False Hero

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"Thank you, Grey---- Big brother Grey."

"Thank you for?"

"You got angry when that guy bad-mouthed me, you fought for me. It made me really happy." she thanked me,

Apparently, she had more to say as she continued: " After the day I lost my family in that attack I thought I would be alone forever. But I am glad that Big brother Grey is in my life, I am glad that Big sister Rai and Aetna are in my life, I am glad Big brother Ulrich and Rudi are in my life. I am truly happy that you guys work so hard to save me, I am truly happy."

Annie no longer could maintain eye contact with me, Looking on the ground she spoke, "But I sometimes think that I am a burden on you guys, you guys word so hard for me. The money you guys gather working day and night tirelessly gets spent all on my cure, to buy Amrit fruit. I just exist to make yours all life harder, if only---"

Tears poured out of her eyes as her chin trembled, struggling to speak her voice broke down as she said "---If only I didn't exist, everyone's life would have been easy... if only I didn't exist, you guys wouldn't have to carry a burden like me. I hate myself---"

Before she could say anything more, I embraced her into a warm hug. I gently stroked my hand over her head as I spoke:

"You care so much about us, don't you? But Annie, You don't need to worry about it. You are not a burden for us rather you are the person that relieves us from our burden.

Have you ever seen happiness over Rudi's face, whenever you call him a hero? that hero-obsessed idiot, cares a lot about you. But more than that he takes care of you like his own little sister, you are his family.

You know how cold and cynical Rai is, yet she is so gentle and warm to you. I still can't believe that the cold monster of a girl could be so kind and warm to someone. But I know the reason why she is so gentle towards you, cause she wants to be a reliable big sister to you. It's hard for me to believe that Rai is capable of caring about someone, but I can understand why the reason being you are her family.

It always makes Ulrich's day, whenever you compliment his cooking. He cherishes the look on your face whenever you eat his cooking. He spoils you like his own little sister by making you various types of dishes, you are his family!.

And the way Aetna adores you, the childlike innocence of Aetna makes it obvious that how much she treasures you. It's cute, the way she holds you while sleeping. You both are like an actual sisters.

We all lost something important to us that day four years ago, we have all been struggling to cope with reality on our own. But, you are like light that is keeping all of us from going insane, so never ever think that you are a burden for us. you are the shining light that we all treasure!"

I might have said too much, no, I guess it was necessary to say these words. Annie has been too hard on herself, she is just a little kid, yet she has been so hard on herself.

Since that day four years ago, the day we all lost something important to us, we all are psychologically unstable individuals, we all are broken...

One of us is a person who only ever thinks about revenge. Under his calm and reserved personality, Ulrich hides immense bloodlust for revenge.

Then there is Rudi, who only ever thinks about being a hero. After the death of his only family that was his big brother, his only coping mechanism was to become a hero, he desperately holds this delusion of wanting to be a hero.

I don't know what caused this cold and cynical personality of Rai, I don't know about her past, I know nearly nothing about her. I don't know about what kind of life she led before I found her in the forest that day. For some reason, I feel like she is a similar type of person to me, a pathological liar with a cynical personality.

Then there is Aetna who doesn't remember anything about her past. That day after my contract with her, she doesn't seem to remember anything. Not remembering anything about the past is a scary thing and that's why she holds on to me to not lose her sense of reality.

Then there is Annie, who thinks of herself as a burden to us. She hates herself for not being able to help us, she thinks our life would be easier if she wouldn't have existed. That's why she--- she had tried to end her own life, I am glad I was able to stop her, I don't want any more people to commit suicide before me.

Then there is me, I am a liar, I am cynical, I have an immense blood lust for revenge, I am a guy that holds delusional ideals of beings a hero, I hold onto various things to not lose my sense of reality, there are times when I think about ending my life and I hate myself.

The six of us that survived that day are fucked up bunch of people.

We have seen people die in front of us, we couldn't do anything, we just helplessly watched those kids die in agony as the dark aura collapsed their mana core. Well, I did kill some of them, I didn't want them to suffer in agony.

But I am not sure if I would be able to end Annie's life if she were to suffer in agony.

No, I will save Annie, I won't let her suffer. No matter what it takes, I will win the competition and get that S rank Amrit fruit.

No matter the cost, I will win this competition....

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