"This is the teahouse of the temple. There is only plain food..."

In an instant, it was like returning to God. Long Yuqun also stood up and wanted to take over the teapot: "I'll come!"

Looking down, he was the first to catch a blue scar on Jin Meizhi's wrist. The remaining light from the corner of his eyes had not been fully recovered from the familiar face. He was shocked again that he had grasped her wrist:

"What's the matter? Are you hurt? "

The next second, Jin Meizhi took back her hand, rubbed her lower arm and pulled down her sleeve: "no!"

At this moment, there was no doubt that there was something different. After taking a step around, long Yuqun directly pulled her arm. Sure enough, as soon as she rolled her sleeve, she saw round spots, deep and shallow, all kinds of scars, large and small, like scalds. Looking at it, it was a little bumpy. It was really miserable.

The eyes widened again, and Longyu looked at her. His eyes were full of disbelief again: Why are there so many scars on her arm?

Unconsciously, his mind had filled up all kinds of big plays about her abuse. It's just that long Yuquan would think so. It's really that the scene he once saw in the nightclub has left a preconceived impression.

At this time, rolling out from the bottom of my heart is thousands of capital words "miserable, miserable, miserable"!

But before, he didn't remember that there were so many scars on her arm!

Although the Dragon Gang claims to come from the edge of the knife and is used to seeing all kinds of human tragedies, long Yuqun always makes a sound with a golden spoon. Even if he has seen all kinds of filth in the cold and warm society, in fact, the scene of Dongfang Qingcheng is the most cruel and indescribable he has ever seen in his life. He feels completely different when he hears it and sees it.

I thought I had been cold-blooded to the extreme, but I don't know whether it was because of her face or it was too indescribable. It had fermented into his nightmare. It can be imagined how bad the situation was at that time.

Therefore, doubts, puzzlement, sympathy, anger and even mixed with unspeakable complex emotions. At the moment, longyuquan is really suffocating. In fact, longyuquan can't accept another point, that is, a woman who is in the middle of something seems to be more calm and calm than him.

In short, all of everything, playing the Earth Dragon, controlling and balking, and all kinds of unprepared maladjustment.

Long Yuqun hasn't found his thoughts and voice yet. Jin Meizhi has explained:

"Most of them are old wounds. I burned them myself! I can smoke, but I don't smoke often. I'm not addicted to smoking. When I can't stand it, I burn a few on my arm. I can stand it. I didn't expect to leave so much unconsciously! "

She pulled her lips bitterly, but Jin Meizhi's voice was still light:

"Afraid of being seen before, afraid of being asked, most of the family is also covered with concealer. The special purpose of the play is not rubbing hard, and the water is not so easy to wash away. Anyway, you know, not today... "

A few words can be regarded as explaining all the doubts at the bottom of long Yuqun's heart. A trace of bitterness flashed on her face. In fact, what Jin Meizhi said was not all a lie. There were indeed several cigarette butts on her arm before, but except for a little potholes, in fact, the color has faded out of the bird. Many of what she can see now on her arm were burned by her before.

Vaguely, long Yuqun seemed to have guessed what she had experienced, which he had never thought of before. Especially at this moment, she spoke, dressed, acted and looked very much like Shen Luo. She smiled as if she didn't care about anything, as if she was very strong and optimistic, but each look revealed her inferiority complex and weak pity.

Bursts of different fragrance floated by. Long Yuqun almost collapsed in a chair on one side, pursed his lips, and he didn't answer.

After pouring tea for the two people respectively, Jin Meizhi sat back slowly.

After a cup of tea, as if a century had passed, long Yuqun said, "why?"

Why do you do that? Why practice yourself?

He didn't understand, but this face, which accounted for more than half of his life, let him breed the feeling he couldn't give up before: it seems that all his weakness and sympathy in this life were given to a woman named Shen Luo.

Since Shen Luo's death, for more than eight years, there has never been a woman around him who let him stop. Even he feels that his blood is cold and will not be affectionate or amorous to anyone.

But in the past two years, everything suddenly seems to have changed.

He was inexplicably interested in women. Suddenly, the softness in the bottom of his heart seemed to be called up, but at this moment, the real feeling of long Yuqun was more pain - the pain of blocking his heart!

After pulling the lip angle, Jin Meizhi picked up the tea cup but put it down again: "I thought you would never know that it was a dream, even if it was just a dream, I thought I could do it all my life!"

It has to be said that Jin Meizhi is very provocative, especially men. Every sentence shows deep meaning, but he doesn't say anything clearly.

Long Yuqun was slightly silent, but he seemed to hear some sobs, but when he picked up his head, Jin Meizhi still smiled the same, bitter smile:

"You must think I'm dirty and cheap. How can I have the face to meet people? For ordinary women, it's time to dig a crack in the ground without jumping off a building? "

"I didn't!"

Too eager denial just shows that long Yuqun unconsciously rejects it from the bottom of his heart: he doesn't say that he thinks women must be consistent, but he really despises them from his bones.

Even the original Murong cloud clothes were included. Although he had to admit that he was not a good thing and was greedy for women's beauty, he really hated people who wanted to exchange their bodies for everything, men and women.

But slowly, he saw the difference between Murong's cloud clothes. Forced by life, she bowed her head, but she always kept the principle and bottom line. It is precisely because of this that he changed her and even slowly began to look at her with new eyes. This is the biggest difference between the two.

Together for so long, Murong yunshang didn't have a good life, but she never asked him what he asked for. Even the high cost of Murong Xi's last hospitalization, he only paid a fraction, and the front ones have already been paid.

In the cognition of long Yuqun, Jin Meizhi's conditions are much better than her, and she DEFINITELY shouldn't have come to this step.

"I have no face to live in the world, but I can't die! If I die now, I don't know where the root of my life is? I don't know why I'm here? I'm not willing! I don't want to do this, but I can't help it. If I step in, I can't get out! "

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