First love after marriage

I really hate that I'm not strong enough. If I'm strong enough, at least I won't be a drag on Xiao Ziyu, and I don't have to compromise with the coercion brought by Mrs. Xiao and Xiao Ziping again and again.

Throughout the day, I was very depressed.

My parents don't know what happened. I usually cook dinner for my parents, but I really don't have the strength today. I just want to hold my child in bed and heal silently.

In the evening, my parents came home and found that I didn't cook dinner. They all felt very strange.

"Jiang Li, what did you do today? Dad's back. Why haven't you prepared dinner? " My father scolded.

There is no shortage of ingredients at home. Generally, I will prepare dinner before my parents come home.

"I don't want to do it today!" I mumbled with my quilt covered.

"What's the matter? If you don't want to do it, tell me in advance. I'll take it directly from the outside when I come back... "

My father stood in front of my bedroom door nagging. At this moment, I heard him say all the time. I was really bored.

"Stop talking!" I really can't stand it. I yell at my father. Usually I still respect my parents and will never talk to my father with such an attitude.

My father was also shocked. My attitude had seriously challenged his dignity. My father was angry: "how do you talk to me? Why don't you have any tutors now? "

My mother was more careful. She seemed to see my abnormal mood and quickly came forward to stop my father, but my father was also a very stubborn man. He had to tell me why.

My mother had no choice but to cook dinner in the kitchen.

And I have to endure my father's endless scolding. He never prepared dinner for me. When he said that I was unemployed at home, I knew he was worried about my future. At the age of nearly 30, he had not found a suitable position for himself.

I was in a bad mood. Coupled with my father's preaching, I feel that the pressure in my heart at the moment is really unprecedented.

I suddenly sat up from bed, looked at my father and cried to my father, "I beg you to stop talking and let me be quiet for a while, okay? Please! "

My father was a little confused when he saw me break down and cry. He opened his mouth and wanted to say something. Finally, he didn't say anything. He sighed and left my bedroom with a look of hatred for iron and steel.

After my father left, my heart was like pressing a huge stone. I breathed hard for several times before I felt more comfortable.

I sat on the bed in a daze for a while, and my mobile phone suddenly made a Ding Dong sound.

It's a text message. I click to open it. It's Zhou Han's.

"Xiao Jiangli, I heard you've been angry with your parents again recently?" Zhou Han asked.

After seeing this message, I glanced at the bedroom door. It must be my parents who told Zhou Han about my abnormal behavior today. They must want Zhou Han to calm my mood.

"I'm in a bad mood today!" I wiped my tears and gave it back to Zhou Han.

"Why are you in a bad mood? Isn't it related to Xiao Ziyu?" Zhou Han asked sensitively.

"No, I'm sleeping!" I feel that I can't hear or think of Xiao Ziyu now, just like I'm allergic to these three words. As long as I hear or think of them, I feel pain all over.

This whole night, I tried to empty myself and force myself not to think about Xiao Ziyu, so I won't hurt.

I didn't fall asleep until dawn, but at this time, I was awakened by a text message.

I saw that it was Li Xiya's. When I opened it, I saw Li Xiya ask me, "Jiang Li, did you break up with Xiao Ziyu?"

Lixiya always encouraged me to stay with Xiao Ziyu before, but I never explicitly said to break up with Xiao Ziyu.

Every time I left Xiao Ziyu, he would try his best to keep me, and I stayed with him because of my softhearted again and again.

But yesterday, I begged him to let me go in front of him. It was obvious that I wanted to break up with Xiao Ziyu.

Li Xiya came to me the next day after this incident, which showed that she already knew that I asked Xiao Ziyu to break up. In other words, Xiao Ziyu went to find Li Xiya after returning from me. Otherwise, she wouldn't know about our breakup.

"Yes, divided!" I replied.

After a long time, Li Xiya said, "Xiao Ziyu was in a bad mood last night. He drank a lot of wine and told me a lot. Later, he got drunk and I sent him to the hotel!"

Seeing here, I almost spit out blood.

Xiao Ziyu drank wine and Li Xiya sent him to the hotel. Is this a hint to me that they slept together last night?

I was still very sleepy. After seeing this message, I quickly woke up.

I looked at this message again and again and kept telling myself to calm down.

Yes, Xiao Ziyu and I have broken up. Who does he spend the night with? Isn't that someone else's freedom? Can I take care of it?

But what else can I say? Do you wish you a good sleep? It's not appropriate.

After struggling for a long time, I replied, "drink less wine, it's bad for your health!" I feel embarrassed after returning this message.

After a long time, lixiya replied: "but when I got to the hotel, Xiao Ziyu kept shouting to go home. I couldn't help it. Finally, I called his driver and sent him home!"

According to Li Xiya's information, my blood pressure is high and low. Now I say that the driver sent Xiao Ziyu home. Does that also mean that nothing may have happened to the two people? Xiao Ziyu is still relatively calm.

I really didn't know how to reply to Li Xiya, so I ignored it.

Who knows, after a while, Li Xiya sent a message again. I didn't dare to see it. My intuition told me that something had definitely happened to the two people. Otherwise, Li Xiya wouldn't send such messages one after another.

I hid my mobile phone under the pillow, put it in the bedside table, and finally hid it in the deepest part of the wardrobe. I was afraid to see Li Xiya's information.

But after a long time, my impetuosity at the bottom of my heart still couldn't hold back. I had taken the initiative to break up with Xiao Ziyu. Who he was with was his freedom.

I'll take Li Xiya's information as a boring gossip.

Thinking of this, I stepped in front of the wardrobe, took out the cell phone hidden in the deepest place, clicked on the message and saw: "but before waiting for the driver to come, I didn't restrain my feelings and secretly kissed Xiao Ziyu. However, since you have broken up, I'm not wrong!"

"Of course not!" I replied with a forced smile and felt that I had committed a crime. After all, I pushed Xiao Ziyu out myself. Then I have to learn to accept this reality slowly.