, and tomorrow will continue. Don't have too many distractions, don't think too much, and make good preparations for the recruitment. " Qiu Tong's expression was gloomy and his tone was a little relaxed. He seemed to take a gentle look at me deeply, with unspeakable complex emotions in his eyes, and then turned and walked in.

I stayed where I was for a long time, then I went upstairs and went back to the office.