Falling In Love With A Broken Hearted Man

He kissed me under the moonlight. Just like the night when we had our first kiss on the shore..

I wonder if he remembered it too..

I was tempted to ask him but he's not done yet with our kiss. He placed his both hands on my cheeks and he kissed me more.. I think my whole face is so red right now, I felt embarrassed for kissing him with our positions but it was immediately replaced with so much wanting to kiss him as he deepened the kiss.

I can't believed that I'm kissing the guy that I've been dreaming the whole time. It was Noah Clark. And he's kissing me right now...

He pulled out and our eyes met. My heart pounds very fast again when I saw a sexy smile from his lips. I also replied it with a smile and bit my lip.

He look so damn handsome to my eyes right now. I feel like I'm just dreaming. Literally, dreaming and I don't want to wake up anymore. He's real in this world and it makes me so damn happy.

"Do you know how long I've been waiting for this, Raine?" He asked while smiling.

This kiss?

I blushed when I thought about that. I'm still on his top and it feels awkward for talking about that kiss.

Stop being so damn innocent, girl!

"Your lips taste sweet baby and I've been dreaming to kiss that lips since the moment you confessed to me.."

My eyes widened for that. He remembered it! Shit! He remember how I confessed to him that night!

He touched my cheeks, "Be my girl, Raine.."

I swallowed everything in his last words. Oh damn it! I can't help but smile.

He's looking at me with so much admiration in his eyes. I like him too. I like Noah Clark!

"I like you.." His voice took me. I know we should take it slow, that we should work on until I hear the final words that I want to hear from him..

I like you is too much for now.. And I'm content with that.

The night was beautiful and I don't want it to end. This guy gives me a random feeling when we're together. Our feelings are now mutual and I still can't believe it. Not because I'm still uncertain of his feelings, but because he's too hard to reach.

He's kind and pure.. He may hurt me for his stupidity before, but I am more capable of loving him because I was drown by my feelings for him.

I cherished every moment that we share. He makes me happy in a simple way and I was the happiest when he smiles for me. When things get tough for me, he's there like a knight in shining armor.

Noah is a warm-hearted person that It makes me want to smack him all the time.

I chuckled when I remembered how I hated him for being a jerk before. I hated him because he treated me like I wasn't important to him. It was painful and I was at the point of giving up.. I was like, why would I force myself to a person who can't see my worth?

He's a big jerk and I want to quit that time. But when I saw him again, crying because of Dana. My heart cries more for that. I wanted to scold myself for understanding his situation. I was dragged by my feelings and I just find myself being stupid for him again.

"What are you thinking?" He asked. I stared at his perfect face. After all of this, he likes me now..

I just smiled and gave him a peck kiss. When I pulled away, he groaned and kiss me more. This guy is a kiss addict!

I'm still on top of him but I didn't know how long I've been in this position. My legs might feel stiffed, but I still like to kiss him until our lips get dry.

We ran out of breath when we pulled away. My cheeks burned when he bit my lips at the end. This freak!

"Your face is burning baby.." He touched my cheeks again. Oh shit!

I looked away. I was damn embarrassed! Our faces was hell close. He'll definitely see every inch of my reaction.

I heard his sexy chuckles and his touches to my waist. It gives me shivers that I don't know how to stop it!

"C-can you let go of me n-now?" Damn it! My voice is shaking!

He frowns and hold me more. My body moves a little as his touch affects every inch of me. What the hell is this feeling.

"I'm not gonna let go of you," His face darkened and I was like. What the hell is he thinking? I just want to go back to my seat!

"I want to sit on my chair, N-noah.." I tried my best to sound calm. He won't stop looking at me and hell! I'm freakin' blushing!

"I'll let you go if you'll continue on blushing like that," He smirked. He's teasing me!

I hit his arm but he just laugh. Does he need to remind me that I'm blushing?

"Stop teasing me!" I bit my lip on embarrassment.

"Then stop biting your lips. You really want me to bit it for you, huh?" He winked.

"What?" I raised my voice but he just laugh

Oh God. Again.

Look at him, enjoying all of this, huh? He placed his both hands on my waist and he gently carried me back on my seat.

He's really strong!

"It's already two in the am, I need to send you home now," He fixed my seat belt and he start the engine.

He kissed my temple before he start driving. I still didn't get used with all of this. Him, being sweet to me..

The ride didn't take long, we arrived at my place for fifteen minutes so here we are inside his car. I don't want to go yet but he also had to rest. Our work is waiting for us later and I think my face will be a mess. Ugh!

I unplugged the seat belt and smiled at him, "Thanks for the night!"

He smiles, "Did you enjoy it?"

"Yep! So much!"

"Wanna go out again tonight?" He asked in between his smile.

I can't hide my smile so I let it out and kissed him on his cheek.

"Okay, see you!" I waved at him and opened his car door.

My heart was beating so fast as I walk towards the lobby. I want to see him off but I feel like I'm going to freak out.

I decided to just go inside without looking at him. I'm sure he also did the same.

When I entered inside our apartment, I suddenly felt so drained and tired. Why I didn't feel it when I'm with him earlier?

You have been energized for awhile and what you did was the one who took all of it.

I blushed when I think about the kiss. I can still feel his soft lips on mine. This feeling is making me go crazy! And I can't deny that I want more..

Stop being so flirt, Raine! You had enough!

Geez..

"Did something good happened?" I was shocked by a sudden voice!

I looked around and saw my brother sitting on the sofa. He's wearing a sky blue hoodie and a black track pants. What is he doing here?

"You aren't texting me anymore. Did you forget about me now?" He pouts.

Aww! My dear brother misses me.. He's like that when he missed his beautiful sister.

"I'm busy, Seb. I was making some money to give you your dream shoes! You don't like it?"

"I didn't ask you for that. I only need to see you healthy so I can sleep at night." He crossed his arms. His face looks annoyed and I just can't help but laugh at his cuteness.

He's only fifteen but he looks mature. The way he speaks and the way he behave. I can't believe that my brother grew really fast. I will miss his stubborness.

"I'm fine, Seb. I'm happy, you don't have to worry," I yawned. Now I feel sleepy.

"I can see that,"

"Do I look happy now?" I somehow felt excited for his answer.

He rolled his eyes, "Yeah. You look very happy earlier,"

"Earlier?"

"I saw you with a man's car," He says coldly.

My eyes widened. How did he know that it's a man's car?

"Can I sleep in your bed, sis?" He looks sleepy so I just nod. I want to ask him about it but he'll be annoyed if I did that.

I lead him inside my room and he immediately dive on my bed and closed his eyes. I missed him.

"How long have you been here? It's late, Seb.. And our parents let you?" I really want to ask him that. He's still a minor for God's sake!

"Stop being so protective, Raine. I can handle myself now,"

You're still a minor, brat! Don't act like an adult stupid!

"But you're still a minor--"

"Pierre is right. I should really protect you too.." He muttered in his sleep.

Wait. Did I heard him right?

Pierre?

No. I must've heard it wrong.

I shrugged and went inside the bathroom to clean myself. I just ignored it since my brother was asleep.

After showering, I just wear a pair of sweater and a pajama.

I know, I'll just use this for a few hours but I'm comfortable with it. I went to my dressing table and brushed my hair before going to bed.

I smiled when I stare at my brother's sleep. He doesn't look like my cutie little brother anymore.. I suddenly felt sad for that. I get that he's growing up, but I'm not there when he needs me.. I'm not there to witness his achievements. But now, I'm content that I'm watching his peaceful sleep in my tiny bedroom.

I put the comforter on his body and turn the lamp off. When I ought to lay, I heard my phone rang so I immediately opened it.

It was a text from Noah!

I bit my lip and read it.

From Noah:

Got home! Hope you enjoy this day, baby. Good night!

I felt some electricity on my body.

To Noah:

Yeah. Thanks for making me happy. Good night!

Then I sent it and closed my eyes. I felt so relieved and happy as I remember all those things that we did earlier. Now that I have an assurance for his feelings for me, I wouldn't turn a blind eye and grab our chance to love each other. I didn't get to say that I like him, but I'm sure he already knows it. My actions are enough proof how much I like him.

He knows it. I know..

To be continued..