Falling In Love With A Broken Hearted Man

"Are you okay? You look uncomfortable.." His worried voice filled my ears.

We're here inside his car, we are preparing to go home but his last words were making me feel uneasy. It's like I need to know why he doesn't want me to smile for someone!

It's bothering me.. So much..

I placed my hand on my chin as my elbow was rested on his car window. I was too pre-occupied for a while. I felt spacing out and it's all because of him!

When I turn to look at him, I was surprised when he lean closer to me and he tries to met my gaze, oh god..

"Are we cool? Did I say something that upsets you?" I don't know what to say to him. I can't tell him that he's the reason for my weird actions.

"Nothing. I was just sleepy, I badly need a rest now." I lied.

I think I won't be able to sleep tonight. Nah, it's actually midnight.

"Okay, I think you should really need a rest." He smiles sweetly then he turned on the engine.

I felt alive when he moved away. I think I'll gonna lost my breath when our faces will remained close for too long!

I blushed when he glanced at me and winked.

We were quiet during the ride. He's opening something to talk about but my answers are just simple and tiny. I don't know what to say, so I just prefer to shut my mouth.

"You're going to work tomorrow, right?" He asked. He sounds nervous so I find it weird.

I smiled and nods, "Of course. I need to work." I answered quickly.

He sigh and turned his attention to the road. We remained silent again, I was out of words. I also find it as awkward now that we're finally talking again.

I can't even stop working from him just because I was doubtful for his feelings. That will be unfair to him.

"Your friends really loves going out, huh?" He glanced at me.

"Yeah and I love going out too!"

"Really?" His voice became comfortable. My lip twitched as I look at him, smirking.

"What are you thinking?" I stared at him. I can't help but wonder of his thoughts.

"You,"

My chest tightened. I'm surprised by his answer. He just smiled and stick his whole attention on the road. I don't know if he's just joking or serious. This is so frustrating. I want to go back on being a bitch!

"Stop your cheesy lines dude! Don't forget that I'm here!" Vin complains as if he's about to vomit at the back.

Noah chuckled and glanced at him. "I actually forgot that there's a fucker behind us,"

I bit my lip to stop laughing. We might fight again if he saw me laughing at him. And this is not the right place to fight with him.

"You should've just dropped me at the bar, then! Your balls might be full of ants for your cheesy lines now," he laughs.

"Shut up,"

"What? I think you need more cheesy lines for that dude--"

"I said, shut the fuck up!" He clenched his teeth. I know he's pissed.

"Well, Raine seems to like you for that--"

He pulled the car brakes, 'caused us to shout and gripped the handle! Oh God! This bastard! He should've just stayed quiet! Damn it!

"WHAT THE FUCK DUDE?!" Vin shouts.

Your fault bastard!

He clenched his teeth again and the movement of his jaw was dangerous. His face darkened as he look at him. My body shivered for his brother, I'm worried that Noah might break his bone for that.

"Noah.." I unconsciously muttered.

"Are you going to kill us, dude?! If you want to die, then die alone!" I can see his anger too.

I don't know how to calm them. Noah was just quiet, I don't know what he's thinking!

"Get out," His voice was cold and dangerous.

"What? No!"

Please Vin, just get out. I don't want you to get beaten by your brother.

I closed my eyes and calm myself. I should stop them. I'm the only one who can calm them.

I turn to Vin, "Please, Vin. Just get out--"

"WE'RE HERE, FUCKER," Noah cut's me. What?

I looked outside. It's night so I couldn't recognize the road that easy. And his tinted windows was added to my burden to look around.

Oh, god. We're really here.. At the bar.

"Oh," Vin muttered. He looked around and laughs.

"Thanks, dude!" He tapped his brother's shoulder and to my surprised Noah nods and smiled.

JUST WHAT THE FREAKIN' HELL!

When he looked at me, he just gave me a smirk and he start the engine again.

I still can't get over to what happened. I mean.. What the hell? I thought they're going to fight but what? Thanks, dude? Are you kidding me?

He glanced at me and just chuckled again. "Why? You look surprised,"

"Are you both kidding me?" I can't help but to raised my voice. I was extremely terrified for what will happened but that's it? Oh god!

"We're brothers, Raine--"

"I know that, Noah!" It's freaking me out! Damn it! "I freakin' know it! So why did you make me feel so dumb for that?"

"What? Why? I don't get you!" He looks clueless. Suit yourself asshole.

"Yeah, yeah. You're always been like that. So stupid," I rolled my eyes. I'm just going to think that they're both weird.

This time, he laughs very hard! I greeted my teeth and gave him a deadly stare. He was surprised when he met my gaze so he immediately shuts his mouth.

"Sorry," He zips his mouth but his eyes are betraying him. Damn it! He's making fun of me!

"You're worried that we may fight earlier, don't you?" He smiles.

Now you're going to smile like that? Back to your old habit, huh?

I twitched my lip, "Takes a few minutes to realize it?" I gave him a sarcastic tone.

His thumb travels down to his lower lip while his other hand was on the handle, "I was too pre-occupied for that, sorry for stressing you," He said in a sexy way.

I bit my lip, I'm not complaining for his innocence but this is making me doubtful for his actions. He's not even aware that I'm extremely worried a while ago and I want to shout at him for that.

"Hey," He glanced at me but my eyes are locked on outside of the window.

He stopped by the road near the shore, I looked at him but his face was blank and cold. He looks at me too and held my hand.

"I'm sorry.." He said it in a very sincere way. I can see in his eyes that he's serious. "Sorry for worrying you.." His hands are cold.

I felt my cheeks gets wet so I immediately wiped it with my palm but he suddenly pulled it from me. His eyes were shining so bright just like the moon in this night. Our faces was so close that I could feel his breath pressing against me, it smells good.

The burden on my chest slowly fades as I let my tears go down from my face. I don't know why I'm reacting like this, I felt exaggerated for crying for something that is not worth crying..

I looked down and avoid his gaze, I'm definitely ugly right now and I don't want him to see that. "Don't look at me. I-i look horrible right now," I turn to the window.

I heard his heavy breath. He's worried.

"Look at me.." He said, but I didn't.

I don't wanna look at him while I'm like this. He might think that I'm just looking for sympathy..

And I won't let that happen.

My heart raced when he touched my chin and move it to met his sparkling eyes. I feel like my chest is going to burst when he smiles. Shit!

My cheeks turned red at that. I hate that he's looking at me like I'm the most beautiful girl in his eyes!

"You're so beautiful, Raine.. It takes a lot of time for me to realize that I like you.. I was afraid that this feeling was just an infatuation and I might do something that may hurt you in the future.. I was extremely stressed out about that. I don't know what's happening to me and why I feel nervous around you where I didn't even felt it before.." He closed his eyes.

"I was waiting for the right time that I've finally free from this pain, that I could see you as a woman who's been waiting for me the whole time.." He knows it? Oh god!

My fist clenched when he reached for my hand and put it on his chest where his heart located.

His heart is beating so goddamn fast!

"I'm sorry for being an ass. I know I don't deserve you, I don't deserve your love and I've been doing stupid things that caused you pain.." He knows everything. Yeah, you're an ass, Noah.. But I still like you..

He opened his eyes. It was full of affection and it makes me think that I'm dreaming! Oh god. He's looking at me now!

"I want to kiss you so bad baby.. Please say you want to kiss me too.." My mouth parted at that.

Damn it!

My mind is freaking out and I don't know how to handle it anymore! His words gives so much electricity to my body!

You're such a jerk. I'm crying and yet you still want to kiss me. Damn you, Noah. I want to kiss you too..

"Please, Raine.. Say it baby.." His voice was pleading. The eager to kiss me was written on his face and his voice is so much sexier now!

From this moment I know I'm totally lost. I know this isn't right that he hasn't fully recovered yet but I badly want him too. He's desperate and I'm also desperate. I don't know what will happened next if I chase what's my heart says but now I'm willing to take a risk.

His voice and lips were tempting me and I'm not going to hold back anymore..

I looked at him and smiled, "Then, kiss me.." My voice cracks and my heart raced very fast!

A big smile escape from his lips. I know he's handsome but not as handsome as he smiles right now!

Damn, Noah.

He cupped my face and leaned towards me. My hands trembled so I just closed my eyes. Shit!

I felt his lips pressed against mine, he moved in a gentle way, slowly and passionately. It feels like it's our first time to kiss. The kiss is too strange but exciting to me. It feels good..

My heart sank as he guide me to kiss him back. I don't know how to kiss but I just did what he's doing.

Shit!

I can't let go now.. His kisses were damn addicting.

I was shocked when he carried me on his lap and deepened the kiss with so much eager and passion.

I don't know how he did that but he's strong enough to carry me like that!

Oh god. This kiss is so hot that is now made me lost from euphoria..

Damn, Noah..

To be continued..