Fall in love with a beautiful boss

With the end of Dandong's short trip, whether Qiu Tong and I admit it or not, our relationship history has opened a new page and a new chapter has begun.

The ethereal dog shit in the air is also a guest, and has completely disappeared since then.

How will the new chapter be continued and who will continue it? I don't know whether it is me, her or us.

In the new chapter, I don't know how much entanglement and pain, suffering and ups and downs, tenderness and joy there will be.

The long road of life, I struggled, I lost, I laughed, I cried, I pounded, I was dejected, I was obsessed with madness, I tangled with pain, I had lofty aspirations, I was decadent and reduced. From time to time, I feel that living in this world is like walking in the desert, lost, lonely and helpless. I also feel that life is like chess. One son is wrong and loses all the games.

In life, what should be given up is helplessness, and what should not be given up is incompetence; What should not be given up is ignorance, and what should not be given up is persistence.

However, in the face of harsh reality, I don't know what to grasp, what to give up, whether to be helpless or incompetent, whether to be ignorant or persistent.

In the afternoon, the weather suddenly changed, the cold wind roared, and then snowflakes floated in the sky. The goose feather like snow fell on the Xinghai earth under the influence of the cold wind.

The weather forecast said it was the biggest snow since this winter. Maybe it will be the last and biggest snow this year.

Throughout the day, I sat in the office, staring at the snowflakes flying outside the window in a daze. My mind echoed the events of Dandong's trip in recent days and everything that happened last night.

Everything came so suddenly, just like this heavy snow.

This is a heavy snow in my life and in my emotional world. It cleanses the filth in my soul, cleanses the despicability in my heart, and freezes my body that I can't recover.

Perhaps, life only needs a spiritual snow.

Perhaps, life only needs a real love.

Winter means the end of a year, the end of a year's life.

I looked at the cloudy sky outside the window, all the profusion faded, all the singing faded, all the enthusiasm cooled, and all the prosperity faded; There are only yellow days, bleak land, cold wind and cold snow.

My year seems to end as soon as possible, and my life seems to be silent.

What else can be happy? What else can be intoxicated? Well, this last season of life is not like going back.

The snow, the heavy snow all over the sky, flew down from all directions. Suddenly, heaven and earth are holy and everything shines.

Standing in front of the window and lighting a cigarette, I smoked slowly and meditated.

Just before work, Yunduo came in with a fax.

"Brother, this is a report from Wafangdian distribution station. They are going to cooperate with some local departments to carry out a large-scale distribution publicity activity. I'll give it to you for review first." The clouds put the report in front of me.

I took the report and nodded.

According to the unified deployment of the company, tomorrow, that is, Saturday, the company will take the lead and all urban stations will participate in a large-scale activity of giving newspapers and promoting Sichuan to citizens in Xinghai Square. Each county station will fight its own way and do it locally, with the time and form determined by itself.

This is also the last large-scale release and publicity activity before the end of the subscription.

"Brother, how was your trip to Dandong?" The cloud asked carefully.

I looked at the clouds: "it's going well. What? "

"Nothing. I'm just asking. Just go well. " The cloud smiled, then hesitated and said, "how can I see that sister Qiu looks depressed and has been sitting in the office in a daze? I thought -"

My heart moved, and then smiled at the clouds: "maybe I'm tired. The meeting schedule is very tight."

"I think so, too. I advised sister Qiu to go home and have a rest first, but she didn't go. Still sitting in the office in a daze. " The cloud's tone is a little distressed.

My heart is a little heavy. I know that too many unexpected things have happened during this trip to Dandong. An earthquake of no less than magnitude 10 has occurred in Qiutong's heart. Her heart is difficult to calm in a short time.

I don't know if the earthquake will cause a tsunami in her heart and how it will change her mentality in the future.

The clouds looked at me in silence, bit their lips and gently retreated out.

I calmed down, read the report, and then took the report to Qiutong's office.

When he opened the door, Qiu Tong was sitting there stunned, with deep confusion in his eyes.

Seeing me coming in, Qiu Tong's eyes flashed, his body trembled, then shook his head, as if to recover his mood and look at me.

I went over and handed the report to Qiu Tong. Qiu Tong took it over and looked at it. Then he nodded, picked up his pen and signed. He said, "yes, let's approve them to operate. Inform the finance department that the expenses shall be disbursed from the expenses of their own station. "

I nodded, took the report and went out.

"Wait a minute." Qiu Tong said.

I turned and looked at Qiu Tong.

Qiu Tong stooped to pick up a bag and handed it to me. His voice said calmly, "I went out to work at noon. By the way, I went to the examination center of the Municipal Personnel Bureau and asked an acquaintance for a set of examination review materials for you."

I took it and looked.

I don't know whether Qiu Tong asked for it by the way or on purpose.

Qiu Tong has worked in the human resources department of the group for a long time. Naturally, she is familiar with the Personnel Bureau.

"I consulted in detail. The model of this recruitment examination refers to the civil service examination. The procedures and contents of the examination are the same. The review materials I want for you are for public subjects. " Qiu Tong said again.

"Yes." I nodded.

"There are a lot of people applying for this recruitment. I inquired. There are more than 2000 people applying for our group, including more than 800 people applying for your post." Qiu Tong said again.

I nodded again. More than 800 people competed for a place. The task assigned to me by Li Shun was arduous enough. Although I have always been very confident in my work, I still feel a lot of pressure when I hear that so many people are competing for this place.

In the era of planned economy, college entrance examination is a single bridge in life, because it means having an iron rice bowl. Nowadays, the personnel in the examination system have become a single wooden bridge for many people. A large number of fresh and former graduates regard seeking a job in the system as the highest pursuit of life. Whenever there is an examination, they flock to it.

And these people are just the ones who are best at learning and taking exams soon after they leave school. Of course, compared with those who take the exam after work, they also have a fatal weakness, that is, lack of social practice experience.

"More than 800 people only admit one. You must have pressure. Pressure is not a bad thing. Pressure will have motivation, but don't be too stressed." Qiu Tong said, "when I was recruited in the previous system, I was transferred to take part in some of the work many times, and I knew a little about the procedures and contents. In the review stage of this kind of examination, you should pay attention to several points..."

Qiu Tong began to tell me what to pay attention to.

Looking at Qiu Tong's patient expression and listening to Qiu Tong's detailed explanation, I suddenly had a strange feeling in my heart. It seemed that Qiu Tong's attitude towards me was really different from before.

"Do you remember what I told you?" After that, Qiutong asked me.

I nodded, "well, I remember everything."

"I work hard at everything in the world. Success or failure doesn't depend on me. As long as I work hard, don't put too much pressure on myself." Qiu Tong said, "after all, there are more than 800 people, and only one person can succeed."

"If I don't sign up, I don't care about the pressure and motivation, but since I signed up for the exam, I don't have a second choice. I have to be the first." I said.

"Why do you have no way back, why do you put so much pressure on yourself?" Qiu Tong said puzzled.

"I don't know why." An unspeakable pain welled up in my heart.

"You are too strong and competitive." Qiu Tong sighed: "of course I believe in your ability. Of course I hope you can succeed. Just, I don't want you to put yourself in a situation where there is no way back. After all, there are many roads in life, not only this single wooden bridge. "

"If I don't start, I have many roads to go, but now that I have set foot on this single wooden bridge, I have to go down." I said.

Qiu Tong looked at me for a while and suddenly said, "did someone force you to do this?"

I didn't say anything.

Qiu Tong was silent for a long time, then sighed again, and his voice was full of helplessness.

Then, Qiu Tong suddenly stared at my coat, which made me confused.

"The button thread of your coat is loose and will fall off." Qiu Tong opened the drawer of the office and took out a small sewing bag.

I looked down. If so, Qiu Tong didn't say. I haven't noticed it myself.

"Come here, I'll sew for you." Qiu Tong looked at me.

I went around my desk and stopped in front of Qiu Tong. Qiu Tong sat there threading a needle and thread, then bowed his head and sewed a button for me seriously.

A warm current surged in my heart. This scene reminds me of when I was a child. My mother often sewed buttons for me when I was a child.

Suddenly, I felt a maternal aura enveloping Qiutong at the moment. Suddenly, I felt some impulse. I couldn't help but take a hand on Qiutong's shoulder.

Qiu Tong's body trembled slightly, and the action in his hand stopped.

My hand rested motionless on Qiu Tong's shoulder.

For a moment, Qiutong didn't look up or shake off my hand, and continued to sew clothes buttons.

In this process, I can feel Qiu Tong's body trembling slightly all the time, breathing a little fast, and the hand sewing clothes trembling.

"Oh -" Qiu Tong suddenly screamed. I looked down and saw that Qiu Tong's right index finger was pierced by a needle and blood came out.

I took my hand away from Qiu Tong's shoulder like a conditioned reflex, then grabbed Qiu Tong's right hand and put the bleeding index finger into my mouth without thinking.

Slightly salty Qiutong's blood filled my mouth.

Qiutong sat there, his face crimson, and his body trembled even more.

She didn't refuse my action.

I continue to suck Qiutong's tender index finger.

For a while, Qiu Tong gently forced back and retracted his hand, and his voice trembled: "it's OK, it's all right."

I released Qiu Tong's hand. Qiu Tong blushed and continued to sew buttons for me.

My right hand involuntarily put it on Qiutong's shoulder.

Qiutong's body began to tremble again.

My heart beat faster. I really hope this button will never be finished.

But this is obviously impossible. Qiu Tong quickly sewed the button, then put his head close to my clothes, bit the thread with his teeth, then put away the needle and thread, raised his head and looked at me with clear eyes.

I suddenly felt very embarrassed and flustered. I quickly took my hand off her shoulder and went back to where I was.

"Whether we like it or not, things have happened. Whether we admit it or not, our mentality is changing." Qiu Tong looked at me for a moment and said slowly.

I looked at Qiu Tong.